#and i thought it'd last forever but they just stopped caring abt me so suddenly
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i've gotta get thru this whole thing of feeling horrible bc i have so very very very little true friendships.. this is not sustainable..why can't i be happy w myself, why can't i be my own friend
#i wish i wasn't so sensitive and just..the way i am#i wish i could appear outwardly the way i feel inside . i wish i looked the way i feel#but i just appear to be so..unappealing in every way#like the combination of my face and height and hair and voice and demeanor is just not doing me favors#and all the people i was closest to a year ago don't even think of me now#and i thought it'd last forever but they just stopped caring abt me so suddenly#and i tried to make everything work w everyone but it's like#i'm cool and all until someone prettier or funnier or less obnoxious comes around#and it's understandable but idk how to become more palatable..idk how to be better#idk how to be prettier or funnier#like i am what i am ! i'm so mediocre and i can't move past it#but worse than that is i can't be content w it#like i'm ok w being a loser if i could just...be happy
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