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dramatic-delirium · 18 days ago

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Mom LOVESSS making me anxious about meds I have to take so that I don't wither into a lifeless husk like I know taking any pill regularly is ruining my organs but you know what'd ruin my organs more? Being dead—

#mental health really be debilitating #adhd #being slightly suicidal sucks because I can't even complain about it #like it's not that serious so it'd be fucking evil say it out loud and ruin everyone's day #but it's there and it sucks #AND I REALLY DO NOT NEED TO BE THINKING ABOUT MY KIDNEY OR LIVER FAILING RN #vent post #personal rant #like I hate being dependent on medicine and it's not like going off it would kill me but I really would be dysfunctional eh #I wish I could at least do things like other people‚ but I can't and there'sn't even an actual reason for it #and on top of that I'm cranky and unpleasant and don't like interactions #sometimes you just feel like a failure of a human being you know #at least wish I was fun to be around #ah I'm being a mess in the tags #depression #venting plz ignore‚ not looking for interactions‚ just journaling #↑none of that is my actual world view about anyone else special rules for me because I am special 😁

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