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2024/07/10 Blog post by Wakana おしゃべりガーデン第11回目‼️〜とにかくたくさんお喋りしました〜
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Talk Garden Vol.11‼️〜I Talked a Lot〜
Vol 11 of Wakana' Chat's Talk Garden has been uploaded!! \(^o^)/This time, I asked you to submit all sorts of questions for me😊I wanted to read as many of your messages as possible so the episode turned out really long…😅💦I know it's probably a hassle to listen to the entire thing but please bear with me, take your time and listen to the podcast whenever you feel like it🤗✨
Here is the "Silk Nightcap" I mentioned in the podcast (looks surreal doesn't it?😂) I think it fits quite well *laughs* The back looks like this. You can tuck away and protect your long hair😆
And here's some info about my summer skin care! I didn't answer the question properly during the podcast so I thought it would be best to show you everything here😂In summer, I tend to prefer skin care products that are a little lighter than the ones I use in winter, but I don't want to change my routine completely.😊All these items are from Korean brands…🤣Aside from chaging the lotion I use for my facial device, the lineup is pretty much the same as in winter. However, since the UV rays are strong during this time of year, I use a lot more cosmetics with whitening agents. I use the same nighttime serums all year round, one with vitamin C, another one with retinol. I use the one with retinol on days when I've been exposed to too much air conditioning, and the one with vitamin C on days when I've been exposed to UV rays. I have various morning serums…not just the ones you see here, there are about four types that I use depending on my mood. One product that's different in summer is my cream, I use the tube in the back on the right side at night. In the morning, I use the tube in the back on the left side as a good base for my makeup. By the way, my tone-up serum is the tube next to my morning cream. I love the brand "Serendi Beauty", but unfortunately, their products have been sold out for a while and I can't buy them anywhere😭It's not featured here but their lotion in particular is seriously the best…!!
I also use face masks in the morning and at night, the same ones I use in winter 😊Here's my starting lineup for facial masks✨Once again, I've increased my stock of whitening products! And of course I also want something that is very moisturising! I aim to feel well hydrated from the inside. That way, even if I do my makeup with a matte finish, my face won't dry out all day 😊💓
Well, since I have some spare time… I'll briefly try to answer a few of the remaining questions! (^^)
Q. Do you mind spoilers? For shows, movies, novels, manga, games, setlists, anything? A. I don't like spoilers for weekly shows that I look forward to watching. I am very fascinated by anything horror-related but I think it's too scare so I can't really watch it. That's why I always read all the spoilers *laughs* Also, I'm such a beginner at games so I watch a lot of walkthrough videos of good players to help me get past difficult parts.
Q. Do you receive all of our letters and presents? A. Yes! I've received all of them, including every single letter😊 Thank you as always…✨ Speaking of which, I once received some hair oil which made my hair super smooth and silky so I bought some for myself!! !
Q. Are you okay with heights? A. I'm not that bad at heights but I feel like the glass floor of Tokyo Tower is pretty scary😇 Also, I've never been on one but the Ferris wheel carriages with glass floors look pretty scary too😇
Q. What are some recommended spots in Yokohama? A. The sea and the night view around the Red Brick Warehouse are beautiful!! !
Q. Have you ever had a pet before? A. When I still lived at home with my parents we had a dog🐕 When I started living alone, I had a goldfish🐟 (My little goldfish Buu-chan has passed away and gone to heaven a long time ago (;_;)🐟✨)
Q. Even though my message was read during the last episode, the present hasn't arrived yet. When will it arrive? A. Please forgive me, I'm always so slow at making my postcards for you. I will try my best to have them delivered by the beginning of the next month! I'm sorry for making you all anxious, wondering if the postcard got lost in the mail… 😱 Please wait patiently~ (I'm even more sorry that last month's presents were super late… 💦)
I want to answer even more of your questions but I'm going to stop here before it gets out of hand 😅If you have any other questions, please send them to me~
The next talk theme for the episode on August 10th will be "What kind of pillow do you use?/What is everyone's pillow situation?" Additionally, you can continue to send random questions you'd like to ask me! \\\٩( 'ω' )و ////The deadline is July 31st!! ! Please send in as many messages as you can!! ! 💌
Well then, everyone! This Saturday I am performing at the summer event “AirTrip presents Everyday’s Omatsuri 2024”! See you at Yokohama Red Brick Warehouse~♪\(^o^)/♪
Until next time~☆( '▽')/
***Wakana***
Wakana’s Talk Garden #11
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Episode #11 »»—— CLICK ME 🎁 CLICK ME ——«« ・Anything you’d like to ask Wakana/Anything you’d like Wakana to talk about
One fan asked about Wakana's time as a gospel choir member and whether she remembered liking any particular songs or singers. While she doesn't have a lot of memories, she recalls three specific songs => "This Little Light of Mine", "Seasons of Love" and "It's Raining Men". Loved that we got a few snippets of her singing some lines of each song. I honestly wouldn't mind if she released another cover album with all sorts of Western/American music
For next month’s episode which is scheduled to air on August 10th, the following two topics have been chosen:
・ What kind of pillow do you use?/What's your pillow situation? ・Anything you’d like to ask Wakana/Anything you’d like Wakana to talk about
The submission deadline is 07/31.
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Everyday’s Omatsuri Merchandise
Two original items have been revealed as live goods for Wakana's upcoming appearance at the summer event "Everyday's Omatsuri"! One is a t-shirt and the other is a muffler towel. You can order both in Wakana's Official Online Shop! Preorder period ends on July 12! Shipping is scheduled for the end of July. (Source) (Instagram post by Wakana)
Title: “AirTrip presents Everyday’s Omatsuri 2024” Date and time:July 13, 2024 Open 18:30 / Start 19:00 Venue: Yokohama Red Brick Warehouse Performers: RYTHEM・Wakana Official site: http://omatsuridays.jp/
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2024/07/11 Instagram post by Wakana
Today I had a rehearsal for the summer event “Everyday’s Omatsuri 2024”which will take place this Saturday 🤗✨ Here I am together with the two members of RYTHEM and Takebe-san! Say Cheese 📸YUI-san and YUKA-san were so cute and dazzling…😍💓I'm excited because I think it's going to be a fantastic peformance✨I hope everyone will come and have a great time~🧚💕(Source)
#kalafina#wakana#wakana blog#fan club exclusive content#botanical land#wakana's talk garden#Everyday's Omatsuri 2024#Everyday's Omatsuri#wakana on instagram#merchandise#live goods#those pants look AMAZING on wakana 😍💓
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Camp Happy part 3
please read 1 and 2 first
"Mom" Ms Stephanie called out as we walked in the house.
