#and ik it's completely disconnected from ids but. idk i guess i'm just. stressed a bit? i don't kbow why | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

specialshinytrinkets · 4 months ago

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Chat, I think either school or something else has Affected My Brain. Badly

But hey, at least I'm not nervous about university or whatever. Who gives a shit. I've submitted all the documents and wrote a review-essay as a ✨️creative✨️ task for Journalism faculty. I think I'll do great

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I'm still fucked up though and I don't know what it is

Last exam done today, now it's time to wait for the results

*drawing of a werewolf ripping apart his shirt while transforming*

#life fabric snippets #semi vent #this is going to sound like stupid whining i'm earning ahead #but the idea of writing ids for my art is so fucking daunting lmfao idk when i'll post it here #it feels like. i should be doing things i'm Supposed To Do and WANT to do to achieve the goal i have in mind (the fanfic)#but instead i just. spend hours on my phone. look at me rn i'm doing this exact thing #and ik it's completely disconnected from ids but. idk i guess i'm just. stressed a bit? i don't kbow why #maybe i should stop falling asleep at like near midnight only ti wake up at 6:30 am to go to work that i dob't even really like #but i employed myself there and it's my fucking mom's workplace how can i be irresponsible like this #i can't just back out like 'i'm sorry mom i don't wanna be your secretary anymore' like she'd prolly understand but it's not even been a #month it has not even been. a month. i can't just expect all jy jobs to be a piece of cake that i'll emjoy #why does my throat deel stuffy. i don't want to cry. i don't want to cry. i'm sorry #i'm sirry you have to deal with my stupid bullshit. i'm sorry #Forgotten Videotapes_UwU

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