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a-tale-of-legends · 4 months ago

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Ray: I'm.....I'm sorry for hiding for so long. I was just- ( he takes a deep, shaky breath) I was trying so hard you know? To not think about it. B-but Mrs. Burnet is so nice, and she tries so hard to make me feel at home and I just- ( another deep breath. He looks like he's trying to stop himself from crying) It's so weird. So weird she- she's not my mom. A-and I appreciate everything she's doing for me, but she's not my mom. B-because I know I have one! I know she's the reason I'm here but- but every time I try to remember her face I just can't. ( his frown deepens, tears very close to falling) I can't remember my mom, I can't remember remember my home, I can't even hear right anymore. ( he curls up, feeling small. His tears finally start to fall) It's not fair.

#the thing is that type of vulnerability for ray is kinda rare #but it has to happen eventually. i wrote this with him being 11 in mind but honestly i can see it being a little past that. maybe in usum?#but still #i think it takes Ray a while to get to this point. bc he would rather just. not think about it.#not think about how much he misses his mom. how much he can't remember her face. How much he can't remember much of anything from his past #it's only until usum where he is able to get answers and when he does it's just. god.#by that point Ray would be 13 so like he's fucking going through it #to realize your home is destroyed and you still STILL can't get a hold of your mom #bc she's either in space or is dead #and all that's left is the stupid ultra beast that took it all away #i dunno if i ever said this #but Ray does not like ultra beasts all that much. I think a few he actaully ends up befriending but for the most part #they scare him #and above all else he loathes guzzlord with a passion #and for good fucking reason!#anyway yeah. someone give ray a hug #oc: ray lehua

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