#and by that i mean holden's chapters bc i gave up on miller's like after a chapter or two

[rocicrew]

it's absolutely fucked how naomi has a line in lw abt how if alex died if holden would have asked her to fly the ship too (to stop asking her to do stuff beyond her knowledge/abilities) and i know they didn't know obviously but all i could think of was this is the first time i've flown the roci, first time i ever had to