"Mom, we're home" she called out again.
"I guess she not here" Stephanie said. "Come I want to show you" as She grabbed my hand and led me to our room. She then turned and looked at me. "Paulie sit down" her giddy mood changed to one of concern.
"I want you to know somethings. I didn't know, maybe that's not quite it. I sent you to camp because I thought it would help you understand me better. We could get along better." Her hand patted my knee.
"I didn't know you had this inside you, I found your domme porn. After I sent you. And when I read your survey that had you fill out when you arrived. Some things I knew, others I kinds guessed but other things I would of never thought." She ran her hand thru my hair.
"What I am trying to say is, I love you. And you can tell me anything" Ms Stephanie told me.
"I um didn't know myself" I wimpered
"Tell me what you like about,, I don't know anything" she motioned her hand up and down.
"Panties" I said "I feel submissive they remind me it's okay to be submissive" I confessed.
"Did I push to hard when I had you get the tattoo?" Stephanie asked.
"Yes, and No" I replied. "I dyed my hair pink so people would see me for what I am. You helped me close the door from hiding again' I told her. Ms Stephanie hand now massaged my thigh.
"You know I have to ask about the gay thing" She said.
"At times I feel so submissive to everyone" I replied.
"So you would suck cock if I asked you too" Ms Stephanie said
"I guess, yeah I would" I confessed.
"Come with me" she asked. "We need to shave you" Stephanie grabbed a key off her dresser. She had me strip and filled the tub. Ms Stephanie was meticulous shaving every inch of me. Including my arms. It took awhile when she was satisfied. I grabbed my lotion and rubbed it from my feet to my neck.
"You smelll wonderful" Ms Stephanie borrowed my lotion. I helped her apply it. She just took off her shirt so I could rub it on her back. I was not yet chages and had my first erection in over two weeks. Stephanie had me do her legs. She stripped so I could finish.
"Paulie do you want me?" She asked.
"Yes" I moaned.
"But you won't" she teased she stroked me ever so gently.
"If you like me to I can" I told her.
"And if I just wanted to lock you back up?" She asked.
"It is your choice" I remind her. She grabbed a cold washcloth and held it to my balls. She reattached the cage.
"You loved my strapon?" Ms Stephanie asked me.
"Yes," I moaned.
"If you want sex, that is what you will ask for. I don't want a game. You will come to me and say Ms Stephanie would you please fuck my girlie ass" Ms Stephanie told me.
"Ms Stephanie will you please fuck my girlie ass" I begged.
"Not right now but very good "she kissed me. " I want to show you what I got you" she opened my dresser drawer my underwear had been replaced with pastel lace sexy panties. She had also thrown out most of my socks again replaced with bright colors.
The closet was also filled with low rise girlie jeans and leggings. Tight shorts, soft or bright colored shirts. My closet looked more femine then masculine for sure. I even had pink sneakers now. Stephanie then showed me one of her drawers in the closet.
"I wasn't sure about this, but maybe sometimes" she said. She opened the drawer inside was sexy nighties like I had worn the other night, but also a few bras. She moved the nightie alittle. There was butt plugs, her strapon, fuzzy handcuffs, and a dildo with a suction cup bottom. She rubbed my nipples. We where both still naked. Stephanie started to pick out my clothes.
I put on a pink thong, low ride woman's jeans and a belly shirt. That said pink across it.
"You look hot, but I don't expect you to wear woman's cloths all the time. More of a mix and match. But obviously panties all the time" she was still naked she rubbed my nipples. She led me to bed. She laid in the middle and spread her legs.
"In the top drawer of my nightstand the big black one" I opened the drawer and pulled out a huge black dildo. I had never seen it before. I got between her legs and rubbed it across her pussy lips.
"Don't tease, fuck me" she moaned. I pushed her dildo in her pussy seemed to swallow it whole.
"Lick my clit while he fucks me" she moaned. Her juices flowed out of her as she moaned and bucked. After ten minutes
"Stop, stop" she moaned trying to catch her breath. I removed the toy and without hesitating I licked her juices off her ass. My tounge danced across her asshole.
"Wow" she said not stopping me my tounge pushed into her hole. I licked and sucked her ass. Until we heard the door open.
"Mom" Stephanie said pushing me off. Stephanie threw on a dress. And panties.
"You will be doing that alot more" Mrs Stephanie whispered in my ear. "I had no idea I like that as much" Ms Stephanie took my hand and led me out to greet her mother
"Mom?" Stephanie said as we walked into the kitchen.
"OH wow you weren't kidding look at the fucking little faggot" Francis laughed.
"Mom, you two have to learn to get along" Stephanie complained.
"I know mom, your hips been acting up, Paulie has been taking massage classes." Stephanie said Francis eyes lit up.
"Paulie go show mom" Ms Stephanie told me. I followed Francis to her new room. The basement had been completely redon from a man's cave to a private apartment. With a little kitchenette where the wet bar had been. Francis went to lay down on her bed.
"Ms Francis it would be better if you removed your pants" I said shyly. stephanie had followed us down.
"Mom, it's okay trust him" she said. Francis dropped her pants staring me down she wore white granny panties. As she stared at me she took off her shirt as well. I just waited
As if challenging me she removed her bra as well. Then laid down I laid a towel across her ass. I started at her foot and worked my way up.
"Oh that feels amazing" she told me as I reached her thigh. I had her roll on her side.
"Ms Francis would you like me to continue?" I asked after I finished her hip.
"Would it be better if I took off my panties?" She asked.
"It would allow me to use lotion. Ms Stephanie." I replied she stood and removed her panties. Stephanie still watching gasped at her mothers behavior. She grabbed the waistband of my panties that was showing and yanked them up high.
"My daughter tells me you took classes in how to please a woman as well" Ms Francis said. Stephanie came over kissed my ear and left with a swat to my ass. I massaged Francis other leg as I reached her thigh she grabbed my hand and pulled it to her hairy crotch.
