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immortalsins · 6 months ago

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i've now told my pat (personal academic tutor; supposed to look out for you) twice about how my home environment has impacted different pieces of work i've tried to complete there (an important group project and a whole internship), not asking for help or considerations, just explaining myself when necessary. he's ignored both emails and this faculty is acting surprised at their legal problems surrounding sui/cide prevention

#not like i'm a risk but a) i've stated twice to my pat that a major life event is impacting my studies. the first time in september 2023 #b) i haven't used the attendance app since november (for moral reasons)#and despite its goal of preventing sui/cide nobody has even sent an email to check i'm alive #c) he is so aware of my autism diagnosis that he got me to do unpaid labour because of it (long story)#my housemate regularly complains about her pat digging too hard #like ooooh are you ok... are you stressed... bless #and yeah that must be annoying but mine leaves me on read when i say hey i have major problems with my immediate family #that is having an effect on my work #my grades have visibly dropped and i don't show up to lectures #i have a disability that he exploited for his own gain. is the truth of it kwegvdcsldjhcbvgsj #i sound so dramatic but that's actually what happened there #really need to change to a new one for third year #actually i also need to write an email and ask someone to help me #that's something i really really need to do lmaoo #going to do that now

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