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bittershins · 1 year ago

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having a bit of a rough evening:

it's been feeling like more and more lately that I'm acting a part around most people I spend time with and I'm just feeling. verytired. Also i have so many hangups like good fucken god.

ANYWAYS farewell transmission is a beautiful song. in case anyone was wondering

#WE'RE A-FUMBLING FOLKS #I may or may not have done something this weekend that was maybe a poor decision #and i cannot tell if that is the case or not and i feel like i can't relax #and i GET why i am the way i am #and for the most part I've managed to unpack a lot of my bullshit #but god sometimes i really wish I could just fall in love like everyone else manages #I'm very much of the philosophy that intent is the basis of different types of relationships #but i just wish I was able to loosen up sometimes #sincerity is scary and all that jazz #i feel like i manage to talk a lot about everything besides the stuff I file away y'know?#and I'm trying to not linger on it because it's not gonna do me ANY good #but i worry that people just see me at a surface level and never feel inclined to want to get to know me further #I'm good with casual friends #deep friendships are where i get tripped up

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