#and now I'm almost 17

[makshu]

I've sometimes seen people saying about AidaIro's favoritism over Tsukasa and how his character can be broken because he's too strong. To be very honest, using my rational side, I agree that this can be extremely annoying, especially when he's not on the list of characters you like, but on my emotional side... I just love it

[royalarchivist]

Pangi: [In chat] fit what team are you gonna join btw, or have you not thought about that

Fit: [Responding in chat] "I am a lone wolf"

Fit: [Deleting the message] No– that's not true, I have a Brazilian boyfriend on this server. In RP, so technically that's not true.

[iwasbored777]

Me: Why are people obsessed with girlfriends wearing their boyfriends' clothes it's cute but not that cute it's overrated it's not that big of a deal

Also me when Gwen walked out wearing Miles' jacket:

[evedaser]

I've taken my tallies. The list has been updated.

As of December 25th, 2024, with tallies taken for 49/65 episodes of the series, the two episodes with the highest amount of spells in the entirety of BBC Merlin are 5.13: The Diamond of the Day Part II and 1.01: The Dragon's Call.

[nyxypoo]

ITS ALMOST TR SUNDAY RHEMSMA

[carswinky]

It's my 14 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[lieutenantselnia]

I just realised the concert I've got tickets for and Vienna Comic Con are all on 3 consecutive days ... that's gonna be one hell of a weekend for sure😅

[fl00mie]

yeaaaa i just checked every single #inkechos post.. good night

[majflodder]

Who killed Markiplier but it's in the Twilight Zone

[werewolves-are-real]

See my problem. Is that I would LIKE to meet people, either to get a partner or even, like, friends. But I do not have a car, and would need to walk 2+ miles to any mildly-public area (and even that would be like... a library or something). Which is hard when I am already constantly exhausted/in pain.

And then I try to imagine explaining that yeah my main hobby is writing about fictional relationships & obsessing over the original Star Trek. My second hobby is video-games, sorry if you were deceived by the fact I'm skinny & wear dresses, I'm just a nerd.

And yeah also I have nosy pet parakeets you gotta just deal with. And yeah I'm converting to Judaism (hopefully soon) so my Saturdays aren't free (so fun right now, especially, btw!)

And then I decide taking a nap sounds better, actually. And I look online and see stuff about how you gotta get out and meet people!! :) Here are some ideas for how to do that (all assuming you have a fucking car and, idk, money?? and also pre-existing friends?) and then I just feel mildly homicidal.

Anyway I'm turning 29 next week and when I am 30 people will be officially wondering what is Wrong With Me That I'm Alone, I think. Exciting 🙃

[iamthepulta]

this exam had three long answers and I took the first one, because I remembered the students almost always picking it. I made the right call; the answers vary a fuck ton. But at least now I know what I'm doing and I can make quick judgement calls; the preceptors get to escape that fate. Plus, I'll tally the bonus points and feed info back to the prof.

That said, I graded for 6 hours - not straight, but 1 hr break for class - only got halfway through the stack, and I don't want to think about how the properties of gold influenced economic value in ancient civilizations for like 3 months.

[popcorn-plots]

just some. personal rants i've been thinking about

little bit deep, but my parents don't know i'm trans/enby so I can't really share it with them, but I just had a realization about being trans/enby and how I've struggled a lot with the fact that I don't experience as much dysphoria as someone else. When I was just starting out, I thought I was faking it or somehow doing it wrong because I didn't feel the dysphoria I've heard so much about. Like, I don't feel like I was born in the wrong body, I just don't like certain aspects of it, and I've never felt comfortable being referred to with feminime terms, and a 'girl' is not who I am. But then I kept thinking about the euphoria part, of someone using the correct pronouns, referring to me as a person or a human being, and using the right name and how it's this overwhelming feeling of joy, but I don't feel that. Sure, I'll smile. It feels good to be seen, but I don't feel that overpowering joy. For a while, I had that thought that maybe I'm not trans, because I don't feel the dysphoria or the euphoria. I just exist. I know there's more than one way to be trans, but it never felt like I fit.

Then, I started thinking about it and I wonder if part of it is because of the way I was raised. Not by societal expectations, but by an emotionally immature parent. Being raised without any validation and rarely any praise. Where I had to walk on eggshells around my mom. I wonder if it got to the point where I don't know what pride feels like. I don't know what it feels like to be proud of myself, because why would I? I did a task. Congratulations, move on, there are other things to do. I have no idea how to be happy about something I did. I wonder if because I was never validated as a child, I struggle to validate myself. I have a really hard time even appreciating myself because I spent so much time appreciating others.

I wonder if that's translated into me being trans and not just my everyday life. Where I find it so incredibly hard to feel any kind of pride or joy or happiness from something I did, because I was never appreciated as a kid.

[cimeriansparrow]

Okay, but does your internet wife who lives in a different country call you angel and say sweet things like this to you?????????

I didn't think so

[drakonovisny]

i've been using the same youtube account for almost 12 years now, finally decided to check the channels that i'm subbed to... let's just say that past me had a taste even more rancid than the current me

[wheucto]

the entirety of BFDI so far is 16:10:39 (hours, minutes, seconds). assuming the average sleep time is 8 hours, then that's a little more than typical waking hours

[sirens-gemberry]

"I am found! Show yourself!" "Step into your power Throw yourself Into something new You are the one you've been waiting for-" "-All of my life!"

*Phases in like a weird cryptid* Oh look I'm not dead. I've just been busy with various medical shit, and school kicked my ass to the point I dropped out lol. Anyway, here's your likely art for the next year ehehh,, I do stream tho! Come find me~ I'll be coming back from hiatus on the 19th!