#and i can't wait to see how 20020 ends up

[hoarding-stories]

I was rereading 17776 since 20020's coming out now and I forgot how deep it gets. Like, here's a passage near the end of it:

"All the buildings were built, all the cars were neatly parked, all the garbage cans were bolted to the sidewalk, by people who were afraid to die. It was the meticulous craftsmanship of terrified people.

We didn't know we'd have each other for good. Back then was real fear. Real worry. The world was all fucked up. I remember feeling so alone. Like I was the only one fighting it.

We were all in it together, though. Every stranger you ever met, they were fighting the very same fight you were. Of course, you didn't talk about it with them, but all of us saw that terror, the terror any mortal person has. That terror wasn't natural. No other creature in the universe woke up every morning knowing it was guaranteed to die one day. Just us. Nobody should have to live with with that. It's too much, it isn't right. No one should ever have to bear it.

But we did. We all stared it down and kept on going. And we did it together, we were all in it together. It felt lonely, but we were never alone.

We all had each other, no matter how often we forgot it. All of us, we always had each other."

How am I supposed to just go on with my day after reading that?!?