#and it'll cost like 5000 a month

[tierra-paldeana]

// eeeyyyy, so.

here's a very important post now that i have a few free hours of my time unlike the rest of the week(s). bear in mind this is a vent post related to stuff that's been going on irl for me, but it's important for this blog nonetheless.

i made a post about this a few weeks ago, and back at the tail end of 2024, i talked about how i was going to join an art academy specialized in videogames.

basically, these have been the worst months of my life!

the teacher we were assigned is a fucking cunt who belittles everyone, accuses everyone of tracing if their art is too good, barely teaches us anything, is an inconsiderate piece of shit who wants to force us to come if we're sick or tending to family matters, and tears our work down at every opportunity!

not only that, but he never warns us of deadlines, we have to GUESS and READ HIS MIND, he's a compulsive liar that HATES being in the wrong (which he has been. several times. i could talk for hours abt the shit he's pulled on us), and despite giving us an interview before we joined and assessing that we indeed were all valid to join, he treats us like we're lazy and we don't have what it takes to do what he says!

and the best part is that he constantly threatens us with ''well, if you keep this up, it'll be okay because AI will replace you anyway''

but that's not all. it seems the rest of the teachers are in on it, and we have a lot of problems with the groupmates we were assigned from different classes to make a videogame in a little less than a year, and it's all directly tied to how horrible the management and teaching is in this academy! but the worst part is that if we decide to kick ourselves out, we still have to keep paying them the, idk... 5000 fucking euros it costs to join.

and this is just a condensed version of all of the things i could say about this academy and specially the bitch ass teacher we have :) tomorrow all of my class will have a serious talk with several teachers about the way things have been going so far, because this can't stand. they're working us all to the bone in horrible, UNREALISTIC conditions, people are getting sick health wise, we can barely see our families or have a break during the week, and they constantly organize things that interrupt the workflow and substract precious time we could be using to keep doing stuff they expect us to hand in asap.

on top of all that, i'll begin house renovations next week, which is going to make things even MORE difficult going forward, even if it's a necessary evil so my mom and i can live comfortably again.

TLDR: if you wanted an explanation as to why i've been much more silent than usual lately, this is it. i barely feel human anymore, and not in a good way. but i refuse to feel like a cog in a machine any longer. this HAS to end now.

[nathank77]

4/26/24

4:51 a.m

I am utterly disgusted with myself. I have spent over 193$ on high tops as of tonight and between my prior purchase with Kohls.

I mean but making sure those Forums were authentic was very important to me and it was the only reason I didn't buy them sooner. Third party sellers on Amazon are not trustworthy.

I bought the Neo cause my eyes did this 😍😍 I've been looking for them for like well almost 10 years maybe 7. I wore mine everyday for like 3 years and I mean they are beaten to all shit.

The, "new" to me Neo's are pre-owned but I mean- they have free returns and they look like they are in great condition. I'll return them if they aren't. That's the problem with high tops, they come out and they sell out fast and then they are GONE. I bought my old ones at Jcpennies I think, I remember the day coming out of the store I was so fucking happy cause my heart skipped a beat when I saw them. It was at West Farms.

I can afford the forums bc Afterpay makes me pay over 6 weeks it lines up with June which makes it more compatible with affording almost 120$ high tops.

I mean but look at these Neos, I hope to God they are in good condition I will wear them so rarely I'll make it to 60 with them cause I should have babied my old ones. One day I'll find those vans but as for now Nathan Blanchette is cut the fuck off from spending money other than on CBD. I won't even look at one online store lol

The CBD is going to cost me 82$ more to get to June like 6th or something but I think it'll be worth I've been researching on Google scholar all night.

I just can't do anything about glasses until June but tbh I could be entitled to anywhere between 400$-5000$ of back pay so I mean one more month. Glasses were stressful and putting them off makes them a turn on again- worse case I'll just need a higher script and I mean yea my dick got hard writing that. Let's keep glasses fun 😁 I can see well enough for now, 300$ for glasses is disgusting lol

Despite the fact that I've spent over 550$ on boxers, socks and High Tops.... but it's spread out between credit and I can afford it. I just got to sort out the CBD.

Anyways I hope they look this good in person:

[a-god-in-ruins-rises]

I wish I lived in California but it's so expensive.

yeah but it's true what they say: you get what you pay for. i always say i'd rather live in some shack in california than a mansion elsewhere. but that's just me.

i will say though you could also join my cult. i'm hoping to someday start a housing cooperative (or something) and purchase some land. it becomes a lot more affordable when the costs are distributed among several people.