#and he's just think abt smth mundane instead

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ooooo 1 and/or 2 for the writing ask game :] AND!!!! 33!!!!!!! U GOTTA DO 33!!!!

YAYYYY hii <33

>which of your fics would you keep the basic plot of but rewrite completely?

ok this is one is a bit of a deep cut none of my recent pd fics. BUT. it would have to be ten variations on a theme/rainier maria rilke ain't gonna fuck you bro which is. the last thing i got around to posting b4 moving put everything in the blender for years & the only hs fic i ever finished... tiny little 1.5k dirk character study but i love the vibes of it & the strings i managed to pluck & i would loove to fully rewrite it as like, an Actual Thing!!! eventually i'll finish more hs fic... someday.... maybe....

>Anything that you'd like to write but feel like you're unable to?

EVERYTHING <3333 lmao!!! literally no but forreal i thought i would neverrr write fiction for fun ever again i literally just thought getting long covid turned my brain into slurry and that was it!! it's wild being able 2 do this again even if it's nothing big.... anyway i'd love to write something with an Actual Plot, smth multi chaptered & not just me muddling around in emotions and feelings and environments for 5000 words. i think that would just be so fun..... it would be so cool. waow the guy who loves serial fiction thinks it would be fun to do it!!! but i am just. incapable of thinking of actual plot things. every time i try i go okay but what if they just sat around and talked quietly and had weird emotions about it instead of fucking Doing Anything. so. we will see!!!! you. whiskey withpatron. u write chaptered plotted things how do u do it!!!!

>Give your writing a compliment

ur EVIL!!!!!!!! ok ok ok fiiiine. iiii think the way i write trains of thought in my pov characters is fun. ppl r always thinking abt stupid and mundane shit even though the worst horrors & always noticing little details even when we're miserable n that's so fun to write!! my favorite tiny thing in anything ive posted recently is the moment frm my dakota pov where he is still fucked up just woke up into the worst violent flashback is confusing time and place and everything hyperventilating from crying & is currently trying to not freak out badly over wiwi touching him where he's had ivs & injections in the past & there's still a moment where the part of him that's not stopping himself from bolting forever & crying more goes huh.. william smells like smoke :] i wonder if he buys the same brand of cigs as my aunt? <- that's the good shit to me!! <333

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IM SO SORRY FOR NOT CLARIFYING! mhm! I would love to just know your thoughts on it !! It’s been on my mind so much and I love seeing peoples head cannons/thoughts !!

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no worries at all! i figured that’s what you meant but i just wanted to be sure ^_^

perv skz…naturally the first member that comes to mind is jisung 😽 even if he feels a lil guilty abt it hannie cant help but think with his dick instead of his brain sometimes n that results in him doing some things he’s not very proud of. he’s definitely the type to stare very blatantly at any part of your skin that’s exposed especially your chest <3 he doesn’t even mean to but he fully blanks out over smth as subtle as you leaning over in front of him so don’t expect him to process or have any kind of intelligent response to anything you say when he can see even a glimpse of your cleavage, he’s too busy daydreaming abt you petting his head as he sucks on your chest. it’s embarrassing how often he trips/stumbles/runs into things bc he’s so easily distracted and turned on by the most mundane things you do. i also think he’d have a veryyy bad habit of stealing your underwear and using it to get off, esp if you’re apart for long periods of time

i think hyunjin would somehow be even more obvious abt it than jisung, as impossible as that seems. he’s not good at hiding his emotions at all so being sneaky abt his perversions is not his strong suit bc it shows all over his face 🤭 what riles him up pathetically fast is your touch, no matter how innocent. your hand could accidentally brush against his thigh and he’d stay thinking abt it for longer than he probably should, letting his imagination run wild until he gets himself hard and squirming at just the memory of it. when he’s around you and he starts to let his thoughts wander…he’s clinging to you in an instant, pressing his hips against you and whining softly abt how he needs you to take care of him 💓 if he’s feeling desperate enough, he might even act up like that a bit in front of the other boys. also…pictures! not even sexual ones, he has so many pictures of you that were taken innocently in the moment but he’s such a needy little thing that they’re enough for him to jerk off to

minho on the other hand is much better at masking how he feels, it’d be hard to catch him unless he wanted you to (which, knowing lino, he would probably let happen often enough just as an excuse to be punished or create tension hehe) like jisung i can see him being very prone to staring at you, but not necessarily just at your body. more in the sense of observing you w a bit too much intensity and noticing little things you do that drive him crazy for reasons he can’t explain…he’s a bit obsessive. stretching so that your shirt rides up or you let out a soft grunt, tapping your fingers so elegantly he starts imagining them inside of him or roaming all over his body, eating a popsicle or ice cream, crossing your arms in a way that squeezes your chest together, that serious look that forms on your face when you’re concentrating…all seemingly normal behaviors but he cant help the way they get him worked up. lino really likes eye contact so…just lots n lots of staring like he’s fucking you w his eyes and hoping you’ll meet his gaze lmao

