#and he ate the guacomole

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Sunday, January 6, 2019

post #363

main points:

- wake up late around 12:30pm from last night

- talk with sheena for a bit, then parents

- lunch with sheena from wendy’s, wawa and dunkin + the office

- a bit more research into sigma 17-50mm lens

- looking at a few more places for apartments 

- make guacomole with sheena

- dinner with parents

- birthday cake for sheena

- chilling in sheena’s room watching MVD smash ultimate

- spend time with sheena

today i:

-  woke up late around 12:30pm. i was super tired from last night getting back around 4am. i went to sheena’s room to check in on her and she was crying/feeling sad. i talked to her a bit about how things are going in school and how she’s feeling and asked if she wanted to see a doctor. she said maybe she should

i went downstairs and talked to mom and dad about how she was feeling and they also agreed it might be a good idea to take her to the doctor to see if it’s depression. mom suggested i take sheena out for lunch and i agreed it was a good idea

- went with sheena to wendy’s. she got some nuggets and a jr cheeseburger. i wasn’t feeling wendy’s for brunch so we went to wawa and i got a quesadilla. and then we went to dunkin donuts and i got a rasperry filled donut and sheena got some coffee

- we drove back and got back around 3:15pm. LOOL so late omg. we watched two episodes of the office. one of them was mrs. california and betting on whether jim thought pam’s replacement was attractive

- went back upstairs and saw a new video by tim kellner

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ebU7eLlzs9Q

got inspired to look into sigma 17-50mm lens again to see different people’s attempt to use it for cinematic purposes. also learned a bit more about ND filters. and in the end, didn’t really decide on anything as usual

- around 6pm sheena asked if i wanted to help her make guacomole and i was like sure. so we went downstairs and cut some avocados, tomatoes, onions, jalapenos and cilantro. while we were making it mom and dad had someone come over to take a look at the kitchen and do some planning in terms of what they hope to accomplish during the renovation. and also get a concrete timeline of what they plan to do in the next few weeks

we watched another episode of the office, the pool party at robert california’s house

- then i ate dinner with mom and dad while sheena went upstairs. she didn’t feel hungry (cause we ate at like 3pm). i also just ate a small amount of food. there was more tofu so :P i talked to mom and dad about how sheena was feeling and what we might be able to do

- ate the fruit tart cake for sheena’s birthday from yesterday. we hadn’t eaten it yesterday cause we were all full from dinner but we ate like 3/4′s of it today. sheena showed me ben’s film reel for college apps and we also watched alexandria cortez’s dancing video at BU

- chilled in sheena’s room and helped her with some AP calc homework here and there. she said she still felt mostly confused about when to use the chain rule or not. i was watching some MVD gameplay of the tournament going on in florida. i watched zero vs. newcomers in pools. m2k vs. tachyon and losing. then salem vs hbox. i learned about the “research��� meme from brian. then i wrote up yesterday’s blog post. sheena wrapped up her her homework and then was gonna head to sleep

- took a long shower around 10pm and then went back to my room to chill. watched this dope ass smash recreation of the avatar intro

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wad4_1Mc7sA

- around 11pm sheena came into my room crying and felt sad. we went back to her room and waited for her to calm down/let it out. then we talked a lot about school and why the school system feels a bit pointless. i think it’s especially prominent with technology, like you can google for anything at your fingertips. and, at least in the context of high school, it feels like you can learn everything on your own. why do you need to sit in class for 8 hours a day from some not so great teachers to teach you this information? and also the sense that as a teenager, you start to understand things in life and society yet you still have no full control. for example if you hate your job at some point you can be like, i quit. if you don’t like high school, there’s not really much you can do about it. it led to some good discussions i think

- we woke up mom and dad around 1am after sheena felt better to ask them if they can take her to the doctor tomorrow. sheena felt like maybe she does have some type of depression. mom and dad were pretty supportive and said that they will take her ASAP

- we got some water downstairs and grabbed sheena’s ipad and i made her watch david dobrik’s car chat with brandon LOL. i forgot it was 25 minutes long. i thought there were some good points in the video but most of it was irrelevant. it was mostly the ending bit about how david feels about people who get angry. the way he sees it is that everything’s so pointless, why get so worked up about things all the time? just let things go and enjoy/have a good time while we’re all here

and with that i feel like sheena was pretty sleepy. i was pretty sleepy too LOL

so we went to bed around 1:30am

the end