#and every time i've been genuinely *skinny* in my life (as opposed to something more in-between) it's because i'm sick | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

crosswire · 2 months ago

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it's frustrating that i actively want to be putting on some more weight while my chronic illnesses actively seem(???) to be preventing me from doing so (has made me lose lbs in the double digits before but rn just seems to be stagnating it). and then i have people say to me shit like you're so skinny i wish i had your body and i'm like thanks! feel free to also take the diseases that prevent me from absorbing nutrients and instead have me shit them all out like five times a day!!

#one thing that frustrates me about the way body type is talked about now is that it's now assumed to be immutable. which is false #my sister and i have both had vastly fluctuating body types over the years #due to a mix of disease/varying eds/dance/job type/genetic predisposition...the list goes on...#and every time i've been genuinely *skinny* in my life (as opposed to something more in-between) it's because i'm sick #'whats your secret' my organs slowly KILLING THEMSELVES!!! hahahaha!!!!#joey.txt #weight cw

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