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pyrosomatic-metamorphosis · 10 months

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anyone else thinking of the fact that tina is the only one who knows bad was torturing himself. she's the only one he told. she wanted to be trusted and he trusted her. and now he's shown her the soulfire base recreation first. and it scared her. and hurt her. and causing that hurt hurt him. and.

laying on the fucking ground. she was the only one he told about the self harm. she was the first he showed the soulfire base. something about that.

#qsmp #qsmp badboyhalo #qsmp tina #clinging to 'a little slice of heaven in hell'#even now that theyre back and their eggs are safe #the eggs are back but he is still hurting #he is dying #he was hurting himself to 'motivate himself to find his son'#and now he's built the soulfire recreation while his memories are failing #and he's already forgotten he wasn't still in purgatory while he was tending the farm #and #yknow #something about that #and the way his coping mechanisms so consistently damage him #self harm

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