"Use your fingers" she moaned. I fingered my mother in law. She spread her legs further. I made Francis cum. She smiled and I left her laying on her bed.
"That is not going to be a regular thing" Ms Stephanie told me. With a giggle. Not wanting to hear details. I went and started to make dinner. My panties still pulled uo high. Francis came upstairs and her and Stephanie was having a conversation that didn't want me to hear falling silent when I bought them each a glass of wine.
"Paulie, I would like to thank you for letting me move in" Francis said.
"Of course Ms Francis. It is our pleasure to have you here with us" I responded.
"Paulie, you can say no. But mom would like to see the cage" Ms Stephanie asked. I looked at her. She was trusting not to embarrasse me by asking.
"If you like" I stood in front of Stephanie she smiled and unbuttoned my pants and pulled them down along with my panties. Allowing her mother to see.
"And you can't get it off?" Ms Francis asked.
"Not with out Ms Stephanie's key" I told her. Stephanie motioned I could fix my pants and I went back to the kitchen. I served them dinner. Then cleared and washed the dishes. They both raved about my cooking.
"If you have a recipe you like me to make just let me know." I told them.
"Speaking of that. I got you a new phone. Don't get excited it has absolute G rated security." Stephanie handed me a new phone. It was pre programed with only family numbers. She gave me a pink case with butterflies on it for the phone as well.
"If you like to download an app. You have to ask" Ms Stephanie told me.
"I understand. Thank you Ms Stephanie" I told her. I kissed her cheek.
"Could Paulie clean my bathroom tomarrow " Francis asked.
"You don't have to worry about that mom, Paulie will take over all of the cleaning" Ms Stephanie told her. "If you like something done a specific way just let him know" as Stephanie and Francis settled in to watch TV. I started to reorganize the kitchen. After an hour or so Ms Stephanie came into the kitchen.
"It's okay if you like to come sit down" she told me.
"Just trying to get a jump on all this" I told her.
"You are earning yourself a good long fucking" Ms Stephanie said as she gropped my ass.
"Okay another 30 minutes then you better be wearing something pretty waiting for me" she told me and went back to sit with her mom. I watched the clock and at exactly 30 minutes I washed my hands and headed for the bedroom. Put on a pink satin nightie that came down past my knees. I wore no panties and sat on the bed waiting for Stephanie.
I waited patiently. Ms Stephanie came in about 15 minutes later. She came straight to me kissed me.
"You like being denied, so I changed my mind" She laughed.
She went thru her night ritual before she came to bed naked. She crawled into bed. And spooned me. She teased my nipples thru the smooth material. Till she fell asleep.
I woke before her and made her breakfast. I served it to her in bed.
"Sweety this is lovely but I don't have time, how about you work out a breakfast I can take with me." She told me as she went to jump in the shower. I took breakfast down to Francis instead. She was grateful after I explained that Stephanie didn't have time. I packed Ms Stephanie breakfast to go she could heat up at the office.
"Ms Stephanie. I don't have any money. And was thinking we needed a few things from the store." I said.
"Right, well make a list and text it to me, we can talk about spending tonight" she told me. "You don't need anything for today do you?"
"It can wait" I said.
"Don't be silly ask mom to pick it up for you" she kissed me and headed off to work.
I cleaned up after breakfast then got dressed for the day. I even did my makeup. It wasn't much but made me feel better, I was feeling a bit rejected from Stephanie last night. I went back to scrubbing and organizing the whole house. Francis came upstairs a few hours later i asked her if she could pick up a few ingredients from the store for dinner. And pantyliners. After a brief discussion on why and which ones she agreed. Then went and cleaned her apartment. When she returned she was very impressed. She did show me how she liked her laundry folded. Bit other then that very content.
Things settled into a routine. I no longer had a car, or a valid license since the name change. Stephanie had given my car to her mother. She didn't want me driving. Francis agreed to take me shopping when I needed . I was given a credit card that Stephanie monitor closely. I had to submit a list of things we needed at least a day before shopping for Stephanie to approve.
Once a week I would give Francis a massage. She always insisted on a happy ending. She promised not to tell Stephanie. But I told her and she just let it continue.
Stephanie started fucking one of her distributors who the company bought boxes from, I knew him he was a funny guy played football or rugby something in college. And stayed in great shape. Stephanie showed me a pic of his thick cock. The first time she had me lick his seed from her. She also bought a dildo as close to his cock as she could find and taught ne how to deep throat it before she fucked me to with it,
Stephanie had invited every member of our families over pretty much one at a time. To introduce Pauie. To them. My mother and sister in law came after my Dad and brother refused. They didn't understand but as long as we where happy.
Meanwhile Francis planned every detail of our wedding. With Stephanie signing off of course. I was not asked nr permitted to offer any suggestions. It wasn't going to be anything crazy was all I was told.
To be continued
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fave 13 lyrics this week?
oof that's hard, these are gonna be in no particular order
pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere - Vanilla Twilight (Owl City)
you kill me with your kiss it's so hard to resist you when you look me in the eyes tonight - Heart Heart Heartbreak (BLG)
you once called me forever now you still can't call me back - Stick Season (Noah Kahan but actually its the Olivia Rodrigo cover)
I don't need to read a horoscope to know you'll die alone - Under the Influence(r) (The Summer Set)
look in my eyes you'll see a million tears have gone by and still they're not dry - If Only Tears Could Bring You Back (Midnight Sons)
I was built from special pieces that I learned how to unscrew - Lonely Is the Muse (Halsey - new album is out tonight!!!!)
nothing chages, nothing ever can, round about the roundabout and back where you began - Turning (Les Miserables - I am seeing the tour again in Hartford on Nov. 2nd!!)
like an old and ancient fable, you're the sacred red and I'm the raging bull - Passing Through (Brother Elsey)
forgive me peter please know that I tried to hold to the days when you were mine - Peter (Taylor <3)
it's an uphill slope but I won't lose hope - Go The Distance (We The Kings cover specifically)
waking up like what did I say and why the fuck did I say it - My Own Medicine (The Summer Set)
I know things will get better, hold it together take your time - Stuck In the Middle (BLG)
and this is me trying to let it go - This Is Me Trying/Daylight Mashup (it is living in my mind rent free right now)
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My littles!! I've been trying to scratch some seconds per day to write a bit. I got this but zero time to edit it so I hope it won't be so bad.
