#and anyways there's a reason I've followed my psych to 3 diff clinics she is INCREDIBLE | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

wandersee · 18 days ago

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me all of last week: why tf am i even more exhausted/fatigued than normal all i can do is go to jobs and then go to sleep and i can't even focus on it think about ANYTHING

me yesterday: *realizing I haven't taken my be-less-sleepy med for an entire week* Ahhhh... right...

#ran out on Monday but my psych changed clinics and my appt with her at New clinic want until thurs #i want able to get it until thurs #and then i completely forgot to add it into my daily med thingy until today 🤣#and today I'm just like WOW I'M NOT UNBEARABLY EXHAUSTED!!! I WONDER WHY- oh yeah #TJGFUGFHGHJ #Modafinil you are my hero of they ever try to take you away from me i will fight and i will kill #literally i am unable to do anything but sleep without it like I'm still so tired on it but it's a million times worse w/o it #and i only started it last year so i had to deal with too-sleepy-and-fatigued-to-literally-even-exist disease for god what since 2011 or so #anytime I'd bring it up I'd just be told to have better sleep hygiene or whatever bullshit #like I'm the kid who ALWAYS fell asleep in class and anywhere else THIS ISN'T A ME PROBLEM THIS IS A MY BODY PROBLEM 🙄#and anyways there's a reason I've followed my psych to 3 diff clinics she is INCREDIBLE #she's started me on so many meds that ACTUALLY HELP MY PROBLEMS!!!!#and literally never questions or doubts that the things i tell her i deal with are true it's just 100% belief in me #which is soooooo amazing and refreshing after an eternity of ppl never believing me about medical shit ever #and anyways I'm rambling far too long lol but yeah it's insane the utter life changing differences having good drs and right meds can make #and if i ever lose my night job i won't be able to afford ANY of this shit so... I'm trapped there for all eternity 🤣#it's not a bad job at all it's the whole having to have 2 jobs things that sucks #OKAY ANYWAYS SHOWER TIME BEFORE I RAMBLE INFINITELY MORE LMAO #chatterbox

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