#and homeboy didn't even respond to that (even though he's been online since)
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I would like to scream into the void please (thank you)
#I'm extremely busy and don't have time to get back to you soon#AAAAAAAAAHHHH#I've been feeling so anxious lately and one of my presumably good friends hasn't been responding to my text messages for about a week#and that's not necessarily a new thing because he's one of the worst texters I know#but what is new is that he doesn't respond to questions about whether he's going to events we have planned with friends#and whether he's gonna need a place to crash (because he does so a LOT of the times because he lives a bit further away)#and now I'm wondering whether I did anything wrong#or whether I've annoyed him by texting too much#or whether something is wrong on his side#or he just doesn't really see me as a good friend (even though he told me he did before)#but I asked him whether everything was alright#because I couldn't tell whether it was his regular or something else is up#so my anxiety takes that doubt and fucking runs with it#and homeboy didn't even respond to that (even though he's been online since)#and I don't know what to do with this situation#low key considering just giving him a call tomorrow but 1) I hate calling people and 2) what if he was distant because I'm too clingy?#but I'm actually pretty worried#he's been dealing with some mental health stuff for a good while as well and I'm just worried he's isolating himself for the wrong reasons#he was supposed to be at a mutual friend's birthday today but he didn't show up#not sure if he let anyone know anything but he definitely didn't answer my question on whether he needed a place to crash for sure#so I'm just uhhh... very anxious about it all#yelling into the void#personal#vent post
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