#and I'm still too shy about all this to put reblogs on lmao

[machabre]

But Dragunov's hum shifting to low singing while his back is turned, singing with words, while he's distracted and doesn't think anyone can hear. it's rich, smooth, a little chilling even to hear him like that and probably the closest you'll ever hear to talking

[sorryimananti-romantic]

i read your reblog last night right before bed and i really shouldn't have because i couldn't fall asleep because of how damn giddy it had me like skjkdjjd kicking my feet with the biggest dorkiest smile on my face like this is MY WIFE FRFR we're 🤞😤🔐

i can't believe light was inspired by the absolute bread crumbs that i threw into your ask box like i had to go back and read what you could have even taken from that lmao 💀💀 what's crazy is that i remember being 🤏 so close to adding light to my favorite ateez songs (mostly bc of that yunho fancam iykyk) but yes, seonghwa is just soso made for angel fiction, it's woven in his dna.

speaking of light!seonghwa, your explanations do make much more sense now concerning his romance arc and the dynamic with reader. i'm also very prone to bad-boy-blindness so 😔😔 i can fix him frfr (reader is a scientist after all). and omg the sequel ideas, i think it'd be time to bring that betrayal arc to life. reader.. cleans up the angel with dr. choi's help and then he rids of them and all otherworldly messes they left behind once and for all. & goes public about his (and reader's) research under a heroic preface. 😈 and since the angel ended seonghwa's business by then. they can fight it out in heaven or hell, wherever they end up. everyone's happy ever after?

it's like the answer was there all along. if everything/everyone has evil and good inside of them of course there isn't one or the other to find balance with each other. only out-doing each other's evilness/goodness. 😮‍💨

you can use me anytime to yap your brains out. i love love love hearing about the behind the scenes, the process and (original) train of thought and how different our interpretations can turn out to be. i'd read it over and over again, like enrichment that gives the story more life. 🥰

still can't believe light was for me. like. huh? me? 👉👈 i caused this? and you did all the amazing work. 😭 this is one of the sweetest things anyone's ever done and you being so shy to mention it until the very end!! like skjsdfjkn i was already rolling around in bed and you had to put the cherry on top and break me 🫨🫨 is there another step after marriage because?? pls don't say divorce lmao

YOU'RE A GIFT! MOST PRECIOUS! ALL THE LOVE FOR YOU! MWAH MWAH 💖🫦 (tell me these essays we write aren't the modern way of handwritten loveletters)

○ chron 🃏

omgg stop that's exactly what happened with me when i read your reblog I SPENT AN HOUR ON IT A SOLID HOUR i did it for my wife frr 🤞😤🔐 and then i kept thinking about it and ugh readers like you make writing so worth it :'))

omg yes bruh bc i had no idea what to write next, and ever since your dazzling light reblog it got me thinking if i could write more angel fics and then you sent your preferred tropes and genres in the ask and i um cooked sth up with what i had hehe (seonghwa was the member of choice bc i hadn't written him in a while, and the title just fit so well even tho it was mostly unintentional lmao) and omg yes light is such a sweet song and yunho fancam hehe i think i know what you're talking about

bad-boy blindness is so real, me as the writer had it and then i had a few days off from writing in between and that's when clarity hit me-- that seonghwa is supposed to be the villain, the baddest. he gets no redemption, and that is his tragedy. and omg not you going strong with the betrayal arc AHAHAHA i mean... greed is a real thing. reader had it. dr. choi def has it too. he's capable of doing that heuheuheue. i don't think we could ever get a happy ever after in this fic tho 😭 we did it with hala hala we couldn't do the same thing here :')

aw that's literally so sweet of you. i mean it when i say, readers like you are genuinely what makes this site worth it and what makes me want to write and post. and honestly, talking about the process of writing a certain fic or the different interpretations of it etc makes me the happiest! it's my fav thing and i always look forward to talking about it in the reblogs, comments or anywhere (and i'm glad readers are able to pick them details or ask about it-- and you def do every time it's the best thing ever :')) thank you!)

