#and scaramouche is kinda the same except he isn't mine but his story is basically the same as parts of my trauma
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never thought I'd gatekeep a character but scaramouche is literally me so whenever I see people completely misunderstand him I just die
#I'm so insanely protective of him istg#gods am I glad that I never had the aspiration to gain a following as an oc artist myself because I don't even want to know what would#happen if some rando on the internet drew fanart of my ocs and then completely misunderstood their stories and/or characters#I think I'd just completely delete everything I ever posted and vanish forever#theyre my trauma babies I am sorry I am not rational about this lol#trauma babies not in an uwu theyre so traumatized poor babies way#but in a ive endured more than a lifetime of trauma and made them to cope way#and scaramouche is kinda the same except he isn't mine but his story is basically the same as parts of my trauma#yes parts because there's more shit beside the parental neglect shit#but its the part that affects me the most in my day to day since my brain shields me from the ... more disturbing parts#I dont think I'd survive actually remembering these parts despite knowing about them#chaos talks#probably should add#tw abuse mention#cw abuse mention#tw trauma mention#cw trauma mention
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