I'll be back soon!
GT JULY PROMPTS 2024
DAY 6: GRIT
-A little help here would be appreciated- Yaiza's voice filled my ears snapping me out from my reading.
-I guess your parents punished you all alone because you deserved it. You're lucky they've let me be your companion while they're out- I said. She'd pulled a prank to an older guy in school that had been chasing one of her friends to be her girlfriend even when the girl had already declined twice. Guy's head and half body would be wearing blue paint for some days since it wasn't the kind that could be washed off easily.
Of course, principal Ivy caught her and gave her parents a call. So here we were, her parents took her to the old plot of land they owned near the limits of Older's side of the city and ordered her to clean all the mess nature had made for some months unattended.
To be honest, it was barbaric work to be done for just one teenager, but she endured it. She had been working for some hours and just cleaned an eighth part of the dust, branches, rocks and wild herbs.
-You know, you would spend like ten minutes doing it with me- she tried.
-Correction, doing it for you- i said while going back to my half read book. I could spend a few more hours reading out on nature. Also, seeing her hardworking was a little reward for all the trouble that she always put on me covering her mistakes, forgetfulness and failed pranks...
-We will make a deal, Connor- she started. That was dangerous, she always knew how to attach my attention.
-Please, don't - I already knew I was going to say 'yes'.
-You grow Newman height, clean this mess with two sweeps of those big hands and I spend my weekly pay on buying you all the books you want.
While my brain was jumping of joy, my face was fighting trying not to show her I already fell on her trap.
-I guess I could stretch myself a bit...
I sat up from the wooden bench and stepped closer to her. I waved my hand at her and she looked at me with confusion.
-Please, step back, I don't wanna overwhelm you- she nodded, smiling- . And, please, stop staring at me like that. I feel awfully weird.
-Sorry, it's just so unrealistic.
I got it, still I felt embarrassed when someone stared at me without a wink. Far worse when they became so tiny in front of my eyes. Well, not that they shrunk or something, more like the opposite. But that was my sensation.
Her eyes played the trick of looking to the grounds, darting between me and the sky for some seconds.
I steaded my breath and waste just one second on chaging sizes. It was almost instantly. It always was. When I looked down again, my hips surpassed the trees, the enormous parcel now half occupied by feet felt so ridiculously small.
And there my sight caught a glimpse of Yaiza's form, so far away from me, so tiny and fragile and weak. And yet, so important and strong and present.
My fears started to get the best of my calm behaviour when I started to feel too much big and clumsy.
I couldn't sit down without crushing all the natural remains that had to be cleaned out from the property, so I lowered my self on a knee looking directly to her.
She opened her mouth but no sound came out.
I was aware that would happen. So i decided to speak first.
-Let's do it fast, where do you want the wood and rocks?- I slowly gestured to the amount of fall trees and wooden rests.
-Ugh... - her voice was... so soft, not the usual loud anymore- I guess you could just break it into smaller pieces and put them out of the field?
-Please stay away, I could hurt you if some piece slips and falls...- working around people the size of your index finger was always so stressful.
-Don't worry about me, brainy, I'll stay fine by myself- she said, but backpedaled anyways.
Without taking an eye from her, I hold a bunch of wastes with a hand and carefully strengthen my grip on it. Crunchy sounds gave me a shiver before I threw it to the forest on my side, hoping no one was near to hear the sound of that falling.
Yaiza's face fell from amazement, since I was getting done in a second a task that would take her several hours.
-You're telling you could get this done in a minute and instead kept watching me struggling with it for hours?!
I tried to hold back a smile, but it turned out I couldn't.
-It was your punishment, not mine- and if their parents'd know I was a sizeshifter, there'd have been no way to convince them to accompany Yaiza on her task.
-I'm gonna kick your big ass once you get down here.
I dropped on the side another pile of thrash just in time to see her walking towards me to check the new empty space.
-Don't get too near...-I advised her, but she kept going.
-Yaiza, please, don't- a teasing smirk appeared on her face as I pleaded for her safety.
The last fistful of waste got almost pulverized when her proximity got me on my nerves. I tightened my grip so hard some dust and grit covered her from head to toe.
She looked at me with wide eyes and then covered herself with both arms. I shook my hand away, carelessly throwing the rest farther away than I meant to, just trying to protect her from the falling debris.
Yaiza coughed and took her hands to her face, trying to clean up at least her eyes.
-Are you ok?! Why won't you ever listen to me?- my hands flew to surround her. They stopped dead when I accounted the speed and size of them in comparison to Yaiza. Then, just left them like a barrier, never touching her body.
She didn't tremble or doubt me when she found herself surrounded by my humongous hands. Holy... they dwarfed her even when she was usually taller than me. Not that she cared.
-Stop being worried, it was just some dust.
-It could have been a branch or a rock and it would collapse right over you!
-Connor, stop screaming, they're going to listen to you back at the city.
She eyed my hands while I shut up.
-Your hands are a mess- she inched towards my left hand and got some little pieces of rocks and wood, dropping them onto the ground.
-It's just dirtiness. We'll be done here in a second, but I would be so much happier if you were at safety distance.
-Don't you think we've worked here enough? I guess it would take me days to get the job you've done for me. I could use some rest.
My privilege to have a panoramic view of the land told me she was right, around 2/3 of the parcel was already free of garbage. It would cover Yaiza's work worth for more than a week.
-I could use some books- I smiled.
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Ask Game: Stain does not injure Tensei Iida because he dies of his own hubris. However, Tensei is suspected of killing him.
again. doing a lot to keep from connecting this to the existing au that eeby deeby knows about. but hmmm can be fun yes
1- So Stain's hubris here is thinking "you know, maiming ingenium won't chage idaten, he'll just be a martyr, but if i kidnap his little brother i can blackmail him into cutting out the fake hero stuff" and uh. after a quick bit of stalking figures he can grab Tenya on his way home. After all, the plain looking green haired kid won't be a problem, and he'll run and tell the iidas who took Tenya so they'll take his threat seriously. as for the girl walking with them, she mentioned being on scholarship and probably just in it for the money, no threat there.
2- um. so. one hour later Tenya frantically calls Tensei and asks how his friends hide a body, because someone tried to sneak up on them with a knife and they all panicked.
