#and it's appropriate bc. music librarian. Beethoven.

[terrainofheartfelt]

for the ask game!!!

2,4,6,9,12,18, and 30

(I miss you 💛)

i miss YOU <333

2. what's your feel-good movie? Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement. put it on while choring last weekend and Yes.

4. what flower would you like to be given? Peonies. But any tbh.

6. say three nice things about yourself (three physical and three non-physical).

physical: 1-i'm like, really pretty. I am! I have a pretty face, cute cheeks and pretty blue eyes and a lil button nose and long lashes and pink pretty lips. I'm pretty!

2-I fucking love my instrument. my voice is fierce and I love singing and after everything I still love singing

3-and while i'm bragging. I got great tits. I'm hot motherfuckers xoxo

metaphysical: 1-i am a loyal friend. my closest friends i've known for over a decade and they haven't kicked me to the curb yet. i'm reliable.

2- I'm like, really smart. I am intelligent and my brain likes having a lot to chew on and I like that about me.

3-i'm funny! I love making myself and other people laugh and I think I am pretty good at it

9. what calms you down? Doing a craft! Sewing, collaging, making something silly in canva, it’s healing

also showering. it is so hot where I am that the best way I can cool down and calm down is just sticking my head under a cold shower

ooh also I did a lil bit of baking tonight and that felt really nice

A costume change into comfy clothes also good

12. how are you? yanno, earlier today when I got this ask I was feeling pretty good, but now at the end of the day I'm also a worried, and tired. I'm very happy here and I like my new job and I like being close to so many old friends, and it kinda feels like I am living my Real Life now, but I'm also anxious and missing my girlfriend and worried that I am a bad one because i'm so far away from her and I am also busier and she is less busy so like....Emotions. Feelings. Anxiety.

18. do you still love stuffed animals? Not really…or I love them in a different way. I have a little beluga whale in my office. His name is Beethoven. i'm love him

30. what reminds you of home (doesn't have to mean house... just things that remind you of the feeling of home)? Npr news jingle. Sausage egg casserole. Yellow light coming through the window. Heavy knit blanket. The smell of my laundry detergent. A comfy chair. A big sky and a 360 sunset. soft lighting. being surrounded by books. familiar pieces of art.

soft asks