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feytouched · 9 months

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the 'planning my birthday' catch-22. if i don't speak up and say what i'd like with enough advance time then there will be no time for me and my fam to make those things happen. but if i do start talking abt it 20 days in advance i feel like a self-centered idiot that's bothering everyone :^)

and the bonus wildcard: it's probably pointless to make plans bc my health condition could just deteriorate out of the blue and render all our planning useless

#inside me there are two wolves. one wants a picture perfect celebration of my golden birthday #(sounds silly but since i was a kid i always thought 26 would be The Best Age. it is my lucky number after all)#another one wants to be the chillest coolest girl ever and just relax bc it's never gonna be perfect anyway so why bother myself or anyone #ką sako lapė #20 days might seem a lot but it really isn't for some things since like.. i was looking at cake decorating tutorials #and since i live on an island i'd have to order the piping tools most likely #but then they would probably already not get here on time since post is slow

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