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breadboyayay · 2 years ago

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MADE ME BAWL FOR AN HOUR STRAIGHT. GAHDAMN. 'there are people to love and dishes to do in the meantime.' 'she said i would hold you in my arms and the world would end in love.' 'to look back is to love'. PLSLSLSLS STOP BEING RIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!! PLSLSLSLSLSLSS STFU !!!!!!!!!!!! 😢😢😢😢😢😢👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻‼️‼️‼️‼️😩😩😩😩❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😠😠😠😠😠💔💔💔💔💔😡😡😡😡💔💔💔💔😢😢😢😢❤️❤️❤️❤️✨💫🌟✨💫🌟✨💫‼️‼️‼️‼️ (/POS)

How will the world end?

it’s genuinely not something i think too much about. there are people to love and dishes to do in the meantime.

#MY NOSE IS CLOGGED AS HELL #HEADACHE #EYES SWOLLEN #TISSUES PILED UP #WENT TO DRINK WATER AND REFRESH MYSELF ONLY TO LIE BACK IN BED SND START CRYINF AGAIN #HOW AM I SUPPISED TO SLEEP ITS 9AM #PLS STFU!!!!!!!!!!! LET ME BE MENTALLY ILL AND EMOTIONALLY CONSTIPATED!!!!!!!!! (/j)#shoving vaporub into my nose and forehead #good shit tho...! needed to b reminded #why is sentiency so tiring #why are emotions so potent #what is love supposed to feel like?#is it an emotion or is it a quiet presence #mentally ill!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm gonna start crying again!!!!!!!!!#why is humanity so complex #pls go back to cavemen #goddamn i'm sniffling #my mouth dry as shit from breathing thru it since my nose is clogged #talked to my best friend about love #she loves photography and films and her film camera and i still remember her using one of her films to take a photo of me #i knew what it meant when she chose to preserve a photo of me in her beloved film camera and i didn't know how to act #so i just awkwardly smiled and posed. pretty accurate impression of me anyway #she told me she'd peel oranges for me #and chop apples and lightly spirtz them w lemon juice so that they wouldn't turn brown #and she'd make me soup if i was sick #i buy her food as often as i can which isn't as often as i'd like because i'm still a student and i don't have income yet #i told her id make sure she wouldn't go hungry as best as i could because that's what my dad does for me too #going to her birthday party this saturday!!! i will bring her snacks and matching nail polish and a drawing i made her #she's cackling at me crying rn nvm i hate this mf !!!!!!!!!! love REVOKED back to HATE !!!!!!! /j #post crying headache still clapping cymbals at my head fml

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