YES. light was for you. i honestly should have tagged you (i'll tag you next time i promise) but i have to credit you for the trigger that brought this fic to life- the dazzling light reblog (which got me thinking about angels) and then the tropes/genres (which got me thinking what if seonghwa angel and angel bad) LMAO yes that was my thought process. and i'm very shy even tho i may not seem like it lmao

OMG did i break you AHAHAHAHA next step after marriage is definitely divorce (i'm about to say sth 18+ i have to stop myself but just read that rolling around in bed putting the cherry on top and breaking you line in a diff context-)

NO YOU ARE THE GIFT YOU ARE SO SOOO PRECIOUS AND THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU LOVE 💖💖 HOPE YOU HAVE A LOVELY WEEK!

[kaledya]

Gosh... I continued writing chapter 4 and something came to my mind, something I completely want to avoid and is a problem.

You know that moment when you just like an OC too much that you give it to much attention?

I'm so worried that I try to make an good introduction and writting on my OC's that I forget working on the other characters.

Anyways, after all that thing I gave to you of Arzel in the previous message (can we call it that?) now I would like to explain about his relationship with the main characters (some of them) specially with Charlie and Constantine.

Let's say that it's complex to explain without spoilers, but in terms of rivalry, Arzel and Constantine are enemies to death.

Vader and Kenobi, Vergil and Dante, Dabi and Todoroki, Venom and Spiderman, a Pitbull named "Princess" that hates babies and a dog named "destroyer" that protects them, Arzel hates him a lot.

But still... I like to add that Arzel as a villain is someone who knows Constantine too much, so in combat, it kinda becomes a "the first one that makes a wrong move is dead" fight.

Also I like to add the struggle of both of them being what we call "A Monster", and also the importance of power is visible, but Arzel is a character far more obsessive with it.

He isn't fully written, but gosh I even imagine him being part of the main cast, same problem as the beginning, I don't want to put my OC's as "The Best and Coolest" but gosh I can't stop selling them as that.

Help my Dr. Kaledya, HELP ME!

Also I 2 things

First: Just so you don't forget: I left the Arzel thing in there, I guess you'll have to search it.

Secondly: Can you recommend my Fanfic? Only if you think it's worth of recommendation.

Have a nice day, afternoon or night!

Lmao! I don't think this is a bad thing, liking OCs is something that makes you happy, I'm so glad to hear that you are happy!

And yes I know that feeling! But don't worry, there is no need, this is your story, it is your right to want to give your OC a nice introduction!!

Yes, I read that message, thank you for Describing it in detail, it is much better in my mind now!!

I really love Arzel and Constantine's relationship and the examples you use for ther relationship are really great!

And lmao ı love that pitbull joke

And yes, it really makes sense because if you know the person you are fighting with, you know what to do.this looks at a mistake in war and this mistake brings the end of that person.

I'm seriously so glad to hear that you love your OC so much.Don't be shy, write it in detail. The more you get to know your character, the more your character develops.So don't hold yourself back, do your best!

Dr.kaledya did not see a problem and recommends you do what you are doing now.

Oh! I thought I suggested it! Of course, I think it's a fanfic worth recommending *runs to reblog*

Have a nice day!

[lalal-99]

hihi, im literally obsessed with your works!! back when i was writing i didn't know of you which upsets me!! ive just binged ur whole masterlist over the weekend omggg. i love fics with a plot and a bit of smut but not solely based on smut! your lix idol series i adored and basically everything else lmao. im too shy to come off anon but im wondering if you could recommend any writers that you like? that have longer pieces with a plot? thank you and enjoy your day!! 💖

Hi!!

First of all, thank you for your ask! I appreciate you taking the time 💕

I've seen you like all of my posts one after another and it put such a smile on my face, knowing exactly where you are in my masterlist. I'm happy you liked my stories ☺️

You can obviously stay on anon, but if you want to you, you can also comment, reblog or keep on sending asks. They literally make my day (and reblogs is how you can help me reach further attention on tumblr) 💕

Here's some of my favourite writers (no particular order)

@cb97percent multiple (amazing, showstopping, breathtaking, genius,...) long stories or shorter pieces that will definitely make you laugh and cry and sometimes both at the same time

@jl-micasea-fics their stories are probably what got me into reading and writing for skz, and their some of the best pieces of art I've read, period. Not even in the realm of fanfiction, but overall.