3- Tensei manages to get the body moved and the kids checked on but does end up a suspect for being kinda cagey when the news about Stain's death is broken + the location he was found. he's got an alibi but he's focusing on covering the kids.
4- so, his 65 sidekicks focus on covering him. part because 40 of them think tensei is innocent, and part because the other 25 don't care if he did do it or not. this ends up making tensei kinda even more suspicious, but its really hard to have any conclusive evidence, so he can't be found guilty
5- that doesn't stop Stain fanatics for considering Ingenium enemy number one though, and so they get even more attacks- spinner, toga, others- and by the time internships roll around, Tensei says idaten isn't going to be asking any kids to come, no matter how they do at the SF, because its too dangerous. including Tenya, who's bummed, but decides to make the most of it at another agency with his fellow semi-finalist: Hawks!
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>> If you want to rp with Maggie, you have to rp with her with her story, lore, abilities and all of that. I've been working on this story and the characters for years now, especially on Maggie. I won't change that now just becaus you're not comfortable to play with a character and their story that is its own thing and plays apart from the whole Marvel canon that we saw in the comics and movies. Cause you know, I wrote it this way on purpose so I'm able to write with any character no matter if movie, comic, canon or oc.
I mean I know not everyoe is comfortable interacting with ocs and that some people might be put off because her story is kinda completely it's own thing beside some mentoning of canon stuff. And I know some might need to spend a bit more time to get to know her which they don't want to do and that's okay, really. I don't have to write with anyone. But I won't change everything just for you. I'm sorry but I can't come up with a different story for everyone just because they want to write but don't want to put any effort into it to at least read about my character.
Especially because I have writen like everything important about her, the story and lore on my google sites and I'm also always happy to explain things more if something wasn't clear enough or confusing. You don't even have to read everything on my google site. Her profile and story would be more than enough which really isn't that much to read.
Sure I'm always happy when people have enough interest that they read the other stuff I have there too or my headcanons I post here. I've been working for so long on this and put so much effort into it but it's really not an obligation to do or something that I expect of you. All I expect is that you read my rules & guidelines page, Maggie's profile and her story. I think that's not too much to ask of you to read three pages, cause I'm doing the same with everyone I write with too. Especially if it's a character I don't know or barely know... Even with those I do know cause everyone has their own version to portray their character, their own headcanons and all that stuff.
And if we're honest you and your character don't even have to know everything about Maggie's past and the organization I came up with. Just like Maggie doesn't has to know everything about yours... Actually it wouldn't even make any sense for our character to know everything or even anything about eachother.
It's really not like I'm not open to listen and plot and maybe even change certain things that aren's so important to her story and character. You can ask literally anyone I write with that I'm always open to talk. That I always try to make sure to talk and plot with my partners first before anything else. That I always provide them with the infos they need regarding my character. I'm even open to take out certain characters of her story, to make everyone more comfortable like I mostly do with Maggie's mother who's also an oc.
But if your very first message to me is "Hey I would like to write but you need to change your character first" then this is not going to happen and not going to work out...
And especially I won't chage that Maggie is Hank's daughter!!! This is something I will !!!NEVER!!! change!!! No matter what. I don't even know why people asked me that in the first place... Maggie is Hank's daughter. Period! <<
>> PS: Don't worry this was no hate or anything like that. The person was actually very nice and polite. It's just that this happened more than once, that people asked me to write with them but told me I had to change her story first cause there was too less Marvel in it and it was too much of its own story. Or there were people asking me if I could change Hank being her father because reasons. And while this person now was very nice and understanding I had a few who weren't. So I thought I just put this out here, hoping that people read this and won't ask me that again. <<
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if you think penny character was about choice then you should rewatch v7-8 again because penny character never been about choice, it's about freedom, the freedom to be who she want to be, somthing penny said herself. She already made choices before: she lift amity, she decided to go with RWBY ageinst ironwood and she decided to fight cinder in the passway to vacuo
Even if it was her first choice (AND IT'S NOT), the choice was about who to give the maiden power not to die by someone she knows, the reason she ask jaune to kill her was because it was the only way to do what she want.
also SHE'S NOT A HUMAN! did you actually rewatch creation like i told you? Look specificly about the scene when the robot body look at her!
Also funny how you said all those penny returne thoeries are wrong because they only sees penny as a way for ruby to get over her grief when the solution you saying will not change if penny would come back.
None of ruby friends can help her because none of them are in her shoes they never lose someone they care about TWICE after trying to keep them alive all the time. None of them have to know that the person they love was killed by another friend and none of them have to know this only after the freind died from another freind.
It's not just penny death that made ruby into what she is now, its everything that happend so far: the "death" of her mother, the destraction of beacon, penny and pyrrha death, yang losing her arm and get into depresion ect...
Penny returne won't chage what happend it will not take the weight of that moment, it would still hurt ruby that penny died again and by JAUNE out of anyone.
Penny returne won't be the reason that ruby will regain her hope but it will help her in the way.
After anything that happend to her ruby need something that will help her moving on
In v5 e5 ruby talk with oscar and tells him about what happend in beacon and how it hurt her but she know she have to keep moving on because that what penny and pyrrha would want, if it didn't stop her there then what stop her now?
Ruby can't move on anymore because she lose her last hope and there is nothing that can help her now unless what she thought impossible would becaume possible which is somthing that will also help the heroes as they believe salem can't be stop, but if one impossible thing can happened who said the other can't?
Ruby optimisem and hope is what gove the heroes the will to fight if you take it from her then the heroes have no will to stop salem
Also penny defently coming back there are many sings and unresolve stories with her that don't make sense if her death is final this time.
Nope! Not doing this shit again. @asm5129, @tumblingxelian, you deal with this one, cause I'm not gonna repeat myself with this guy
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Good. You are RIGHT! I wish more people reframed it this way, because that is the truth of it. Someone made it this way instead of that and as a consequence, this is required when it shouldn't be.
This reminds me of they time I was called a harpy for yet again pointing out that our town's only supermarket had installed bollards at the top of the access ramp to the building's entrance 'to protect people from runaway trolleys' that eliminated access to anyone that required a mobilty aid larger than a cane/walking stick. Thus forcing every single one of these individuals to enter from the other side of the building, on a steep, cracked, sloped path further narrowed by garden beds making it MORE hazardous and difficult to do their shopping. The council couldn't make them chage it back.
