#and that coping skill is being proven wrong repeatedly
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Wish the petrifying fear of causing family chaos didnāt feel like it outweighed my need to place boundaries
#Ed tw#Iām just so tired of my weight being a point of conversation#and my pcos journey being seen as a weight loss one#and a lot of my coping skills related to my ed#are reminding myself that nobody cares about my body near as much as I do#and that coping skill is being proven wrong repeatedly#like without my knowledge#my mom told my grandma I have pcos#and talked about the medications Iām on AND the ones I might end up going on#all while knowing this woman canāt shut the fuck up about peoples bodies#so I got to have the lovely convo at Christmas explaining my medical diagnosis#and talking about how ozempic is a possible future option for me#when I specifically hadnāt brought my journey up to her for that reason#idk man#you think that as the only member of the extended family with a known eating disorder history#that my weight wouldnāt be a main topic of discussion#but now it just is to my face and behind my back#Iām just so tired#and I want them all to know how fucked it is#but I donāt know how to handle setting those boundaries once#let alone the number of times Iād have to in order to not constantly hear abt my body
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N A M E: Abel Costello A G E: Thirty-Six O C C U P A T I O N: ConsigliereĀ L O Y A L T Y: Costello Crime Family
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā SOME RISE BY SIN, Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā AND SOME BY VIRTUE FALL.
Abel Costello was born into an incredibly privileged life. Vacations, parties, higher education. Abel didnāt give a fuck about any of it. He was like his father in just about every way. They both had that quick fuse, the dead look in their eyes whenever you pissed them off badly enough. Abelās father, Gio, was an asset to the mob from a very young age. He was a ruthless assassin, a skill that heād inevitably pass down to Abel. The rest of his cousins acclimated to the mob life in a different way growing up; their roles carried more weight because their father was the boss. Abel was just eager to get his hands dirty. He didnāt care about titles, didnāt care about money or fame. He cared about the principle of it all. The Costellos were conquerors, and if Abel had anything to do with itā theyād stay that way.
Abel began training at the mere age of fifteen. It was all self defense firstā learning how to disarm someone, protecting himself from the enemy. After, he learned how to incapacitate someone in seconds. His father ensured that Abel would be the perfect assassin. Abel exceeded everybodyās expectations.Ā
A lot of his uncleās associates didnāt take him seriously at first, but Abel quickly silenced any doubts that fell on him or his profession. He was to be taken seriously, even at the age of eighteen. Abel saw no use in furthering his education. He was fully devoted to the mob. It was a dark and narrow path that Abel had chosen. There was no cutting corners, no sugar coating anything. Shit was rough all around. His father was arrested and imprisoned in 2011 for several drug trafficking charges. Abel didnāt knowĀ howĀ his father was caught in the first place. Gio had always been so careful, so discreet in his dealingsā Abel immediately knew that his father was set up, and it didnāt take long before he found the culprit.
Kieran OāConnell, loyal as ever to the Sinclairs, had been made aware of his fatherās upcoming negotiation and decided to take matters in to his own hands. From that day on, Abel has hated Kieran so deeply. Normally, those who wrong the family are dealt with immediately, but this was different. It was soĀ personal, and Abel wanted it to hurt. So he was patient. He waited until Kieran felt settled, happy, secure.Ā Kieranās engagement to Cecelia Jansen seemed like the perfect signal to set his plan in motion. He waited, let them enjoy their engagement, before deciding to cut their brakes late one night, on their return from a trip.Ā
Abel was a little annoyed that they both hadnāt died in the car accident, but it did seem to turn their once loving relationship into a tumultuous one. Abel knew that it wouldnāt be long before he finished the job, but watching them wallow in their heartbreak made his twisted heart smile. Since then, Abelās kept a relatively low profile. With his father sitting in prison, he knew that he had to play the game right. Abel had always been very cautious, but now even more so. Not just as an assassin, but as a Costello in general. Being consigliere has proven to be an exhausting task. Abelās had a difficult time coping with Luca and Paisley's wedding. Heās advised Marcel against it repeatedly, but Marcel is not required to accept his advice by any means. Heās forced to sit back and watch his cousin marry the enemy, the same people who theyāve hated for so long. Whatever comes of this weddingā Abel just hopes itās worth it.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā CONNECTIONS:
ā Relationship Status: Single ā Family: Marcel Costello (Uncle), Cassandra Costello (Aunt), Leon, Ezra, Mia, Sofia, and Luca Costello (Cousins)Ā ā Other: Salma Carrillo (Annoyance), Kieran OāConnell (Hatred)
FC: Ryan Gosling
The role of ABEL COSTELLO is currently TAKEN.
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