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argoxnautilus · 7 months ago

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it seems that it is time once again for me to have my bimonthly identity crisis about whether or not i experience romantic attraction while also being terrified of what that means for my future relationships. fuck

#argothoughts #mostly it's just like. whether or not i experience romantic attraction? whatever. i might feel it on occasion but i can't shake the feeling #that my definition of romantic attraction seems to be very different from everyone else's so who fucking knows #and i'm scared.#because i know i can fall in love with people. sure. but can i love them in the “normal” way? the expected way? i don't think so!#it is so terrifying to me that not only do i have to deal with the uncertainty of whether or not someone likes me back #but also whether or not they can even understand the way i love them.#i don't want to be a boyfriend (most of the time) but i don't want to be a fwb and i don't wanna be a best friend. i wanna be together #and i know you're thinking “argo have you heard of a qpr” yes! i have! but like. how many people understand that #and i'm so so terrified that i will end up becoming hopelessly in love with someone who doesn't understand #and it's not the same thing! i don't think i can do romantic attraction at least not normally!#i can love you and i do love you but i can't love you the way you want me to!#and idk. i guess i'm just terrified of having to explain that to someone

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