@fizzydrink698 now, her stories are so good, I can never put them down. I'm still not over the idiots-to-lovers story Competition, I probably think about it three times a day.

@skzdarlings their one-bed-trope series as well as the threesome-series are burnt into a deep part of my brain

and here's some of the other accounts I follow and keep up with @comet-falls @tasteleeknow @seo--changbin @ppiri-bahng @sluttywonwoo @daizymax

Sending all the love 💕

[matchamenace]

I posted 880 times in 2022

That's 880 more posts than 2021!

38 posts created (4%)

842 posts reblogged (96%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@bcyoureallthatmakessense

@dxncingwithastrxnger

@electricwalkman

@theamiableanachronism

@1980s-jean-ralphio

I tagged 648 of my posts in 2022

Only 26% of my posts had no tags

#fave - 71 posts

#fanart - 34 posts

#lovely mutuals - 31 posts

#matchamenace - 29 posts

#halloween - 26 posts

#matcha blogs! - 22 posts

#shane madej - 19 posts

#fall - 18 posts

#spooky season - 18 posts

#matcha asks! - 18 posts

Longest Tag: 138 characters

#everytime i think about him i get the weirdest mixture of joy and sadness and i just wanna curl up in a ball and cry and/or possibly vomit

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Who is your stranger things tumblr bestie :)

Oh man I don't have just one bestie, but the peeps I'm closest to are probably:

@dxncingwithastrxnger

@bcyoureallthatmakessense

@claire-de-lune

@purpleangelsele

Of course there's plenty of other blogs I adore that I just haven't interacted with as much, but perhaps one day that'll change 😌

7 notes - Posted November 26, 2022

#4

Got covid booster #2 this morning. Already starting to feel cruddy. 😭

8 notes - Posted November 14, 2022

#3

MY DARK DASH IS BACK

OH THANK GOD- MINE TOO 😭 I don't know how I ever tolerated light mode in the past ahaksks

8 notes - Posted November 16, 2022

#2

Fuck, Marry, Kill

Hopper

Murray

Steve

🥰😌

OH FUCK WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME CLAIRE??? 🤣🤣🤣🤣

AHSHSJDJDJDK OKAY!! Kill Murray for sure (he's one of my least favorites, sorry not sorry 🙈) Fuck Hopper 😜, Marry Steve 😘

Ok this actually wasn't hard at all lmao. Just very telling... 👀

11 notes - Posted October 25, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Who are some of your favorite Mileven blogs and why? Let’s spread some positivity and smiles on this fine Friday🌻🐛🌼 then tag 3 other blogs to keep the smiles going.

Oh goodness!! Let's see here agsjsksksk

@dxncingwithastrxnger ABSOLUTE KING 👑🔥🔥🔥 Nothing but good vibes and the fluffiest fics and headcanons you'll ever read!! 🙌 They put SO much thought and care into their posts and are just such a pleasure to interact with 😋💕 Honestly my go-to if I'm looking for lighthearted, feel-good content. (ILY ALEX!!!!!!!! 👋)

@purpleangelsele ACTUAL CINNAMON ROLL ✨ (Sweet with a hint of spice 😎👉👉) Probably one of the friendliest people I've met online lol! Doesn't matter what I post, I can always count on Sel to give me some sort of engagement and I fkin love it!! 🤣 As for their content it's mostly fun and cute headcanons, but they definitely don't shy away from the occasional hot take or petty post 😌 Tons of personality. Great sense of humor. LOVE THEM!!! 💜💜💜

@mikes-pineapple-pizza Incredibly articulate and astute observations!! 🙌✨ Has a knack for breaking down a variety of ST topics (including, but not limited to Mileven) in a way that's intelligent, but also very chill and unpretentious. Idk. Their content just really speaks to me and I think they're super cool. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Fr tho, this person could make a podcast just analyzing anything in the show and I would EAT IT UP!!!! 🔥🔥🔥

