#and she literally told me that whenever i send her snapchat videos of me rambling (which I've done for everything ever) about marvel she
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#it is 7:40 am it is too early to be vent blogging!!#but here we are!!#hiding in the tags#have yall ever just had someone say something. and you know its not meant to be hurtful but it just is?#i tend to ramble about shit a lot especially when im hyperfixating and analyze everything. ive been like this for years#and my best friend (whom i love dearly) has always stood by and supported my rambling and listened even if she didnt get it#but for some reason my marvel fixation is too much?? like anytime i talk about it she gets kinda huffy and will go on her phone#or make fun of me and make jokes about me being obsessed or tell me im doing too much and looking too much into things#or that i need to take it down a notch#and she literally told me that whenever i send her snapchat videos of me rambling (which I've done for everything ever) about marvel she#will sometimes just click through and not listen to any of it? idk i have some friends who i know do that but its usually my friends who#dont use snap so bu the time they see it theyve heard me talk irl so it doesnt matter. this is my best friend tho and she always is on snap#and i dont see her irl very often#idk it just hurts bc ive stood by her through everything and listened to her talk about so much shit and helped her so much but she just...#doesnt give a shit much when it comes to me#and like yeah- marvel isnt one of her interests. i get that absolutely. however theres a difference between not being interested yourself#and actively shaming someone else. like jordie isnt into marvel but every week without fail will listen to me ramble in the car for 30 min#and actually TALK TO ME ABOUT IT and engage in the conversation. so thanks jordie <3#idk my best friend actively says shit she knows will upset me or make me mad when it comes to this and its just upsetting#this all started today bc i sent a video of me rambling about the psychological reasons i love bucky barnes and why it hits me so hard#and she said that im such a nerd but she loves me somehow. and then said#'I haven’t watched all the explanations and prob won’t cause I don’t understand it'#'but im glad you had a good day'#and idk something about that just hurt. like im not talking about marvel lore much- it was moreso about me and how i felt and i feel like#she just dismissed that. like on snapchat the literally just stopped watching halfway through and sent those messages#idk im sad now#em's personal vent thingy
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