#and sometimes.. it ain't that deep
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
two hours ago had an existential crisis moment in a bath
ten minutes ago it started raining like crazy, just absolutely pouring at 10pm so i ran outside and just enjoyed getting soaked in seconds. it was warm and made me feel alive so yaknow.. sometimes you truly gotta will yourself to enjoy the little things
#life#hormones be wildin but also idk.. there are moments when the brain goes 'why am i here? what am i supposed to do with my life?'#and then you experience moments like.. just standing in the summer rain getting absolutely blasted and it's like YEP i feel alive#for moments like this babeyyyyy sometimes it's like the weight on your shoulders the never-ending questions#and sometimes.. it ain't that deep#the duality of a woman#the evanescence-blasting emo vs. 'i'm so random eks dee' girlie i guess
19 notes
·
View notes
Text
Welp I'm glad... I'm freaking obsessed... I cant wait!
#alpha choices#playchoices#choices vip#Arrrrrr! I love this book... Like I didnt think j would but sometimes simple is best#I'm in a point in my life where choices is good because most books ain't that deep... Lol alpha ain't that deep#It makes me happy reading because I just want simple...#So yeah I'm happy about this
26 notes
·
View notes
Text
it's really funny seeing everyone salty posts about the hidden agenda finale and i actually agree with everyone but the thing is!!!! i'm just vibing!!!!
i went into this show with absolutely ZERO expectations (and in fact, i would have been extremely surprised if this show ended up being actually good dkfjkfddf), i've never given a single shit about the plot and/or the writing bc i came here for the joongdunk vibes and the joongdunk vibes alone and i had a blast watching this series
like, i'm not even gonna bother criticising this drama bc from the beginning i didn't expect it to be very impressive anyway and so i'll just keep sitting here in my pile of garbage and vibing with it <3333
#watching joongdunk flirt on camera and be cute makes me feel good and that's exactly what i came here for#i got what i wanted and i don't care about the rest#as i said i'm just vibing!!!!!#the finale was underwhelming? there was no Real hidden agenda?#so what!! at least i got the funniest kiss scene ever with zo yoinking joke inside and kissing him stupid and yeeting him back out again!!!#that's all i need thanks dfkdfkkdfgdfkg#hidden agenda#ha ep12#airenyah plappert#adrm#sometimes thing's just ain't that deep and that's ok#(though i get everyone's frustrations very well and i would have been just as annoyed if i'd expected anything from the show at all)#(apart from mindless fluff that i need zero braincells for)#(for me personally this show is perfect kjdfjkdfkjd)#also congrats for joongdunk on getting to do a sex scene i guess lol#(well. heavy make-out scene more like it)#anyway seeing how excited they were for that scene to drop and considering their lolfanfest performance of dum dum#also with them coming up themselves with the idea of switching positions for the bite#i can see them do a show like only friends lmaooo#i'm generally against set actor pairs but i do hope joongdunk will do more series together jkkjkdf
45 notes
·
View notes
Text
I just wanna say that. there’s something incredibly morbid and gross about the fact that bones took away literally the only thing Sigma had to his name before the casino: his past. And not only his past itself, but his right to narrate his own past. Instead, the TWO lines they do keep about it (about him naming himself Sigma, and finally finding his one place to call home, the casino).... are given to Fyodor to say. Fyodor, his most recent manipulator in a long, long line of manipulators.
And not even just his past, but by extension so many of his strong, strong emotions about himself and what he’s been through and how they’ve made him into the person he is now: his fear, his sorrow, his desperation, his determination, his righteous indignation. His pain. The majority of that is all gone from the anime.
Sigma barely has a story of his own; his past, his suffering, and his emotions are the only things he has claim to, that make him who he is. And bones took even those away from him. Flattening him into an empty piece of paper, ironically, just like he was born from and as.
