#and i feel guilty bc it's my dog and i wasn't there but also pissy because dad fucking fucked up again and it's not my fault | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

verberation · 1 year ago

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i just want a house. that fucking lets me have my dog in it. renting it out to myself and like. two other people. that won't fucking. kick me after a years lease. like. wtf. WTF. can't have shit in this goddamn rental market jesus fucking christ.

#a single goddamn room goes for 300 in this fucking town & they won't let you have dogs either.#like. moved house bc my father needed my room.#ok. fine.#had to leave my dog behind bc new place couldn't let me have him.#yeah. sure. ok.#just feeling salty and sad bc some shit when down with the dog bc of my father and I wasn't there to mitigate it #and now my sister and her husband wont come to my mum's house with their baby bc they don't trust the dog to be kept away #and i feel guilty bc it's my dog and i wasn't there but also pissy because dad fucking fucked up again and it's not my fault #but now my mum's hurt and and i'm like. wtf can I do about this? ya know?#I don't have the job to be able to pay 1000 a week in rent. and the rental situtation is insane. no houses for rent. none. there are 11. 11 #in this whole goddamn town! and like! what the fuck am i supposed to do about it?#dog can't be around other dogs. dog is big. fuck fuck fuck #and i can't RANT to anyone about it ahghhhj #I don't know what the FUCK to DO about it #i love my dog and i don't want to give him up. but i'm geniunely afraid that it might get to that point fuck.#i speak!

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