@claire-de-lune Ah man the duality of Claire.... 🤣🤣🤣 Deliciously petty, but simultaneously has some of the sweetest and unique headcanons to offer! 🥰 A VERY passionate Mileven defender who won't take shit from nobody, but an absolute delight to have on your side 😜💕

@lenorahills @fricchead @rllybritrlly @pumpkingface BITCHIN' ARTISTS!!! Each have such cute and unique illustration styles, and it's ridiculous how excited I get everytime they post new content asksksk 🙈💕 As an artist myself, I could not recommend them more 🙌

Anyway I think I'm gonna end descriptions here, but here's some other Mileven blogs I adore:

@truessences @teafiend @flamingfalcon3 @bcyoureallthatmakessense @pjo-fan17 @elsmike @crisperia @reganx2 @mikewheely

It definitely doesn't end there, but I'm feeling lazy today, so I sincerely apologize to anyone I might've excluded! I still love and appreciate you all!!! 😘

25 notes - Posted October 15, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

[the-bi-fangirl-biatch]

go bestie expose your feelings about the ending😔✌️

before i say anything, these are my OWN opinions! no one take them as me speaking for everyone. you can either respectfully discuss in the reblogs/replies or make your own post if you disagree that much, thank you!!

everything else is under the cut bc oh gosh this is actually pretty long lmao (dw, I have a TL;DR at the end)

let me start with the LOWS of the episode and work my way to a more positive light :)))

first off, we had no resolution to the fob watch/timeless child arc. I can still understand this bit because it's part of the mystery, but it feels like there's so much plot whose ends they still haven't tied together. did she just drop the fob watch containing ALL HER PAST MEMORIES inside the TARDIS and ignore it?? did the doctor really not tell yaz about the memories? did she do that offscreen? like- what? they set up so many plots and didn't even end up continuing them like they deserve

next is how they handled sapphic ships, specifically lesbian ships. I don't know much about the classic companions but from what i've seen, tegan and nyssa are supposed to be together and ace is lesbian-coded, but what we got was retconned tyssa and ace flirting with graham?? and I also disliked how they implied that tegan's life was so dull after being left by the doctor.

they also didnt resolve thasmin at all like?? they gave yaz SO MUCH character development and it looked like her relationship with 13 was gonna have a better resolution because of how they added more of it in EOTD and LOTSD but no?? what happened to "I want to tell you everything" and "if it was gonna be anyone it would've been you"? they just ended it with a nod and walking away silently? now here, I can understand that they both don't want to say goodbye (the doctor bc she hates goodbyes and yaz bc she's holding out hope that they may see each other again) BUT we deserve more than just that. (maybe this is bc I was imagining a killing eve s3 finale-esque goodbye wherein both yaz and the doctor stop in their tracks and turn around for a final goobye kiss, but that's on me lmao)

in addition to that, why is it that the first sapphic doctor is the only one who didn't get a kiss in her entire run, when she had so much chances to kiss yaz? and please don't say "we know it's confirmed to be romantic so we don't need the kiss" bc we have had enough shipping based on subtext and post-show confirmations. i agree that physical touch doesn't define a relationship but can't we have it this once? would it be so hard to give us this on their final day?

finally, imo they hardly gave enough time for jodie to say goodbye to her role properly. it would still have been ok if the episode was only filled to the brim with classic who nostalgia, but then they made her regenerate to 10. instead of giving her (the first female doctor) or ncuti (the first black doctor) the spotlight, they decide to bring back the most popular (and most used) doctor, david tennant. don't get me wrong i LOVE david as a person, but there's a difference between bringing someone back for a cameo and overusing them. with all honesty, I'm tired of him and ten 🤷.

and not only that, they took their most popular (white male cishet) doctor, aka the one that most if not all NMDs compare jodie to, and put him at the end as a cliffhanger? like he was the one they should have been waiting for? they must know that they're diverting people's attention away from appreciating jodie's ending and ncuti's beginning. I keep seeing stuff on twitter like "finally, the good doctor who! they're gonna restore doctor who back to its formal glory! this will prove that the female doctor was a mistake!" which is UTTER BULLSHIT

now here are the HIGHS of the episode because there were a lot of them too:

I LOVED how this episode gave closure to some of the classic companions, aka tegan and ace. I squealed when ace called the doctor "professor" and I'm glad they didn't shy away from showing that a previous companion was (rightfully) upset with the doctor. and all the callbacks! the nitro 9, ace's jacket, and her bat, too. don't even get me STARTED on the "support group for former companions" because that was amazing. IAN WAS THERE?!?!? and it gives such a good open end to them, not only for future projects but also for fanfiction lmao.

the plot of this episode was impressive and fun. its length contributed significantly because it defo wouldn't have worked if it wasn't as long. I really wasnt expecting it to make as much sense as it did because it was a great undertaking, but I'm glad it did. it showed the best parts of chibnall's take on doctor who (utilizing iconic classic who elements well and his own take on history).

THE CHARACTERS!!! gahdamn I loved how they gave the characters their own jobs that only they can handle, like kate and tegan with the cybermen (bc of their history with them), ace with the daleks (same reason, her history) and yaz saving the doctor (bg their PARALLELS here I wanna bawl).

I was also obsessed with the master in this episode!! Sacha played him as such an unhinged little pathetic brat man (affectionate) but he also proved that he was more than capable of delivering powerful scenes. compare the humour of the rasputin dance sequence vs the master so desperately wanting to be the doctor because he feels lonely. he's one of the consistently great things about this episode. i will be hearing RA RA RASPUTIN on repeat in my head for the foreseeable future (as well as thirteen's theme 😭😭😭).

Yaz taking charge!!! my little badass who's grown from being unsure about facing a potential threat in s11 to kicking (the master's) ass, saving ace, flying the tardis like it was nothing, and reversing a regeneration?!?! and not to mention Mandip's acting. she's proven that she has the range of badass action, deep emotion, hilarious comedy, and just raw heart. she's amazing, showstopping, phenomenal. and out of my favourite companions, yaz is the one I connect to the most, both with her struggles (in her mental health, in growing as a person, and in learning she's queer) and her strengths (hopefully her heart, her love for friends, her courage), so to see her grow at the same time as I have is so special to me.

finally, people may disagree with me on this, but I love thirteen's regeneration speech, due to the fact that she did not do it on her own, she didnt just talk to herself on that cliffside (that was just the last bit). most of her speech was to YAZ, her companion, her friend, the one who's supposed to be the viewer's stand-in. her entire message of "goodbyes only hurt because what came before was so special, and it's been so special. no body else got to be us, no body else got to live our days, no body. and my hearts are so full of love for all of you" was not just the doctor to yaz, but jodie and mandip to us. and idc if yall don't like her last words, "Tag, you're it" is SO THIRTEEN and is instantly iconic.

TL;DR I disliked: the abandoned fob watch plot, how they handled sapphic/lesbian characters, the way they hinted at thasmin but never properly resolved them, nostalgia overtaking Jodie's time to say goodbye, and yet another doctor played by david tennant, who I think is overused I LOVED: the closure this gave to tegan and ace, both of them and kate being given unique spotlight, the Former Companion Support Group™️, Sacha Dhawan as the Master, Mandip GIll as Yaz, seeing how much yaz has grown, Jodie Whittaker as The Doctor, aaand 13's regeneration speech (which was directed to yaz and to us, not just to herself)

[twstedtales]

Athy's Year End Appreciation Post!

Hello, everyone! First of all, happy new year to all of you! I know I'm not very much active in Tumblr nowadays because of personal stuff at home but rest assured that I will pick up whatever writing I had left off, haha 😅😂 the previous year I spent with everyone was a total blast! And I love interacting and spending time with everyone else, including my anons (I DIDN'T FORGET YALL I PROMISE, YOU ALL ARE SO SWEET 💖), my moots and my lovely followers. 

