#and now I am thinking about it in the hospital at midnight :') RIP sanity lol

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I really can't catch a break with strange events connected with the internet, huh

I blocked someone over a week ago (needed mental space to sort my already overwhelming anxiety), and later unblocked and followed back when I felt ready. But apparently this morning I found out that this person got somehow blocked by me again, when I did NOT do that...? I know Tumblr IS broken, but I never saw a glitch where it'd block random people? And why now, and why this person? I thought I'd die from how bad this piece of trash app embarrassed me with this one :/

But also long term mutuals probably remember the stories about me "sleep blogging" (like all those times where I saw something in a dream and would wake up to it being posted without any prior information to make me anticipate it, or how I'd read Discord convos in my sleep that were happening at the same time as I was sleeping). I blame such things on human brains evolving because of how often we are using tech; both tech and brain have electricity and maybe they are getting sync for more and more people. Humans are adaptable 🤔 But I did mention that tonight I was tormented by really weird dreams, and the biggest discomfort factor was losing self-control and being pulled to "pick fights" like marionette.. So what if it was that feeling during being asleep what triggered this (extremely unlikely) spontaneous blocking?

Kind of hope it will turn out that Tumblr simply found new way to be broken and it is just an unlucky timing for my paranoia 🤦‍♂️ But I still can't list how many weird things happen.. I should consider stopping sleeping with my phone under pillow if unexplainable coincidences continue.