#and i just gotta be like 'no understandable have a nice day' fhilsjfelfkefes | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

nyandereneko · 4 years ago

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Mildly annoying when I sit down to write something and I’ve drafted the scenario out pretty well/detailed it beforehand, so I try to stick to that flow but when I start writing the characters just. “Fuck you.” They usually get angry or sappy and do whatever they want and then the fic takes a turn but I don’t have the conviction or focus to steer it back on track because at that point I’m in the groove...that’s why the characters’ voices got so strong in the first place, and I can’t tell if I’m happy with the end result, but also I can’t see the flow happening any other way after they’ve taken over...because it just felt like it was natural to write it that way...anyway writing can kiss my ass why does it have to be like this fjieslfjelfks

#ck.txt #should delete #will delete #nova and hei be like *do w/e the fuck they want* 'you got something to say abt it??'#and i just gotta be like 'no understandable have a nice day' fhilsjfelfkefes #i mean i like it!! i enjoy writing and i think this fic turned out good #my drabbles have been turning out really nice lately but hilesjflesfsfs #maybe i'm too worried that i'm characterizing him wrong...rip #like i don't wanna make him too talkative...but also in the right circumstances i think he DOES get that way #but like basically...so i'm just gonna spoil everything and vent and then delete this later lol #reveal fic where nova saw hei's face when he was unmasked so he basically kidnapped her on the spot #and took her back to his apartment and tied her up so he could interrogate her/intimidate her and explain things #but he didn't really take any precautions going back to his apartment w/ her and she's also just like 'why tf do you have me tied up'#'like let me go this is stupid why did you even bring me back here' AND I TRIED...I TRIED TO MAKE IT MAKE SENSE #I THINK I MADE IT MAKE SENSE BUT HIELJFELSF EXPLAINING HIS MOTIVES...#like he just panicked basically. that's the bottom line. but thought process wise he didn't want them to talk abt this stuff out in the open #but also he didn't really trust that she wouldn't just sprint the minute he let her go so he tied her up (and ends up letting her go so they #can talk lol...and she doesn't run)#but he's just so NOT in control and like flustered and i feel like that doesn't really fit him...#but also in the right circumstances i think yeah it would?? bcuz he's not perfect and he still fucks things up #anyway idk i'm hoping to post it sometime next week so we'll see if i'm any happier with it by then #if i rework it at all...but i prob won't bcuz again the flow just picked up and i went w/ it so now it's set up that way #plus this fic is like 3k+ and a bitch is NOT abt to rewrite it from the beginning just bcuz i think i made hei too hasty fheiljfse like NO #he can just be ooc and hasty this one time bcuz i fucked up and that's alright it's just one fic anyway hfielshfels

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