Only for the supermarket to change trolleys 18 months later to ones 3/4 the size that easily slip past the bollards, rendering them moot.
They still won't remove the bollards.
I'm still infuriated by the unnecessary restriction placed on my fellow human beings.
Yet my anger is apparently, still unjustified. Not to mention steep/unnecessary stairs, shelf, table and isle spacing, a lack of handles and hand rails one can actually grip! Inclusive design is to the betterment of society as a whole and yet we have to deal with this fuckery instead.
As a wheelchair user I'm trying to reframe my language for "being in the way."
"I'm in the way," "I can't fit," and "I can't go there," is becoming "there's not enough space," "the walkway is too narrow," and "that place isn't accessible."
It's a small change, but to me it feels as if I'm redirecting blame from myself to the people that made these places inaccessible in the first place. I don't want people to just think that they're helping me, I want them to think that they're making up for someone else's wrongdoing. I want them to remember every time I've needed help as something someone else caused.
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i just wanna say that as someone who's been in a toxic relationship and struggled for months trying to recover from it and after two years i still happen to see something or to remember something that immediately brings me back to that person and that time of my life, seeing maia and jordan together really triggers me. i was so happy when she said in 307 "if you're here to ask for my forgiveness, that's not something i can do" but then 314/315 happened and things started to go down. you can tell jordan is genuinely sorry for what he did to her but that won't chage anything. he chaged her life forever in the worst possible way. he left her in the mud, he attacked her, he left her alone to die and before that he got obsessive, possessive, he followed her everywhere... how is it okay? how can you make maia come back to this? it's clearly obvious that jordan still has anger issues so it really could happen again and anytime. when maia started dating simon, i really felt genuinely happy for her because after such a traumatic experience it takes a lot of courage to open your heart again and give it another chance. that relationship meant so much to me because it was the proof that even if you've been going through something like that, you will recover, you will find someone again, someone worth it. i wish the writer knew better than or this because making MAIA, the victim, apologize to JORDAN, her abuser, is really the worst thing they could have ever done. this is not a “Wow Jordan promised her to go pick her up and to go to the cinema together but he never showed up what a shitty boyfriend!!!" he's her abuser. she shouldn't have to be near him. she shouldn't have to apologize. she shouldn't have to have romantic feelings for her. do they even have any idea how triggering and WRONG this is? they could have say something like “I’m forgiving you but that doesn’t mean i will ever forget what you did to me. I need to allow myself to move on and to start over.” was it really that hard listening to a second opinion or a third or a fourth o a fifth? or work on it a bit more instead of jumping right into this? it really makes it look like people who were in a toxic relationship will have no choice but to come back in there. It makes it look like what happened was my fault and i should apologize for it.
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AHH bby same here 😤 ilysmmm
ok alright i got this!!! ok let's do this (i hope this isn't overwhelming there's a lot ;-; but! if you want more just lmk!!)
soft/chill vibes: stay here by gaho (anything by gaho astral projects me to a past life of mine istg); gravity by ong seong wu; yellow by emmit fenn; won't remember (acoustic) by tors; the way you felt by alec benjamin
upbeat: oh, death by sugr?; figure you out by voilà; avalanche by christian french; love me like a friend by fly by midnight; blueberry eyes by max ft suga; changer by a.c.e
BABE CRUSH??!! i love his smmm he's amazing T^T also i listened to the other two songs and they're great!! i especially like telepath :)
plsss come enjoy milk and cookies w me!! how about you do the milk and i'll make cookie? that's more fair ;) but PLSS that'd be so fun ilysmmm <333
babe you deserve so much happiness too!! drink all the stawberry milk you can make live your best life!!! but ahha yeahhh as soon as i catch up on stuff i procrastinate and get behind again :') but! it's a new week maybe this time i'll lean my lesson! (who am i kidding that's not going to happen haha)
OKOK playlists!! soo the most recent one i've revamped was my dark academia vibe one :D i've got a few other playlists but tbh i haven't really done much to update them.. i've chaged pics / descriptions but music wise everything is kinda old so i'll probably work on adding some new songs into them soon! but if you do want to look at them you can check my spotify? :)
aw noo bby that's not good :( have you been drinking water? and getting enough sleep? bc it's vv important that you take care of yourself >:(
ooh nice! i've never seen gilmore girls but it has high ratings from some of my friends haha. but it's always fun to watch something w chaarters that remind you of ppl you know :D
hmm what have i been doing? i think just schoolwork, workwork, and playling around w playlists haha. i've been watching sisyphus on netflix tho!! it's really good i love sci-fi / action shows!! tbh i found it bc the lead actor is also the lead in stranger which i binged and now miss v much :') crime shows are some of my faves :D
i think that's about it for me! but i missed you too!! i hope you're still doing well, making strawberry milk, and that your dizziness fades!! love you babes <3333
FIRST OF ALL i am so sorry this took ages to respond to IM SO SORRY 😭😭 this has been in my inbox for so long AAAHHH
BUT ANYWAY
MY LOVE COMING IN WITH THE BEST MUSIC TASTE??? immediately opening my spotify rn to listen to all these thank you i am eternally in your debt (NOT OVERWHELMING THANK YOU SO MUCHH)
CRUSH IS SO GOOD every day is a crush day i love his music AND TELEPATH- conan gray is so musically talented it always hits just right
and yes im so so down i love cookies THAT SOUNDS HEAVENLY just spending time w u ☹️☹️ i love u i love u i cant wait to drink strawberry milk w cookies w u
PLAYLIST WAIT YES PLAYLIST will follow your spotify as soon as i answer this ask for sure AAHHHNFMFM
YES I DONT KNOW IT JUST HAPPENS OCCASIONALLY 😭😭 it comes and goes tho ITS NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT THANK U LOVE <3333
YES GILMORE GIRLS its such a comfortable show and it has really wholesome moments i would say ITS SO EASY TO BINGE DHAHHAHA
OH SHOULD I CHECK THAT OUT?? after i finish the things im watching rn (which is a very short list 😭) im gna need more things to watch SO WOULD U RECOMMEND IT???
CRIME SHOWS- theyre so interesting and so attention grabbing- i havent really seen any good crime shows: which ones ur favorite???
