#and it'll cost like 5000 a month

[a-god-in-ruins-rises]

I wish I lived in California but it's so expensive.

yeah but it's true what they say: you get what you pay for. i always say i'd rather live in some shack in california than a mansion elsewhere. but that's just me.

i will say though you could also join my cult. i'm hoping to someday start a housing cooperative (or something) and purchase some land. it becomes a lot more affordable when the costs are distributed among several people.

[aestheticlifestyle33]

Ok. Saving to move to Texas! I did all sorts of calculations and for me to be down there comfortably moved, I need to save $12,000👼 Not only will I have a body of a Cheerleader✨️ but I will live in Dallas Cowboys Cheerleaders state🤣

Calculation breakdown:

Flight✈️ $800 (visit/get keys lease agreement😌)

Property application fee/down payment $2000

Savings(rent/3mos) $5000

Savings(furniture/homegoods/internet,Amazon/Burlington)$2000

Uhaul $1900 (bring kitties and my decor)

Gas/etc $600

$12k

Savings(car down payment) $2000

Start TikTok/youtube on journey asap🌿 in case I go missing🤣

Save $900 a month(9mo $450 per paycheck) $8100

Donating-$45 x2 $360/m=$3200

Ubereats ($200/week=$7200/9mo or $100/week=$3600)

Pay credit card in FULL! Pay debt in FULL! $2000 Credit goal: 680/700!

I have cost of everything in order to move/cost of how much I'll have when saving for 9mos! Goal is to leave June2025♡

again, no excuses... I have to put myself first in order to be happy and start a new life out of state because my ex husband would hold our kiddos over me, but he didn't realize I would reverse uno his ass and say, im just going to move my ass down there solo dollo, and turn around and try for full custody. Either way, it'll suck for either parent (who has full and who does not), but that's why I need to just move down there myself. Get everything in order first and go from there😌

I know when I fly my ass down there, I know he'll be like, "Wait...? She's visiting Texas for what?"🤣 he claims he wants full custody but I know for a fucking fact, after a good 2/3 months when he'll be in charge of EVERYTHING no help from me🤣🤣🤣 and/or when his parents stop helping 1000% and back to 20% because they have a life too, that's when reality will click. He should have just moved down there with me from jump instead of leading me on with false hope and promises🙄

[nathank77]

4/26/24

4:51 a.m

I am utterly disgusted with myself. I have spent over 193$ on high tops as of tonight and between my prior purchase with Kohls.

I mean but making sure those Forums were authentic was very important to me and it was the only reason I didn't buy them sooner. Third party sellers on Amazon are not trustworthy.

I bought the Neo cause my eyes did this 😍😍 I've been looking for them for like well almost 10 years maybe 7. I wore mine everyday for like 3 years and I mean they are beaten to all shit.

The, "new" to me Neo's are pre-owned but I mean- they have free returns and they look like they are in great condition. I'll return them if they aren't. That's the problem with high tops, they come out and they sell out fast and then they are GONE. I bought my old ones at Jcpennies I think, I remember the day coming out of the store I was so fucking happy cause my heart skipped a beat when I saw them. It was at West Farms.

I can afford the forums bc Afterpay makes me pay over 6 weeks it lines up with June which makes it more compatible with affording almost 120$ high tops.

I mean but look at these Neos, I hope to God they are in good condition I will wear them so rarely I'll make it to 60 with them cause I should have babied my old ones. One day I'll find those vans but as for now Nathan Blanchette is cut the fuck off from spending money other than on CBD. I won't even look at one online store lol

The CBD is going to cost me 82$ more to get to June like 6th or something but I think it'll be worth I've been researching on Google scholar all night.

I just can't do anything about glasses until June but tbh I could be entitled to anywhere between 400$-5000$ of back pay so I mean one more month. Glasses were stressful and putting them off makes them a turn on again- worse case I'll just need a higher script and I mean yea my dick got hard writing that. Let's keep glasses fun 😁 I can see well enough for now, 300$ for glasses is disgusting lol

Despite the fact that I've spent over 550$ on boxers, socks and High Tops.... but it's spread out between credit and I can afford it. I just got to sort out the CBD.

Anyways I hope they look this good in person: