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finsterhund · 1 year ago

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Younger Me: this horrible problem is so agonizingly wretched to me. But it seems like something that can potentially be fixed with modern innovation (it can, absolutely, 100%. And it probably could have been prevented altogether also if somebody cared) you are the adult in my life. I am pleading for a solution.

My mom: No. That's just the way the world works. You just have to put up with it. You were born to put up with it. Other people also put up with it. That's life. Life isn't fair.

Younger Me: *is suicidal*

My mom: surprised Pikachu face

#text post #negative #just goin through it these couple days because I am in significant pain #so I'm thinking a lot about things #did you know that the aberration in my spine is such a way that doctors can't tell now if it was an early injury or a birth defect?#I think about that constantly #and of how every single adult leading up to finally getting those X-rays acted like nothing was wrong and chose to punish me instead #and that's not an isolated incident #absolutely incredible though that my mom acted like I was just born to suffer and then acted surprised I became suicidal #like what else was supposed to happen? truly. fall into weird fantastical thinking and gaslight myself like you did?#I hate knowing that my life now would be so much easier if I had been raised by different people that legitimately brings me pain

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