#and somehow fandom and wank and hot takes on fictional characters just doesn't feel as important anymore
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I think part of what really makes me twitchy about "coming back" to tumblr and seeing the same old takes and discourse over and over again is that nobody is saying anything new or profound? Like at the height of my fandom activity, I wrote and read literal thousands of words of meta about all the complex layers of Loki and his universe, as well as the real life implications about some of these in-universe issues, but after the series when the takes started to be *really* divisive (the Ragnarok wank was child's play, tbh, imho), it just seemed more and more pointless to try to participate bc some takes were just so extreme.
So then I come back and I see posts about this or that being problematic, or that x factor reinforces y stereotype, or otherwise promotes or underlines this that or the other Problematic thing, it's like -
- bro, I've analyzed and criticized to hell and back, and at this point, I'm over it. I don't have anything particularly new to say and clearly neither does anyone else, so can we just, like, go back to enjoying the actual material? Yknow?
But idk, maybe I'm on this island alone. I'm also not really expressing myself well, but what can I say - I've lost a lot of braincells over the past year or so; this is the best I've got at the moment.
#part of it too is Real Life#i used to get offended at takes that somehow diminished fiction and our emotional attachment to fictional characters as#'these aren't real people it's not that deep'#and to an extent i still feel like that but at the same time#i've been through some shit in the past year - in addition to having been through Some Shit in my life in general#and somehow fandom and wank and hot takes on fictional characters just doesn't feel as important anymore#people have real problems#*i* have real problems#and i think that's part of it too - it's really hard to try to enjoy fandom as escapism and try to engage with this character i love#when i can't even scroll a few pages on my dash without seeing some post that implies i'm Doing it Wrong#esp. for Moral Reasons or whatever#idk i'm not sure why i even care but i'm in my head a lot these days so here we are#*waits for follower count to drop some more* yessss my prettyyyy. droppppp.#standom frank#mood gif
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