AWH NOW IM TEARING UP I LOVE YOU <33 GOOD LUCK WITH SCHOOL AND JUST EVERYTHING- IM GIVING U THE BIGGEST HIG EVER I LOVE YOUUU
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day 8!!! feeling really festive today, i'm sitting in a coffee shop writing this which is fun!!
barnes and nobles!! omg that's so cool, i've always always wanted to work in a bookshop, but i think i romanticised it a lot. i'd say you're dead on your feet after your shifts! i find helping customers can either be really sweet or plain nasty... holiday hours are the worst, we're staying open until half ten now, which means i'll get home at 11 :((( it's so late
reading in the car is the best, i used to be able to do it but now i find i get the tiniest bit queasy sometimes but not on buses!! headphones are such a neccessity with my fam, no one really likes my music. that's cool that your dad listens to old music tho, do you like any of it?
i try so hard not to think about the ariana grande concert, it's terrifying so i can definitely see why you'd be anxious. the astroworld thing terrified me, i couldn't sleep after seeing one of the videos (it popped up on my tiktok without a tw and it was horrible). my mam is really hollistic and believes in guardian angels so it's rubbed off on me a bit and i like to trust i'm protected all the time, it's small but it helps. i was looking at olivia rodrigo tickets too!! i really want to bring my younger sister to it, i told her my plan yesterday and she started crying bc she was so happy <333
i think when you like something that much it becomes so personal to talk to someone about it, i think unless they understand it, there's always a fear they'll mock it... i regret letting my family know in some ways but then again, i literally can't not talk about it especially when something big is happening in the fandom!
how did you find school? (high school, i think, i call it secondary school, from like 14-18 ish) i didn't mind it, i liked watching people interact more than getting involved, so i was never faced with the whole weed or alcohol or boys obsession... i always told myself i do it all in college tbh, now i'm in second yr and still haven't "gone mad"
i think that's really lovely tho, it saves you money and makes sure you'll genuinely enjoy the books. yeah sarah j maas is problematic but she's so well known i always use her to get a sense of what ppl read... harry potter aus are supreme, i can't imagine writing one, it would be such an undertaking, also to get the vibes right is sooo hard!
oh ouch, that sounds sore! my mam put me off getting my nose pierced bc she always said it was sorer than giving birth (she's a drama queen!!) but i think they're dead cool! which was sorer septum or normal nose piercing?
i'm so sorry to hear about pepper, losing a pet is horrible. but at least you still have xena to look after! ahaha shitzshu are cute tho!
yeah makeup is hard, i've so much admiration for people who can do it properly! sometimes i'll just curl my eyelashes bc i won't be other to deal with mascara. i love that you cry when you laugh (not in a werid way!!), it shows you're really genuine
i'm the oldest, i've two little sisters who i love. they're acc great tbh, even tho they can drive me mad. you've a sister right?
i have a black toyota yaris, she's small and kinda moody with chaging gears but she's a car so i don't complain, you?
this question<33 i love music sm. the last 3 songs were probably silver by nic nim, sour milk by dylan and you're not harry styles by dylan which is kinda ironic haha what about you?
do you play any instrumments or sing?
are you in college? bc i know you said you're working part time..
have a great day! <3
- your ss <33
firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
welcome to being twenty, hope you enjoy it and hope you have an amazing day.
yeah, it's a lot more work than i thought it'd be but i don't hate it. i like the people i work with (expect one manager) and it's not hard. same, we close at 10, i'll probably leave around 10:30 after cleaning up, then i won't get home til 11 because of the holiday hours.
uh,, some of it. other songs i'm just like 'what is this' lol. it really just depends on the song and how it sounds.
yeah, i can't watch the astroworld videos they make me so sad and it's so horrible to even think about i can't imagine what the families of those people are going through. The date for olivia's concert that is close to me is the around the time i'm supposed to go out of town for a wedding so idk if i'll be able to go :( but if you and your sister get to go i hope you have fun !
high school.. i hated 9th grade (age 13/14) i wore headphones in almost every class, i didn't talk to anyone except for in two of my classes. i hardly went that year to the point that i almost didn't move on to 10th grade. then i went to school for i think the first few weeks for 10th grade then transferred to online school. i did online school for the rest of highschool. I just didn't like being there and i didn't really care for anyone i went to school with, i didn't consider any of them my real friends, just school friends who i never hung out with outside of school soo yeah lol.
also all through out school (even elementary and in college now) i was considered the 'quiet smart' one. though i was only considered smart because i was quiet. i have a hard time talking to new people, so i usually didn't speak unless someone spoke to me first.
harry potter aus are just .. sooo good i can't describe how much i love them for some reason.
so getting the piercings and the healing process i would say the normal nose piercing was sorer. but neither were so bad to the point that i was in extreme pain. there's a sweet spot in your septum, so if the piercer doesn't put the needle in the right spot, then it can definitely hurt really bad but mine was like a tiny pinch and that was it. the normal one hurt more, not sure why probably cause there is more cartilage there. but i love them both.
yeah i really miss her but it's okay i'll always love her. some shitzshus are ugly tho lol.
omg yeah i used to watch makeup tutorials and i could never do what they do. and lol yeah tears just come out like nothing when i laugh its odd but thank you haha
i am the youngest, i have eight, yes eight, sister and no brothers. it's all very confusing lol maybe i'll explain it to you when secret santas are revealed. love all them it was wild growing up with them in a small house but fun too.
i have a silver honda pilot (2008), the one with three rows of seats so she's a bit big but i'm tall so i need a big car. my grandad is a mechanic and owns car shops so he would always give my family cars if he had ones to give. the honda was in a car accident and brought to his shop, he fixed it up and gave it to me. (I googled your car bc i dont know what any car looks like by its name, so tiny lol its cute tho!)