as for channie, he’d probably feel the most ashamed abt it out of all the boys but he might still have his moments~ i can’t it out of my mind that he gets insanely turned on by scents (maybe my puppy channie agenda hehe) so his biggest weakness is when you leave your sweaters or hoodies around him. no matter how hard he tries to resist and how guilty he feels abt it, he always ends up burying his face in the garment and feeling his mind go hazy when he takes in your familiar smell. it soothes him and drives him crazy all at once, and when he’s away from you and feeling super desperate, touching himself while surrounded by your sweet, comforting scent is just what he needs to cum embarrassingly fast ♡

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do you think bam or khun would be a better bf to their SO

Well well well anon you really making me compare this perfect ship with each other huh

Jk haha it’s just a tough q for me

(Also I apologize for taking so long to reply ahh)

As always, disclaimer: this is based on my own opinion so you are free to disagree or agree :)

I don’t think either bam or khun would be a better bf to their SO, I think they both have their strengths and weaknesses, like most couples will have.

Think I already mentioned what I think their love languages are already in another post but in case u forgot, I think Bam is quality time (main), words of affirmation and acts of service and khun as acts of service (main), combined with quality time and words of affirmation (yup i thought they’d both have similar things...i’ll explain myself)

Let’s go over them, shall we? (you can skip the love language part and jump to the line for the answer if you’ve already read it in my prev ask post/not interested)

Bam: Quality time because he really values the moments he spent with the friends he made in the tower and he appreciates each and every one of them (well, fuck rachel) but anyway, in my head bam just seems like the kind of person who would love quality time with the people he cares about <3 he’s said countless times how he would rather die than lose those that he cares about, and always rushes to protect everyone, so i think quality time would be his top one, and so as bam’s partner (ahem khun) just spending time with bam would make him happy :) and as for words of affirmation, I feel like bam would appreciate them a lot coming from those he loves (like khun!) if khun was like “I appreciate you” I bet bam would feel all warm and fuzzy inside and then say smth super cheesy back which would get khun to blush lmao; and finally acts of service cause bam kinda shows how he cares through saving everyone (like all the time) and yea Ifeel like he’d appreciate small things his partner does for him

Khun: I would guess that it would be acts of service, combined with quality time and words of affirmation, though I'm a bit iffy on words of affirmation because he does come from a family where he was forced to fight against other kids from his family where manipulation and deceit was probably very present. but I think he would really treasure real, genuine words of affirmation and would secretly like pet names even though he pretends to hate them (ahem only bam can call him those hehe). I think acts of service would still be the most prevalent, because that’s the main way that khun has shown his love/loyalty to bam, through actions that benefit bam etc… so I believe he would appreciate acts of service as well. I also think he would be the type of person to value actions more than words. For quality time, I think he’d enjoy having the attention of his SO and would just appreciate being able to spend time with them, small things like that.

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I wrote this with modern-day implications

Bam:

Strengths: 

always has good intentions

super sweet

learns very quickly what his partner likes/dislikes

loyal to the end

extremely good at cooking

thoughtful but often forgets mundane things sometimes

always makes time for his partner and really values being able to spend time with them

very empathetic

somehow always knows what to do to make his partner happy

has an irresistible radiant smile

often showers his partner with a multitude of compliments

will not hesitate to remind his partner he loves them

appreciates his partner a lot and makes sure they know it

is a very good cuddler

will do anything for his partner

Weaknesses: 

kinda oblivious abt like the most obvious things ngl

loyal to a fault sometimes

can seem clingy but he’s just afraid to lose his partner (one of his biggest  fears is being alone)

might accidentally get his partner jealous bc he’s super nice to everyone

might overburden himself with everyone’s expectations and seem withdrawn and might have some trouble communicating with his partner

cares too much about others and too less about himself, so may frustrate partner by agreeing readily to things instead of expressing his own opinion

has trouble saying no to things he doesn’t want to do when people ask him for favors–leading to decreased quality time with his partner

has a lot of internal conflicts that may hinder his ability to be present with his partner

Khun:

Strengths: 

very thoughtful, super thoughtful, did I mention thoughtful

pretty mature for the most part

has very good life skills and knows how to survive, aka always knows what’s going on and is typically “the responsible” one

does taxes well, manages finances very well

shows his love through actions, whether its getting his partner a little something on the way home, or making sure his partner has the lights turned on when working, or creating an elaborate plan to allow his partner to succeed without burdening his partner

extremely loyal to the right partner

makes excellent coffee

very organized and tidy

knows what he wants and has a lot of ambitions and thus plans for the future well ahead of time with his partner

is always prepared for the worst scenario, has a lot of savings for him and his partner

takes no BS and will not be afraid to provide his partner with honest advice even if it hurts

will do anything for his partner

Weaknesses: 

won’t admit he’s thoughtful/a tsundere (could go in both categories)

kind of uptight sometimes

does not have much patience

always wanting to be in control of a situation may not let him fully be present with his partner at times

not very good at articulating his thoughts/feelings

overthinks a lot and worries too much which may lead to him acting cold to his partner

a workaholic that is not very good at taking care of his health

often pushes his feelings deep down instead of dealing with them properly

doesn’t think he deserves his partner and is really insecure but hides it very well

sometimes too caught up in his own head worrying about the future to be present and there for his partner

puts aside his well being for his partner too much

They both have their own strengths  and weaknesses, but they work through it together with their respective partners who are obviously each other and are a power couple :D (ahem light bearer and wave controller power couple amirite)

Hope that answered your q anon!

Also @cannottranslate here’s the thing I was working on I hope it met ur expectations :’)

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Can you elaborate on "the li's development would be smth ordinary for once"? That sounded pretentious of me sorry lol, but I don't see whats not ordinary about it rn? I want the focus to be on Bilals life but if her mystery sadness is connected to her ex, that works with her being LI (both of them are still inexperienced tbh unless you count 1 short ex = experienced; they'll probs awkwardly explore dating together), and if its her fam, they'll bond over that. What would you consider ordinary? 👀

post-answer addition: this got SO long for absolutely no real reason i'm so sorry smfjdkjdd

oh yeah that's a good question i should've probably phrased it better! by ordinary here i meant that it would've been nice to see smth so common as a first ever relationship (at least for jo) like when they get together that would be the "obstacle" they have to tackle by communicating & exploring their feelings

jo being sad abt her ex or having trouble w family ofc wouldn't be too outlandish or dramatic or anything & u have good points abt it fitting bilal's storyline as well! so that's not out of the ordinary as a concept but i was thinking how they always bring in these Issues & Struggles™️ for the LIs even tho the main character already has plenty to go around n i wish we could have an LI who's actually in a good place bc w a show like skam u only have 10 weeks to go through everything n u can't do time jumps etc so to me personally it's getting a bit tiring to see how these not-main-characters have problems that would be worth exploring in an entire season (tho smth like being upset over an ex ofc wouldn't require 10 weeks to go through) it's not always bad but it's getting repetitive imo

i guess for me it boils down to the fact that we've known jo for 2 seasons now even longer than bilal n even tho we've gotten Some information abt her family & life outside of lamifex there's rly never been much indication of her going through Rough Times. AND that alone ofc isn't bad like ofc the side characters should also have a life n it would be boring if we never knew anything abt their personal struggles just bc they're side characters n for example the ex thing couldn't have come up before s8 anyway but the fact that this mysterious side of jo is brought up Now n never before kinda comes off as them wanting the LI to have development other than the relationship. which obviously is great bc they should be more than just an LI n not just exist there (cough s6 maya cough) but it doesn't seem like this is smth they felt the need to write bc they care abt Jo specifically. it's just that she's the LI n therefore she needs Plot.

n that's kinda what my issue is n what i was thinking w the "ordinary" part like jo never having dated before + bilal apparently being a casanova smfjd it'd be an interesting/easy/naturally written conflict that would develop jo's character (learning to trust, being vulnerable which she almost never is, earnestly talking abt her feelings instead of just making jokes etc) without having to come up w some family drama for no reason. also it would've served as continuity from s7 if they had brought up her inexperience then n it had been "resolved" in s8

but that's rly just my opinion like if there's gonna be smth super dramatic happening in jo's life i'll be annoyed but if it's just her ex or smth minor i'm not gonna claim it's bad writing or anything! i just personally find it irritating that whatever jo's going through is treated as this sort of mystery/smth to anticipate when tbh i couldn't care less no offense to jo at all it's just that we're first watching bilal n his brother become homeless children n suddenly we're like hmm why is jo crying tune in next week to find out skfjslfj so by ordinary i mean that sometimes if the li has go have smth noteworthy going on in their life it'd just be smth they come forth with so we could get to the part where it actually develops the characters. now it's like. even if it IS smth as mundane as her being sad abt her ex they're still turning it into some secret we have to find out along the way which to Me is unnecessary but that's more of a personal stance (also probably isn't As much of an issue for ppl not following in real time)

also yeah u have a good point abt them both being inexperienced they're still teens after all just bc that one girl is pining after bilal doesn't mean he's like actually knowledgeable abt serious dating or anything so it's not like we won't see any normal awkward teenage romance! i just wish that theme could've been more central since so many ppl were happy abt jo representing them as a teenager who doesn't have Any dating experience despite most of her peers being in relationships

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johnny constantinny for the reverse opinions?

