#and here's praying beliza get other better deals w/meaningful writing and payoff!!!!

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My lovely BFSN family!! Yesterday was national coffee day so I celebrated with my siblings, and also took a selfie recently because I had a chance to dress up! (the selfie is post-dressing up lmao)

It's been so long! I have a lot of thoughts.

Some of my thoughts are about how absolutely enraged and disgusted I am about what happened to our actors and characters. But, I think most of you have already put those feelings into words, and I don't want to talk about j****.

On the flipside, I have SO many good thoughts about yall and the friends I've made here.

The 100 is the first fandom I really, truly joined in terms of enjoying aspects other than just watching the show. I made lifelong friends, I discovered the most amazing fanfiction (and even wrote some of my own!!), reveled in y'alls stunning artwork and graphics, and got to scream, cry, laugh, and enjoy each rollercoaster season alongside you guys.

@talistheintrovert you're my first true love. without you, I'd be screaming into the void. thank you for welcoming me (maybe yanking me?) into the fandom with such love and enthusiasm. I love you to the moon and back ❤

@goddess-clarke Mags, ily!!! You're hilarious and kind and you have some of the best tags ever on any given post and I simply adore you ❤

@chase-the-windandtouch-the-sky @aainiouu @chants-de-lune @braveprincess @solacelight @fen-ha-fuck-you @clarkgriffon @angelbellamy my beautiful salt babes - you're all such amazing individuals and I've had the time of my life laughing and agonizing with you guys about pretty much everything. Thank yall for loving me in all my weirdness, I love y'all a whole bunch 💕

@towalkinyourlight @meg-the-plangona @nvermindiseeyou @aestheticallykristen @hermionegranger @hugsandbye @johnmurphysass @bellamyblakesass @youve-got-a-big-heart @frecklessbellamy @zavens @introverted-sapiophile @pawprinterfanfic @mommabearclarke @eternal-bellamy-blake @ravensluna @taco-bellamy @widonotts @hostagetakerandhistraitor @bellamys11thfreckle @lameblake @ruggedmurphy @captaindaddykru @goldenheadfreckledheart @dealingdreams @swainlake @underbellamy @commandermadi @shaeheda @choose-wonkru @historyofbellarke @clarkesbells99 @constellationbellamy @shialablunt @thebraveprincesspure @hellyeahbellarkee @queenemori @eclectic-aussie @theatre-steph @broashwhat

My wonderful mutuals!!! You guys have made this experience literally life-changing. I am always in awe of how the internet and the arts can bring people together from all over the world. Thank you for sharing your positivity, your generosity, and your breathtaking creations for all of us to love and appreciate and cry about! I love y'all and I'm here for you ❤

This blog will most likely transition into a Lucifer blog at some point but I'll still be posting about Bellarke here and there! If you want to follow me but don't want any The 100 related items, my sideblog is over at @ eishakadill!

Also, maybe we can keep BFSN as a thing? Change it into weekly/monthly check-ins? If you're interested in that, lmk!!

If this is the last few times I'll see or be hearing from you, I wish you all the best and I pray you find and achiever all that you're looking for 💕🌟