#and like. i miss being able to sleep from 3am-1pm and just immediately go upstairs and cook myself some nice fancy ramen | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

digitaldiseas3 · 6 months ago

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i am honestly so excited to go back home at this point like omg even little things are just frustrating me bc being home is just so much more comfortable omfg. in such a literal sense too like even my clothes are scratchier here because the stuff my host mom uses to wash them doesn't leave them soft At All. like even living in the dorms when i was too cheap/lazy to use fabric softener, just my detergent was decent enough to keep all of my clothes soft and comfy compared to what they're like here. omfg. i'm gonna lose it actually

#and like. i miss being able to sleep from 3am-1pm and just immediately go upstairs and cook myself some nice fancy ramen #and watch tv for a an hour or two. do my chores rq before my mom gets home from work.#and then my mom getting home at 4:30ish would be my first human interaction of the day and it was PERFECT!!!!!#god i'm so excited to just go back home #i know every day back home isn't gonna be like that bc i've gotta work my retail job + do handyman jobs so i'm not Poor As Shit #and i'll probably have a bunch of other shit happening that'll keep me from having that ideal day #but at least i'll be able to spend SOME of my days like that!!#i haven't had a true and proper lazy day since getting to spain four weeks ago #bc every weekend i'm either going out w people (which is fun for the most part but not lazy) or i'm doing a metric fuckton of hw #it's okay though. it's okay. because i go back home in a week 🥳🥳🥳#i really didn't think i'd get homesick or get tired of being in spain before this trip #but man it's EXHAUSTING here!! i'm so burnt out i'm losing my goddamn mind rn #plus i miss my friends and family a whole bunch :(

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