#and now im like 'but what about chernobyl. what about celocanths. what about the eye structure of a fantasy bird that lived in a cave'
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#misc#hnnrng no thoughts head empty#this isnt even a gifted kid burnout thing i just used to be able to make myself focus#and now im like 'but what about chernobyl. what about celocanths. what about the eye structure of a fantasy bird that lived in a cave'#girl HELP no thoughts head empty this is my last lab report for the semester but i dont care about electrochemistry and i dont WANNA#i dont WANNA write the half reactions for each electrode do not MAKE me#no. no thoughts. head scrampled egg#also like i know a good reason i cant focus now and could in high school is cause there i was physically At The High School for the whole...#day. and had nothing better to do that Work On Assignments but now here im sitting in my dorm or at the fountain or in the science building#like- 'ok im doing work but you know what i COULD do. not work. and nobody would yell at me' LIKE#girl help. like sometimes im great at self regulating and today is NOT ONE OF THOSE DAYS. cannot. focus on things that need to be focused#no thoughts. brain scrampled egg#GOD and i dont even KNOW how i did theatre every night. i think [redacted] just like. trained us all into little Activity machines#theatre was SO MUCH. but we were all like 15 like 'yeah this seems normal and not at all kinda weird of the director to be treating us like'#ok that sounds bad. he didn't like. hes fine. just scary when he yelled and yelled fairly often and got Super Into the production#like this is turning into smth else entirely but MAN. he would like. CONSISTENTLY tell us#lemme think of the exact phrasing cause he always recycled the same few phrases#hed tell us something like 'you're either excellent or you've failed we dont do halfway' like SIR. WE WERE 15#wed have like 4 show nights and before every night hed go 'ok last night was good but it means nothing until the other x number are excellen#he really liked the word excellent i think asdhfkjasdhfdfh#man. if u are in [redacted] theatre department for the full 5 years. u will develop complexes like no other man on earth#being in [redacted] theatre does the opposite of whatever therapy does DFHAKFHSFHS. this is a joke but only barely#BONUS CAUSE THE COSTUME LADY WAS LOOSING HER MARBLES BY MY SENIOR YEAR AND WOULD TELL THE CREW TO DO THINGS#AND THEN GET MAD AT US FOR DOING THEM CAUSE SHE HAD F O R G O T T E N SHE'D TOLD US TO DO THEM#ms [redacted] i love u but please. u told me to paint this please do no yell at me miss#askdjfhakjdhfajkdhfakdjf got damn theatre was so damn chaotic. like it was fun but at what cost
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