#and more confient in talking about what I like and I don't feel bad or weird about it anymor | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

unholyeverything · 4 years

Note

🌞✨⭐️💫☄️💥

Thank you!!!! 🥺

But I'm intimidating? Spider rules apply to me. I'm probably more scared of you than you are of me :D

I'm just super awkward with most ppl and not used to having some to talk to so I might be super stiff, and for most ppl I tell myself that they must hate me cuz of things I said and how I behave and then I'm super careful and quiet and overthinking and then it gets real awkward idk. It's definitely not you!!! It my messed up brain that somehow decided that thinking this way is okay 🤣 PS: It's not and I hate my brain.

So feel free to talk!! I'm really weird :D

#idk how to describe it otherwise #I have talking issues with most ppl #idk why #probably childhood stuffs #and bad experiences #but I've gotten so much better in the time I was floating around here #I feel more confident in myself and the things I do and how to express myself #and more confient in talking about what I like and I don't feel bad or weird about it anymor #idk how to say I was feeling ashamed about everything I did and always doing things in secret kinda #I didn't want to talk with anyone about anything #but with my friends I found here it got so much better and I'm just 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#no words for how grateful I am #I am simping for all of you in the tags hellp #ALSO YOU TWO KNOW WHO IM LOOKING AT IF YOU READ THIS #HELLO #THANK YOU FOR ADOPTING ME!!!!!!!

3 notes · View notes