#bungou stray dogs#sigma#if you can't tell i'm mad lol#just like everyone else is#and will continue to be mad for a long long time#also in this same category: bones dehumanizing dazai by always cutting the moments where he shows true human emotion/vulnerability#because he always has to look ~cool~ and like an untouchable god#when that is literally antithesis to his entire character arc and dazai himself struggles to see himself as human#(only just now finally starting to accept that in chapter 105.5)#but i'm getting off-topic point is it's really gross and what they did to Sigma is in the same vein#the mangas and light novels are so kind and humane and empathetic........ and the anime is just nah what if we skipped all that lol#just focus on the cool flashy shit!!!!! ain't got time for all these ~feelings~ and deep complex philosophical concepts!!!#sometimes it feels like they get it (mushi's episodes and yosano's were a fluke istg) but most of the time they Don't#anyway i was writing that sigma fic anyway but it's especially fitting in light of how the anime treated him :))))#he deserves to be Mad. Enraged even.
56 notes
·
View notes
Text
I remember when I first stopped off at Cydonia I kept wondering why some ppl had red eyes, and assumed there was probably some deep lore explaining it or whatever.
Supposedly it's got something to do with the mines, and how the overexposure to Martian dust turns things red, but also I asked another NPC and she was like, "yeah, everyone gets them bc they're cool", and you know what, she's absolutely right. 😂
23 notes
·
View notes
Note
🔥 Hubert?
It is entirely possible to like Hubert and not like Edelgard and vice versa like. That is an absolutely insane thing to see MANY different people say/agree with. Even with how deeply they are connected to each other they are characters that act pretty damn different from the other and it's possible for folks to vibe with one over the other because of that.
For another take that might not be hot but I still wanna get out, I find it frustrating that Hubert's one support that has someone bring up whether his undying loyalty to Edelgard is actually helping her at all when he never directly challenges her and thus never actually lets her grow as a leader - an idea that's actually incredibly interesting to delve into as it challenges Hubert's ideals and shows off how surprisingly childish he can be when criticized ("when I do literally everything Edelgard wants without question you call me a doormat but when I go behind her back and do things without her notice you call me unhelpful!! what I am supposed to do then??" "bitch TALK to her??? that thing you failed to do EITHER TIME????") - ...gets dropped so unceremoniously in favor of "I like you Ferdinand" "well I like you too Hubert." Actually meaningful discussion that both shows how genuine Ferdinand is in actually helping Edelgard and brings up the question of whether Hubert is actually helping Edelgard with how little he directly challenges her gets thrown out the window in favor of shallow compliments and gift giving that in the verse of the supports comes so out of nowhere Ferdinand genuinely thinks Hubert got sick; it's annoying as fuck
#ask#ask meme#like y'all sometimes it really isn't misogyny sometimes people just like evil cackling butlers more i promise it isn't that deep 😭#for the second take i ain't asking for Hubie to GO NUTS or anything I just wanted him to grow enough to express his opinions to her face#or at least appreciate Ferdie's attempts of doing so outside of “you may be a useless bitch but you're always happy and that's neat”#maybe have it to where Hubie still doesn't express his opinions to EdeIgard BUT he expresses them to Ferdie so SOMEONE can know#what he actually thinks of this-or-that plan#and they can discuss it with each other and grow closer through THAT instead of a random compliment fest that feels empty and unearned#just SOMETHING that naturally continues from the B support please 😭
19 notes
·
View notes
Text
Once again, my favorite part of my job is pissing off my medic and ruining their day lmao
#not snz#i love being the world's worst partner lmaoooo#i was actually vibing this time bc i didn't feel like ass#which is worse for everyone around me tbh bc I'm very annoying and i know this#and I've had the jardiance commercial song stucj in my head for months now#so you can imagine what i was humming to myself all day#that's my jam like i think I'm the only person who actually likes that commercial lmao#but my partner wasn't having any of it lmaoooo#i don't hum loud and it's usually at least somewhat loud but we sit right next to each other#so after the first few times it clicked and he looked at me and goes 'that better not be fucking jardiance'#and i confirmed it was and he groaned so loud like bro it ain't that deep lmao#but then he started tapping along with it so he couldn't have hated it that much#also i absentmindedly wiggle a little when I'm vibing with a song whether it's out loud or in my head#and i don't realize half the time but sometimes my partner starts doing some stupid little dance with me or attempts to make fun of me#most of my coworkers do that actually and i think that's iconic of all of us tbh#anyway i also always come prepped with stupid questions to pass the time#you know probably a red flag that i was doing none of this last time LMAO but oh well#today i asked if cheese is a loaf of milk which i asked out of nowhere when things were dead#and he was quiet for a few seconds before saying 'wtf is wrong with you' bc he couldn't think of an answer lmaoooo#i love the bullshit i get up to ahdkaksjak#also i am once again on call bc the entire state is On Fucking Fire so that's fun
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
it hurts when you see your parents just getting your younger sibling whatever they want, when you were denied all the toys and games and other fun things by saying "you're a grown-up now and should ask for things relevant to studies"
(at the age of 8 mind you)
#it ain't that deep#but it hurts sometimes lmao#like i really like that she doesn't have to go through the same#but what about me lol#nobody even acknowledged it#heck even i ignored it until now#tw rant
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
am i watching princess mononoke for the first time solely bc i thought about the clique of redrawing that one scene from it w/ tealmask? yea...
