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zeraphimtwins · 1 year ago

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I absolutely miss the child-like energy of always being next to someone with curious ambitions and decisive actions. Someone who loves life so much and loves themselves so much; and they go after everything they've always wanted for AND also shares it with me for once.

Someone who actually loves. Someone fearless of dancing this dance -- and to grab it by the horns to pour ourselves into our vessel we made together with NO FEAR, into our future empire together in this lifetime around beautifully.

#personal #why do i have to be the only one that is mentally stable ... on a regular basis 😑#when why the lover ever be loved??#when will the guardian ever be craddled??#i know it's possible but my last two adult relationships ... definitely showed me just how healthy my family and mental space luckily is #it is to no fault of the last two beautifully sweet woman #and don't paint me as just someone sooooOooOooo lucky and that i deserve someone so much better #sigh.... then... let us put effort for YOU together #but no; im always perfect looking when I'm really not -- I'm always gaslighted into that i chose wrong #have i ever truly loved someone and them let me love ??? now that's a good question

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