#and if it has a turbine or propeller of some sort I'll literally start crying 💀

[armand-dearest]

Anyone else out there have a deep fucking fear of big ships? I saw a video of someone dropping a GoPro into the ocean from the side of a cruise ship, and when I saw the underside of the cruise ship I literally threw my phone across the room reflexively. When I picked it up it took me several attempts to close out of the video bc every time I looked at the screen I gagged 💀.

One time at the beach when I was like 11 I saw a huge cargo ship in the distance, and I remember when I took in the size of it on the horizon and compared it to some wind turbines which were much closer, I felt deeply unsettled and had to sit down for a while.

The ocean doesn't scare me. Marine life does not scare me. Big boats though? I will literally throw up. Wind turbines and oil rigs are also awful abominations against God when placed into deep water.