#and she's like haha..... uhhhhhh yeahhhhhh totally

[ptsdangeldust]

honestly i think alastor is the best canon aroace character i've seen in media so far. like yeah canonically aro and/or ace characters have been around and certainly implied acespec characters have always been a thing. but he's the one i really look at and i'm like this guy is the acest aroest motherfucker in all of hell and it is so central to his character and i love him so much. and it's not just like "... and this character is aroace by the way" or it doesn't come up or it's easy to say "well they're like acespec obviously but not clear cut 100% everything-repulsed aroace" but no alastor is like you are NOT fucking me i am NOT dating you. not unless it's funny. but even then i'm not into it for that i just want to see you flail around thinking i give a shit when i don't.

guy who gets to intimidate people for tearing off a tiny piece of his coat. guy who gets to repeatedly turn down sexual advances. guy who loves fucking with some guy who clearly wants him so fucking bad when it's never going to happen. i've said before but he also is like way more physically affectionate in the pilot vs the actual show as far as i personally noticed and it goes a long way. like it's so clear that this is not something he's down for in any way. get the fuck away from me. stay in your goddamn lane or i'll kill you. that energy LOL

but at the same time he's not remotely emotionless. yes, he has a constant cheshire grin, but you can tell when he's annoyed or angry or observant or sarcastic or actually happy. he does seem very very in control of his outward emotions and appearance, so even if he had a reason to be sad, i doubt he'd ever show it. and that's really important to me. he is aroace, but he's also his own person. being aroace is clearly a big part of him. and he's also loudly aroace in the goddamn 1000 fuck words a second horny as fuck edgy demon show. it's great. i love him.

[ssreeder]

hey smexy

you’ve done it again

actually method acted and turned into iroh himself to fully feel the impact that is your writing

zuko loving sokka is giving v much mai in canon saying she loves zuko more than she fears azula idk

AZULA

🧍🏾‍♀️

i’m completely forgot about that bitch omg

anywhoooooo

gonna live in my truth and say that i am excited this update has me excited i had excitement i will continue to carry said emotion

you ever just sit there after writing a sentence and say to yourself “yeahhhhhh” not like a mic drop but more so a dropped mic like a “oooo that’s not” cause how did that come out of your brain

i feel that way after i text someone

it’s not necessarily the same but Eh

OMG OMG OMG

are thought bubbles involved in the planning of your fic? or is it just a bunch of scribbles and lines as the thought comes to your head. or do you think Cohesively

UGH I ANSWERED YOUR ASK & THEN CLICKED SOMETHING & IT DELETED…. fucking tumblr

it’s totally a me error but I don’t feel like taking the blame right now. ANYWAYYYYY….

ollllllooooooo SMEXYYYYY!!!

I fucking love liab zukka because no matter what crazy shit goes down in the fic we all know NOTHING is going to tear those two obsessed madly in love idiots apart unless something physically RIPS THEM APART (which I mean…. Haha jk ……unless….?)

PFFFFFT FUCKING AZULA… Forgot about her too ngl. Jk we get a classy FN update next chapter to set the scene and drop some upcoming battle lore haha excited for things to start getting HEATED

Uhhhhhh when I plan out my fic in my head I have an incomplete timeline with major events and important scenes but not all of them are linked?? So like…. idk how this part & this part with link up but it will somehow haha. & luckily it always works out even though I was stressing some of the nitty gritty details of the battle!! I just gave it a million hours of thought and research and now it’s all mapped out and shits linked up perfectly and I’m just very happy haha…. but it doesn’t start that way and sometimes I can’t link shit up so I gotta cut the scene loose even if I wanna cryyyy haha. im a mess sorry <3 LOVE YOUUUUU