Ppl send topics and instead of salt or hot takes, you MUST talk abt smth you like about it. Good excuse to gush abt smth you already love, OR think and find smth positive to say.

Hard mode, “missed potential” is NOT allowed as an answer.

oh this one is easy bc i genuinely do love this disaster man. 

like i just legit am delighted by everything john represents: this blond, canonically handsome, canonically pretty smart, guy who dresses in what reads as a very respectable manner (i mean HE WEARS A TIE. why??? why does he do this????), who ostensibly seems like the epitome of like, English competence (white, male, blond), is actually a complete fucking disaster. 

like he’s lazy, he’s mean, he ruins the lives of his friends and loved ones. he ruins his OWN life with predictable regularity. he starts the beginning of a day wearing a tie and a white shirt and a fancy trenchcoat, and he ends it disheveled and almost certainly covered in ~fluids. whenever he has a moment of normalcy and peace, he freaks out, partly out of boredom, partly out of just inability to process what it is to be normal anymore.

and he’s just so bad at things. whenever he tries to fix a problem he either makes it worse, or manages, at the last minute, to pull off a solution (that inevitably leads to another, worse problem for him, down the line). 

but he’s still just a person. he’s working class, he drinks too much and smokes too much, has PTSD , is always filled with a base level of guilt for what he’s done and fear of what the future holds, but still does stuff like -- go to the movies. goof around with chas. watch star trek and doctor who. read william blake poetry and talk about it with a one night stand. 

he’s supposedly an awful boyfriend but when we see him try -- with Kit, with Dani -- he can be genuinely quite sweet and caring and giving (by which i mean -- oral). he has a strange chivalrous streak -- an impulse to defend women and children -- that he always seems almost embarrassed about, but which shows up as early as when he was a child. 

and he cares about his friends, too. when he does try to fix problems, they’re almost always because a friend needs him to, or asks him to. he’ll grumble about it and try to get out of it (not very hard) but he’ll always try to help the people in his life. 

and i just love how many normie friends John has -- this is partly why i can never get into comics where John’s on a superhero team or w/e, bc to me, John is at his best when he’s floating into the otherwise very mundane, working class, English world he comes from, bantering w his friends who are cabbies or writers for cheap tabloids or unemployed & spending most of their time down at the pub. the contrast of his ~magic and ~spooky shit world with people just living their lives, and the way he’s torn between contempt and jealousy when interacting with them is just -- 😘👌

also love how much of an unreliable narrator he is. just like ‘blah blah blah chas’ marriage and home life suuuuuucks’ when it’s like, yeah that’s literally only when/because you’re around, john. 

and y’know, the canon bisexuality and awful punk band backstory and just fundamental, consistently progressive politics mixed with his cynicism, it’s all just -- good. It’s good stuff, and I like it.

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Hey! Slr! I went out today so I couldn’t write a proper message :p

I also think that with aot u kinda expect everyone to die and you kinda make peace with that fact, but with jjk, even tho u know it’s gonna happen at some point, there’s so much “comedic” relief and lightheartedness and kids being kids and adults FINALLY acting like adults (or adult @nanami) and smth just clicks ig

Ignoring canon for Fanon is my favourite sport. Every piece of writing is so intriguing and detailed and how TF did the fandom manage to find out it was a kfc? People are very dedicated and I love it!

I don’t know much about Fujimoto but I recently came across the chainsaw man series! I��m really curious about it so I might check it out :D tho as of lately I’m feeling kinda eh? So I don’t have the strength for a lot of things but when I get a bit better I’ll read it! Do tell me more about Fujimoto if you wish! He sounds interesting by how u describe him 😅 and I totally agree with the sentiment towards gege. It’s really interesting the way he presents himself as well imo, the anonymity I mean.

