#and i showed her '''''the shoulder thing''' aka the thing ive begged drs to look at for years and been simply told | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

unironicduncanstan · 3 years

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lmao do any of yall remember those posts i made a long time ago headcanon-ing td characters with ‘fibromyalgia’ as a projection thing bc thats what my diagnosis has been......... after further inspection it seems very likely that i instead have a genetic connective tissue disorder and have been fully subluxing several of my joints for many years anywhere from 20 to 100+ times a day

#im waiting on a referral to see a geneticist but... looks at ehlers danlos syndrome disrespectfully #theres quite a few different kinds and only one of them is diagnosable without any genetic marker and i fit. all the necessary criteria #i could still have a different kind and we'll know after testing but. if nothing else. very likely that one or smth similar #like all the tests theyd have me do in the office and all the quesitosn theyd ask to diagnose me. i pass #with flying colors even #i discovered this after talking to my sisters friend who has this diagnosis for HOURS and just. reeling #and i showed her '''''the shoulder thing''' aka the thing ive begged drs to look at for years and been simply told #'stop doing that' even tho i told them i do it bc im WRITHING IN PAIN AND DISCOMFORT ....#and she said. it looks like im subluxing rly bad and that im probably having that restless feeling bc it needs to be popped back in #like yall if this is subluxing. if im subluxing my shoulders and shoulderblades and thats been the issue the whole time.#bass boosted screaming IVE BEEN DOING THIS C O N S T A N T L Y FO R Y EA RS LIKE DOI EVEN H A V E JOINTS ANYMORE #when i say constantly i dont mean ive been popping them in and out once a week i mean HU N D RE DS OF TIMES AD A Y #LITERALLY! CO SNTANTLY!!! BRO #''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''FIBROMYALGIA'''''''''''''''' IM GONNA START BARKIGN #like literally if Nothign else i almost 100% have some kind of hypermobility spectrum disorder and am still probably #subluxing my shoulders based on so many factors but also just the generalized #'your shoulder is not supposed to bulge out then loudly pop and very violently invert and then pop again when u put it down'#but i thought i just had some really bad like tendon inflamation or some shit bc i kept being told it was #''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''fibromyalgia pain'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''#but no x ray no mri . im so. knife emoji #the hEDS criteria test is point based and i not only have enough but exceed the minimum in almsot every section im going to fuckei535n54n54t #AND ALSO A CO-MORBID THING CALLED MAST CELL ACTIVATION SYNDROME.... ? MY CHRONIC HIVES AND FACIAL FLUSHING #THAT IVE BEEN MISERABLE ABT AND TRYNA GET RID OF FOR YEARS IM GOING TO >>>>>>>>SCREAM<<<<<#like if yall think im overreacting i dont even have the words to express how much of a eureka 'this is the one' moment this was #THIS WAS DAYS AGO MAYBE MORE THAN A WEEK THAT I FOUND OUT ABT ALL THIS IVE JUST BEEN PROCESSING...#HEY @ W/E FUCKIGN TD CHARACTERS I PUT THIS SHIT ON I AM SOFUCKGIN SORYR GOOD LORD

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