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princessnijireiki · 1 month ago

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my tiredest self is frequently suffering on deep physical and psychic levels, losing wizard battles, full of evil thoughts, often quietly gullible in a "that's fucked up but seems legit. likely situation for me to be in" type of way, uh, I be singing, sweet treat, dink my offee, the truest outfits come out (big ass tie dye shirt, crocs in a different tie dye, preppy ass pocketbook though), I will cry, bank account EMPTY, but sense of humor strong

so when I say the things that take you FAR. THEST. in life is truly being kind and polite and considerate of others, like the girl scouts oath basically + being known as an honest and hard working and capable person, I'm telling you, it's that. I might tell a joke but I won't ever tell a lie! that's what luck is made of! people thinking nice things when they think of you! people thinking "that bitch weird but she good at math and has manners though." it opens doors that the conditions of your life when laid low would otherwise close! be fucking nice to people!

#before narcolepsy. i thought i knew what tired was #i was wrong #like did you know you can be sleepy enough that everything hurts.#i mean i know the stimulant users & abusers know. that's on gang. it is not the same but we share a kinship. an understanding.#but did the rest of u know this... like were u aware. and not as a short term one day thing either like every day #anyway my tiredest self is mean as hell in my inside the brain voice #but turns out i'm still very pleasant and well liked on the outside side of my torments! v good to know!#drug ment //#health #post is more about life in general but sometimes u catalog experiences and the experiences include pathological sleepiness lol

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engagemythrusters · 2 years ago

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Here's some angst, because sometimes bodies just feel like a mess. plus a bad background xoxo

#NOTES ARE IN THE TAGS LOOK DOWN HERE I was too lazy to put them on the post #cause then I’d have to be coherent and why do that when I could just ramble wordvomit about it instead #ANYWAY... healing isnt linear!#especially since like. lmao he's not done being surgeried xoxo #turns out if a lot of your body is made up of tech. taking said tech out. may shut it down a bit...#anyway so yea that's whats happening.#waking up in the night bc his body is on fire bc sure yeah its healing but theres still screws and bolts in places that hurt.#and he didnt feel so bad before they pulled everything out because things held themselves in place...#but now everything is loose and things need to be replaced ASAP and thats just possible because the body needs time between #exerimental surgeries (who the hell has reversed this bad of techno union augmentation before?)#and...#and sometimes. sometimes fives lives in a world where it feels like he could lose echo again at any moment. and he's so scared #he almost lost everyone and everything and now... he has echo.#he has kix and jesse and tup and dogma... and he has echo.#YEAH okay #And. to make things clear: echo's skin tone IS based off photos of temuera morrison #when he had probably not seen much sun in a while.#AND the white patches are chemical-induced vitiligo (skin pigment cells died)#*BUT*#that being said. i clearly have room to grow in my art and if it's wrong to have portrayed him this way #please let me know.#thanks <3 #saleucami au #arc trooper echo #arc trooper fives #star wars: the clone wars #star wars #my art #mimse art

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whumpty-dumpty-doo · 8 months ago

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God I love whump so much

#sometimes I feel like a little freak about it but I know what I'm about #plus it's all fake or pretend anyway #I don't support any of this irl unless it's consensual #but just... *satisfied hum as I look through my collection of sad little pathetic meow meows going through hell*#Deedoo thoughts #Deedoo original #whump thoughts #whump #text post #thinking about hurt/comfort especially this morning and *chef's kiss*#and bound and gagged my beloved #so many things to love and enjoy

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