#i remember that they would play it on cartoon network sometimes when i was younger but it was a lil too much for me at the time#so i never watched it all the way through#i need ya'll to understand how deep my tealmask brain worms have gotten it's BAD#we better get some good resolution to their dynamic in indigo mask or i'm gonna be devastated#i also hope the toxic chain theories have some truth to them bc the aes of kieran wearing it as a headband is really cool#like it's bad for the effect it'll have on him but damn if it ain't a dope visual#okay i'm going back to watching it see ya'll in a bit#mj.txt
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
sometimes u get bullied by gods and THEN u get bullied by the universe. also. because life has been way, way too easy lately obviously.
#sometimes it's not even your fault!!!!#i'll come back when i can talk with any level of eloquence about why this raid made me so exceptionally sad lmao#until then bad cell phone ilyas#vindraws#6.3 spoilers#button for 'tell deryk to shut up no matter how right he is because sometimes it doesn't matter if you're right and sometimes#the only way to assuage the guilt of living is to take the burden of pain onto yourself'#or something#me: he ain't that deep#also me: this#xiv blogging#ch: ilya
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
the witcher fandom is so funny
bc there is technically three different versions of the same pairing, and some ppl act very superior for liking one of the versions while throwing shade at the others
and i'm just like, "these guys are like barbie dolls to me and i am just smashing them together while i am chilling in the fandom's dumpster."
#gothie's opinions#this is about geralt and jaskier/dandelion btw lol#i be seeing some posts in the tags sometimes and i just be like 'it ain't that deep.' lol
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
I might have to stay out of the Zelda tags for a bit. There's so much Twitter-level bad takes floating around lately. YIKES.
#postman posts#squidward voice: no fandom TOTK is not pro imperialism#it doesn't promote ableism either#the gerudo critiques are all valid though#but yeah sometimes it ain't that deep
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
youtube
Brigitte Empire is on her way out of the UK, hopefully on to a better place with bluer skies and less genocidal rhetoric, but good real estate is hard to find! If you'd like to support her with a click, or some money, or some other form of social currency, that would certainly be appreciated right now!
And while I have your attention, how 'bout a brief, Vicky Day dive on how scared people are prone to shooting themselves in the foot?
You know, if life is a zero-sum game and you may have what little you need to live and be happy snatched away from you at any time, you're not wrong to feel a bit nervous. Like this good boy here:
But, uh, I don't know if you can tell... There seems to have been a bit of a miscommunication between the front end of the doggo and the back end of the doggo. The back paw seems to be doing nothing more sus than straining to scratch an itch, but the eyes detect something stalking them from the peripheral vision, so the dog snarls, bites, grabs the bone, and twists away. It happens so fast, he has no idea he's being menaced by his own ass, and he's all set to bite again when the GIF resets.
So watch the doggy, and picture the front end with King Charlie's head on it, and the back end with the face of that poor, dumb monarchist who got arrested for attending the coronation. Or with Nintendo's logo on the front end, and "video game streamers providing free advertising" on the back. Or "Christian University" and "cis, het Christians willing to work for a Christian university." Ha-ha, sometimes a metaphor is worth a thousand words!
Yeah. Ha-ha. Dry your eyes, blow your nose, and unfreeze your schadenfreude, because you're not immune to biting your own ass, my fellow progressives.
This cat knows about chasing your own tail, I guarantee it. All kidding aside, getting you so scared that you'll do anything to feel a little bit safer is the essence of propaganda.
Is someone else being used as a wedge issue, getting killed, and getting hit with legislation designed to make it as hard as possible for them to live? Someone who doesn't look like you, or belong to what you consider your family? What are you and your finite amount of human empathy doing for them? Beyond that, do you kinda resent them for taking up the oxygen in the room and talking about their thing when you need people to focus and direct their attention to your thing?
This is just among the trans community, let alone the queer community in general! And what about Black folks, immigrants, poor folks, mentally-ill folks, or any other type of marginalization?
You do not have enough attention, energy, or empathy for everyone who is being murdered by the State right now. The transitive property is true, and they don't always have enough attention, empathy, or energy for you either. So do we kinda wave hi from across the street and go, "Hope you win! But I can't help you myself!" "That's okay! Hope you win too!"? Nope!
Somehow, we find the strength to reach out and harm a perceived threat that we can reach. Even if actually catching it and biting it would hurt like hell. It's just so damn temping, and it's right there.
We are not operating from a position of power like Nintendo, a King, or even a jerk HR department at a podunk religious school. It isn't cute or funny when we do it, it's just a waste.
But it's super hard to comply with a negative, so let me give you some magic words to hold in your head when you see your back end creeping up on you: "You are valid. You have value. You deserve to live and be safe as much as I do. Harming you will use up energy I need to protect myself. As long as you are not trying to harm me or others, your struggle is my struggle. I'm sorry there's so little I can do, but I hope you'll be okay." If you have the energy, say it or type it out. If you don't, just walk on by and focus on your own shit for a while. Y'all need a stable place to stand before you can help lift anything, that's just how gravity works.
We are all out there making trolley problem decisions in realtime. Most of us are not willing to hip-check a stranger onto the tracks to save our friends. But if we can pull a lever...
...or just sit back and allow it to happen, a lot more of us are willing to be complicit in a few murders. As long as it's not the folks who really matter.
It's not my right to demand you get out there and throw a brick at a cop. It's not my right to demand you risk your life trying to fix something that was broken before you were even born. It's also not my right to demand you hand a mandate to a politician who says, "Maaaybe you can have abortion rights or healthcare, but you have to let us kill a few more Black and brown folks. It's a zero-sum game! Somebody has to die!"
...But you can't stop me from vomiting text on the internet in vague hope that you'll wake up, realize how bad it is, and put your nervous energy towards getting safe.
Leave your back foot alone. It's just trying to scratch where it itches.
#brigitte empire#crab bucket mentality#you are not immune to propaganda#deep dive on a real simple concept#the simple things are the hardest to understand#i'm not above shooting myself in the foot either and sometimes i ain't even KNOW#brigitte is doing what she can to get safe now how bout you?#Youtube
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
anyway as always thank you sonic enjoyers for dealing with my jojo brainrot im also crossing my fingers that the frontiers story dlc will activate my 'hogged up braincells
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
HAB WHY ARE YOU OUT RN WE ARE AT *WORK* PLEEEEEEASE
#OOOOOH MY GOD ITS NOT THE DAY FOR YOU TO BE HERE BUT WE'LL GET THROUGH IT UNTIL YOU GET BORED AND LEAVE#he ain't in a good mood either so im NOT letting him write anything without me filtering.#also just heard from the big boss trait. please kindly do not ask to talk to H rn. he. well. we're working it out w him. he's recently been#better than this but sometimes you backslide and sometimes that backslide is harsh when you enter back into fiction source territory for hi#which clearly something happened that triggered this response!#anyways!!!!! im fine and we're fine overall. while typing this i figured out exactly what pushed HABIT into the deep end/caused him to fron#bad experience on the metro that triggered memories of some of the reasons H formed as an alter
1 note
·
View note
Text
.
#hate to be all 'it ain't that deep' about any kind of media bc usually it actually is#but sometimes it just ain't that deep yk?#or it ain't that deep in the sense that you think it is#like sometimes scenes between characters are actually about the relationship between those characters#and you can stfu about people drawing conclusions from that just bc you want it to be some sort of meta trauma depiction#basically shipping can cloud people's perception but so can major fucking projection
1 note
·
View note