I love dylan, i don't remember how i found her music but i never met anyone else who listens to her so thats cool. last three songs for me were burning bridges by bea miller, wish i never met you by loote, and i miss you, im sorry by gracie abrams.
i dont sing i have a horrible voice lol. i dont play instruments either. i had to play the trumpet in 8th grade but i hardly did it and hardly brought the instrument to school with me.
i am in college. i hate it. school is one of the most hated things in my life. im so behind in work and idk if i'll pass this semester. i can hardly bring myself to care but i also have a fear of failing so.. yeah. your in school right? do you know what you're going for? i don't so thats fun !
hope you have/had an amazing day :)
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"I mean" theres an amused smirk on the wolf's lips as he hears that, "Those were diferent circumstances" he tells the other, still somewhat amused, he didn't remember him as the one starting a fight, unless the perosn was a bully or was other there being an ass to Jesse or one of his other friends, but to be fair it had been a while and Ave's teenager pains were for sure not easy. "Not when you look like that" Avery leans over the other, the same teasing smile on his lips as he pats Jesse's chest, "but,I'll give you a free pass to... Toss me wherever you feel better," he chuckles as he continues to try and keep things light to make it easy on them both. Avery frowns in concern as he watches his friend struggle, most likely in pain, "Do you have any pain medication? The normal off the counter stuff? It probably won't do much but it may numb it down a little" there was nothing wrong with mixing the best if both worlds.
"I know," Ave sighs, "I'm just saying I'm your friend, I'm here to help, and if I get in trouble, I'm calling you to help me, so good luck with that" he jokes, again trying to make it lighter because he knew how Jesse was with the display of affection sometimes. "I--" Avery lets out a laugh, he can't hold it in," Told her you probably had a little crush" he teased, "But no. From what I got, She wants to be your friend" Avery smiles gently.
"Okay," Avery nods as he goes and grabs everything he needed, fresh towels, more water and whatever medical supplies Jesse had in his fridge, the Wolf pauses as second as he looks at the dino band-aids, "Somethings never chage," the Wolf says in a amused tone, as he places everything next to him and sits back down, he starts to clean the wound as gently as he possible can, "Do you want to keep talking? Distract you from the pain?"
"You weren't when we were kids," his lips pursed and head shook. Avery and he, they had taken on a few people back in the day-- granted, it was mostly the kids that started shit with them first, but still... "Don't think I won't find the energy to toss you," Jesse warned, even after he just got done saying he was helpless. They were empty threats. "I'm doing my best but-- no promises," he cringed through another wave of pain and coughed into a furled palm, on the brink of either wishing this infection would just take him out already or begging his friend to drag him to the hospital, bill be damned.
"Man, it's not like I went out there looking for this thing to get me," Jesse claimed. Honestly, the longer Avery was there and bothering him-- helping-- the more coherent and focused the human seemed to be getting. Before, he had been laying in a daze, damn near hallucinating, and now Jesse was firing back quips and moving around more. Just having Avery there as moral support was enough to keep him clued into the physical world. One more reason not to just give up and be damned. "You and Vera been talking about me?" he cringed again, though this time it was about the possibilities of what they could be discussing. "She probably thinks I'm a fool."
Jesse slumped forward, torso stretched over his legs and closed his eyes. "Just-- do whatever you need to do," he begged, his heavy breathing causing that ugly wound on his back to flex with every small movement. "Yeah, actually," Jesse exhaled these words sharply, biting through another round of throbbing pain down the spine, "got some dino bandaids and stuff in the fridge.." Stuff happened to include bigger square bandages and a lot of gauze, with surgical tape, too. Things he may, or may not, have lifted from the pharmacy using his five finger discount, once he had started to take this infection more seriously yet it was too late at that point. Too late to help it by himself, anyway. Jesse hadn't known where else to put it, so he just tossed them in a cooler place because that seemed fine. He used the wet cloth to wipe more sweat from his face.
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Rewatching all the bright places like a tvshow that i don't want to end it's just my life gets repeated that way, im lot even relating to it, It's simply my life, mike i don't have a self im just taking someone's self and put it in my big fat disgusting body, and try to squeez it in me, It's not even about whats good or bad, nice or mean, gentel or vilain , all of that have the same taste It's like eating the same white cooked rice with that bald disgusting taste but in different bowls and pretend to have a different taste, that's what im good at those metaphores of my differents phases (bowls hh) of my life wich btw i hate to call it a life 'cause it doesn't have a feeling (taste) i was telling my family that when i was younger like i don't feel shit but thats got mr into some troubles so i started pretending all the shit around me seriously sometimes i doubt that im sociopath with a bipolar disorder that gets me loosing control of whats gonna happen, it's just soo tiring, idk but fuck, i think i hate myself, or maybe i just hate my existence having that idea of the world is a better place with me not being around was always expanding inside my mind and i found so many paths around it to not get stuck inside it but, those paths get smaller and smaller with the existence of soooo many fucking external obstacles, just having the ability to let all that goes inside my mind and just thinking about it over and over and over is the reason im alive now, cause once i can't handle more i thinks my time will be over on this planet that i want to make great thingd before i leave i want to change the world tell me that im crazy but i fucking believe in that if only i can fight this whole consuming shit inside my head i will achieve those great things that once i was in their paths wich felt great (i have a smile on my face telling that and a small drop of tear coming from the fear of the idea that i won't be around to make it possible) i just hope i don't lose control again and try to kill myself (wich i regret it has failed that fucking time) im so damaged how to built myself again ... almost impossible hh i can break everything within seconds whatever (let's fucking pretend It's just me the fucking happy enjoying positive anf freaking funny ssii zombor that everyone like to be around him he is a caring lovely friend to those people, he is just an easy to like person but never to love cause he is a fat ugly person in the middle of superficiel externals matters looks and bla bla bla or he is a timebomb all that keeps him alone lonely you can't never imagine how good he feels sometimes when he is alone with his ideas that beautiful mind he has that believe in him chaging the world one day ohhh almost orgamsmic experiences but It's been a long time he didn't do that anyway let's watch where all this is gonne go it is funny to me now hhhhhhhhh 2 ways fuck
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and what i mean is: the dream theory it's beautifully written and so so lovely but (and i hope i'm wrong here) i don't think gege's that good of a writer.
and if it's true, he's going to explain all of this in 1 chapter? and then boom. done?
my honest prediction? the trio will go on this new mission and they'll show us how the cycle has been broken and how things have chaged in this new society, they'll have the chance to be children and behave like children and maybe we'll get a gojo's funeral or maybe we won't.
I also don't really see a part 2 coming, a t least not in the next future, mainly bc I think gege wants to write something new.
but again, i hope i'm wrong and the last ch will be so amazing I'll be eating my socks
you know it's bad when 5 days from the last chapter people are hanging on a it's a dream theory. maybe gege's actually done with it and the story was over when yuji defeated sukuna and this is just a sloppy epilogue.
also, i don't know how to tell you that this dream thing doesn't make it better at all
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