#and it gets to the point that I'm frothing and sobbing and can't control the massive tide of overwhelming bad I feel
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God I wish so bad I didn't have RSD. I didn't even know it was thing until a few years ago but it's been constant in my life and I hate how much it cripples me over the stupidest things
#personal#just writing a response to an anon that either willfully misunderstood me or possibly just didn't know kicks the wind out of me and has me#crying for hours over the stupidest stuff#everyone says to ignore strangers online but I feel unable to no matter how hard I might try#and it gets to the point that I'm frothing and sobbing and can't control the massive tide of overwhelming bad I feel#like my brain gets input: 'possibly stupid people misunderstood you' and brain ends up with 'you're worse than Hitler kill yourself'#I always want to teach and reach out to people to tell them things and it overrides everything else#but people rarely want to learn and are often callous if not malicious and I end up like this even from the softest rejection of myself
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