I know I'm not the best with interacting and that is on me lol, but I wanted you to know that everything you do in my blog (whether it was liking, reblogging, commenting, asking or whatever!) are always appreciated! Even those who goes to my dms and talk to me (i love it when you talk to me i swear!) were all makes me smol heart goes uwu uwu 😭😂 

individual comments and appreciation utc bc its too long 😭😂💦

For my lovely @chervill whom I really consider as my online best friend and wifey, I can't thank you enough with how much you put up with my shit and clownery 😭 be it on discord or here, rest assured that you are most appreciated to me and all of your support and love! 💞 you were the first one to approach me when i said i needed friends in this community and you were extra special because of that xD and I can still remember the first time we talk LMAO that was so freaking awkward HELP 💀💀 but in all honesty, ilysm friend 💞

For my lovely grandma (/j) @eirasummers I know were both awkward beans but I am always happy whenever we talk💖💖 like, you were so supportive and great person how tf are u real 😭😭😭 you were that one responsible and caring adult that look out for the smol potats and whenever you remind us to take care of ourselves, it always makes my heart warm and fuzzy 😫😭😳 ilysm i hope you continue to prosper more in the future! 💖

For the cute and funny @pancaketachi who always been there to greet me whenever i went to a sudden hiatus, bb you were always loved by us, don't forget! 💖 we always appreciate your support, hornii (ehe), and your art are always great! Don't mind what other people says, but to us, you are a great artist and a friend 💞 ilysm i wished you the best and happy new year ahead!

For the talented and nice @rozengrotto who was the biggest azul kinnie I know, you are most talented and your art always uplift my spirits! 💓 I still haven't talk to you about the date I promise /j but...uh, soon? 😂😭 anyhow, you were always so nice and a pleasant to talk to! I hope we can be more friends (is that even a word?!) in the future and hope you more azul to come ehehe!

For the lovely @anise05 who always rebblogged and support my works omg, I can't put into words how much it warms my heart whenever you appear in my notifs and I always appreciate the asks you sent and it makes me happy and my stay here worthwile 💞 I hope we can talk more in the future 💖

For the talented @missbonekitty andreaaaa i admire your art so please don't stop doing what you love (including torturing ur children?!) please remember that you are always appreciated and loved by many people, presence and all! I hope you a happy year ahead of you <3

For the cute @tisafinedayforsimping the biggest jade simp i know?! I'm entrusting that shady eel to you since he doesnt like me at all 😭 but i know that he was always in the good hands with you ehehehe 💞 ilysm and please continue what you loved to do the most! (aka simping and drawing jade) you were doing great sweetie! 💞💞

For @kirayamidemon kiraaa i love how energetic and hyper you were in discord and you were not the one to shy away in doing what you want and for that, i had admire you and love u 😭💞💞 please dont sat that ur art is not enough, bc i assure you, your art is always god-like! And your support too, we appreciate you keysmashing and all 😌😂💖

For the nicest and lovely @thewitchofbooks nadia chaaaannnn i know im so stupid bc im not that active on our discord anymore 😭😭 but really, i appreciate how understanding you are and tolerating me (???) ilysm and thank you for being there for me and supporting me all the way until now! I don't know whats up anymore but know that I'm always be here for you whenever you need me <3

For the talented @chibichibisha shaaaaa i love all your ocs (esp nahal!!! i havent forgot him aha 😭😂😂) and keep up the great work! We all love you and i hope you the best new year ahead!

For the talented Kokone (HELP I DONT KNOW UR TUMBLR??? 😭😭😭) i know we dont talk much but I always appreciate and admire your art and our little talks in the server 💞 i hope you know you are loved ehehehe.

And for the lovely @hanafubukki i know i haven't replied to your message (im sorry i swear im gonna go online soon! 😭😭) and we just met like...a month ago but know that your posts, tags to me, messages and all are making me happy! You were always so supportive and fun to talk to, so please continue to do what you loved! 💖

For the mature and lovely @bakujho who was prolly the biggest floyd haver i know 🤔🤭 I always enjoyed talking to you (tho i admit im slightly intimidated aksksks) and holy shit yess ofc, your art are always greaaat! I still remember how we bond together with our salt over halloween jade and for me, thats prolly the biggest turn in our relationship(?) hahahahaha it was just so funny how the mfker dodged the two of us yet in the end, we manage to drag him by the ankles at least! ily and i hope you continue what you loved to do the most! 💞💞

