#and i really! would have liked to go! i asked questions like 'oh wgat are you going to play' 'oh that sounds like fun!' but no success so | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

freddieandersen · 6 years ago

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hey everyone what's cracking I never learned how to form close personal relationships in real life so instead I overshare to a few online friends, am overly familiar with online acquaintances, and every couple months am hit by crushing loneliness!

#in elementary through high school i only spent time w a friend outside of school if it was a birthday party #in high school i got one (1) friend and started dating her so like still didnt find a close platonic friend #in college i got swamped by severe depression probably resulting from anxious tendencies and undiagnosed adhd/autism idk which still #and i haven't spoken to college friends since graduating #here i am in a new city and my only source for friends is The Internet or my coworkers but they all know each other super well #and one invited the other three to a game night tonight and i was the only other person there #and we were all sitting around a card table #actively playing cards #and i was just. not invited #and i really! would have liked to go! i asked questions like 'oh wgat are you going to play' 'oh that sounds like fun!' but no success so #im persona non grata i guess #maybe bc i don't like to atick around after work for two hours drinking #ill stick around and hang out for like an hour though! i just don't like to drink!#it has been a really rough few days emotionally and i don't think it's gonna get better soon #tree.txt

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