#and i'll start feeling and looking disgusting again lmaooo
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#serious question is it /wrong/ to look at my own pictures and be like fuck i'm so hot and pretty?#like i spent 25 years of my life being my biggest hater so it feels weird. almost wrong to like myself this much#and not just that but to say it out loud??#of course there still are many things i don't like abt myself#and i'm probably liking what i see atm because i'm ovulating#i give it a couple more days and my luteal phase will KICK MY ASS#and i'll start feeling and looking disgusting again lmaooo#but yes anyways#i'm just. i'm so pretty?#but i feel like it's frowned upon to even say it out loud#if you're insecure everyone encourages you to love yourself. but if you love yourself then ppl will be like ok who tf does she think she is#and ???? what is expected of us??#anyways.
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let me just make a note here cuz the previous cartoon might confuse ppl who don't know about her really(cuz i dont post her often lol)
She's a daughter of a human male&Siren in the Caribbean. After her father made love with Siren, Medeia's mother, her sisters were furious that a mere human took her heart, so they poked his eyes.(become blind eventually)
So when Medeia was living with his blind father in a harbor town, she meets young jack (about 20) who followed his dad to the adventure. She fell in love, also Jack too, but they had to let go of each other since the journey had to continue. (since they only stayed in the town for a week) However Jack promised that he will find Medeia again.
Then later, after 20 years passed Jack visited the harbor town again and greeted her as his crew.
Since Medeia was a half-idk monster?? half siren???okay this is cringe lmao. anyways she had a power of controlling the ocean water by herself. idk just imagine of Elsa in Frozen lmaooo
So she used that power to speed up the Black Pearl or scare the other ships away.
However, since there was a rumor roaming around quickly that "Captain Jack Sparrow has a witch as his crew" Beckett could not let that. He was actually curious.
So with half believing, he found Jack and lied that he needed a negotiation. Since Jack knew Beckett was an another-level-asshole, he thought it would be too dangerous for Medeia to come with him.(cuz he recognized that the rumor was spread)
So when Medeia was waiting Jack in the random harbor town for a month, Beckett approached her on purpose and lied that Jack and he had a deal to exchange her with a vast amount of money/weapons.
Medeia denied but since Jack was not coming back for a while(he was just lost for a while cuz his dumb), she admitted and followed Beckett.
Ofc Beckett was being like "omg but since i'm also a victim of Jack, I'll just set you free but you can just stay with me if u are just broke asf ^.^"(actually dark inside)
So Medeia felt sorry and grateful for Beckett and started to help Beckett's business with her power.(like scooping golds from the sea or wrecked EITC ships from the bottom)
Therefore, it was proven that Medeia had a power, and Beckett was going crazy with that since Medeia could just make a gigantic wave and murder thousands of people or scoop a vast amount of golds from the sea. (ofc Medeia hates people suffering)
But here is the problem, Medeia looked really similar with Jane, so Beckett was lowkey having weird feelings. First, he thought he was just missing his sister's kindness. Second, he was keep distracted by Medeia cuz after she came she was doing things like 🌈⭐️decorating Beckett's gloomy ass office😜❤️. She was new to him. And he did not like himself changing.
But she was too kind and warm hearted, Beckett felt like he was in his childhood home, i mean near to his mom and sister again. He could not stop thinking about that and he slept well after Medeia was near him. Cuz like u know he felt like he was in his home.
Eventually he accepted that this feeling is "love" and he was disgusted initially ofc. He hated he was feeling love and was loving someone cuz he assumed love was just an obstacle for success.
Nevertheless, he started to get used to her and just started loving. Without stress. But he did have some worries that she might know the truth.
And that comic is about that, when she knows that Beckett made a giant ass lie😜
now this is the end of this cringe wattpad story😜
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