YES THATS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL ABT IT!!! I feel like it was too rushed and at some point I kinda lost interest bc of the direction the story took, I felt a bit cheated. Eren is another tragedy that makes me want to cry whenever I compare him at the beginning of the show and at the end TT

YOUR NICKNAMES FOR NANAMI AND MEGUMI ARE MAKING ME SOB 😭 What is it with nanami spoilers?? Why do they chase people?? The ages in jjk are freaking weird bc at first I genuinely thought he was in his mid 40s bc of his character design and the maturity and the voice and turns out he is younger than Gojo?? Sorry?? AND HES IN HIS 20s??? Why do I use the word “and” so often??

I think reading the manga first is better than watching the anime in this case? Bc there’s more of it to read than there’s of it to watch?? Or watch the anime and then continue reading the manga instead of waiting! At least that’s that for my impatient ass TT I loved the fact that you read it in a week, the power of JJK. What did you prefer tho! The anime or the manga?? I know they are two different mediums but ya know 🤷‍♀️

Looking at nothing is the best thing ever. It’s specially fun when I’m with other people and i just stare at nothing whenever they say smth/joke. They end up confused bc what r u doing?? Ya know?? 😅

The feeling of being punched in the face bc smth hits too close to home is…weird to describe imo. It can either be a good hit or a bad hit or a weird in between hit and the possibilities are endless really! My cousin was obsessed with Tokyo Revengers and she played me the opening so many times I’m obsessed with it now- I haven’t watched the show/read the manga yet :p

THE AOT NEW OPENING IS SO GOOD I LOVE IT. Metal is not really my style BUT it’s SO fitting! Anime ops are so versatile I could play one at my wedding for my first dance

I have a confession to make as well bc I feel like a poser but most of the characters I talk about are from shows I haven’t watched :,) I just get introduced to a show and then I get too impatient so I search for summaries, theories or spoilers? And then I retain a lot of info about it to the point I can have good/decent discussions with people without consuming the media we are discussing? Is that weird? I hope that doesn’t make my thoughts incoherent or less valid ig?? 🙃 lmfao what is this last paragraph wtf, I just needed to come clean :,)

I hope you have a good one!

-🥳 anon

(reply under the cut cause this one's long lol)

(also aot ending spoilers)

sorry babe my wifi was a bitch so i couldnt reply :p

yeah death has been pretty mundane for aot, though despite that isayama still managed to make it interesting. what's so heart breaking about jjk deaths is that they kinda hit you when you least expect it even tho you expect it, like with nanami you thought he was dead and he came back in horrible shape, only to die peacefully. his death was the ultimate end for him and it kinda fit him, y'know? this probably will happen with yuji too. like, their deaths all have a meaning, just like what geto said during the kfc breakup. man don't even get me started on geto's death...... i just keep being reminded of that since i mostly look at geto/stsg fanarts but i keep forgetting about nanami and feel horrible about it KLMAWKEFNEADF sometimes i visit the jjk wiki site and check his status to remind myself he's gone.......

oh gege is so detailed when it comes to backgrounds it's actually incredible. megumi got knocked out in front of an adidas during shibuya too lol they also calculated gojo's fingers' length (6 inches AHEM), toji's height AND exactly where gojo got sealed. crazy bastards.

i still cannot believe eren is dead. i refuse to believe. hanji is also still alive. sasha too. despite being my fav and my all time absolute daddy, i really wanted levi to die. you know, i had the whole scenario done, so ist es immer would play and he would die smiling, the second time we only ever get to see him smile. cause let's be honest, there is no way he ever lived peacefully after everything. lost his comrades, his best friends and got crippled after the biggest war to mankind, he's living through another one and he can't even fight. no way in hell this man ever found peace. isayama just likes to torture levi

reading jjk's manga first was better imo. the anime is god tier, but the sotryline at first is a solid 7. so speedrunning that and jumping to hidden inventory then shibuya made it an incredible experience. i cannot wait for s2. OH but also reading chapter 0??? i made all of my friends read 0 before 64 so they would have that "wtf my one and only??" moment i didn't have (i read it mid hidden inventory i think?? i was still shocked about the whole getwo convo tho)

i think i didn't enjoy tokyo revengers as much bc of the reasons above. i see people enjoying the manga a lot, i didn't find the anime amusing. i started reading the manga too but couldn't find the time to continue, my friend thinks it's amazing. it was just so... frustrating. nothing made sense, so many plot holes, fast pacing and annoying mc. you can quote me on that

i love metal and the rumbling is incredible. so incredible. the full version of it is just.... tho i still like boku no sensou more 👀

lmaoo literally what happened to me with jjk. my bestie and i even read a nanami fic LKWELFKMWSAEF ofc it was blonde daddy for us at that time but yeah, i totally get that

have a good day/night babe ヾ(＠⌒ー⌒＠)ノ