#and in fact until my 3pm zoom meeting i qas like sure yeah whatever I'll make it. and now suddenly i have hit a wall | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

bluesidedown · 11 months ago

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Also one of these things happens in one (1) hour and it feels like an asshole move to cancel at this point.

Trying to decide whether to cancel my two remaining responsibilities for the week and become a sick blob or whether to power through (I could!) and be tired and contagious in public

#why didn't i cancel sooner? great question. morning me thought i was less sick than evening meal feels.#and in fact until my 3pm zoom meeting i qas like sure yeah whatever I'll make it. and now suddenly i have hit a wall #and it's worship practice and im playing keys. and so like. im reasonably important to making it happen #but ive already cancelled my tomorrow thing so now i feel weird and inconsistent if i dont cancel this. especially because #i will probably feel better tomorrow morning.#why do i have to do stupid mental acrobatics about this #ok. ok ok ok. i. shall go to worship practice. and then allow myself to stop attempting productivity and be a blob for 2 days #and hope im better to play in church on sunday.

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