#and i'm thinking about looking into any sort of fencing classes near me because i've always wanted to learn

[ad-astra-de-luna]

y'know i really miss doing fun physical activities that would regularly fuck up my body, like actually, i miss putting in so much work that i would come away grinning and mottled with bruises, i miss the sore muscles that meant i had put in all the effort i could, i miss complaining about an instructor working us too hard but it just meant they knew we could do it with the right push, i miss the constructive ways i could destroy myself instead of just rotting from existence