For my most talented moots/friends(?) i think @nanamisflowerfield @honeytreydepressopresso @hettyoon @corvus-mellorii @drac0nia @halloweenismyfav (HELP LMK IF I FORGOT SOMEONE I SWEAR I HAVE A SNAIL BRAIN AND DIDNT MEANT TO LEAVE YOU OUT SSHWJWJ) and to all my anons and followers, ILY ALL SM AND DONT FORGOT THAT I ALWAYS APPRECIATE YOU ALL (pls come talk to me if u want hahaha i dont bite really ejshw) AND CARE FOR YOU. ILL ALWAYS BE HERE IF U WANT ANYONE TO LISTEN AND VENT TO HEHEHE.

iLYSM AND I HOPE THIS YEAR WILL BE MORE PROSPEROUS AND HAPPY TO YOU ALL 💞💞💞

the milestone event i talked about a week ago will be posted next week (finally?!)

- Athy <3

[scentedcandlesandcookies]

The great unknown.

This a part two to that fic I recently posted!!

Hope you guys enjoy<3

Here's part one:

Everything felt surreal.

It felt like I've skipped over so much and then reset myself. Sometimes things feel distantly familiar, like the rain. Mud as well. And the taste of metal cutlery. Or metal in general.

This man, uhm Jong Lee? He's reintroducing me to Liu yay, I think that was the name. The salty and humid air made me feel like a pirate captain.

"I like the smell of the harbor."

Jong Lee seemed pleased with what I said.

"You should get used to it then. Are you feeling hungry?"

Food tasted good whenever I was with Jong Lee. And I was a little hungry, so a bite would be nice.

"Yeah, where should we go today, Jong Lee?"

The graceful man faltered a bit at the mention of what I thought was his name. Guess I was wrong afterall.

"We should go to Chihue Rock since Xiangling is cooking. "

"And what about your name?"

"It is Zhongli."

It seemed like Ha Tao knew the scariest places in all of Lee wei! Woo wang Hill was our favorite place to prank passers-by! Their faces were always super funny.

Until Chungyoon thought we were demons.

"Evil be purged!"

The sound of the talisman smacking my head resounded through the woods. My forehead stung.

Faster than an arrow, Chungyoon got in both hands and knees and started apologizing profusely.

"I thought you were a demon! My deepest apologies!"

Ha Tao bursted out laughing at the unusual situation and in turn i began giggling too.

"No problemo Chungyoon! That was actually hilarious!"

Ha Tao stopped laughing and Chungyoon froze up. I forgot their names again, I bet.

"Did I-"

Ha Tao interuppted me with a snort.

"Yep."

"Pfft."

Wait.

Did Chungyoon just LAUGH?

Ha Tao couldn't keep in her snorts and began tearing up from laughing so much. Chungyoon ended up laughing with us.

Keqing and Ganyu invited me to shop today. I was super excited to tell them that my memory is getting better!

We would meet up near Second life. As I headed to them, I went over everything I remember so far.

After I died, I became a zombie. The same thing Qiqi is. I can't remember things well, I've forgotten how to use my weapon and I don't have a vision.

My friends keep in Liyue harbour to keep me safe. I know I can't leave, but I want to learn more of the world I've lived in. Maybe when I'm stronger I can become an adventurer!

As I run through the streets, I can hear my talisman flapping behind my back.

It was gifted to me by creatures called Adepti.

For some reason, one of them I saw when I first woke up looked familiar. A beautiful man with a green tattoo.

Skidding to a halt, I look around. Oh no.

"Uh, hi. Could you give me directions to Second life? I've forgotten the way."

Hello there,

I put a reminder on a page to give you a gift.

Please meet me at Bubu Pharmacy.

From, Qiqi.

This time by asking for directions, I found Bubu Pharmacy sooner than expected. Qiqi and a tall man with green hair were waiting at the top of the stairs. Qiqi held a wrapped box in her hands.

"Hey Qiqi! Hello, uh, sir?"

The man standing next to Qiqi didn't seem like the nicest person. I moved closer to Qiqi and gave her a hug. The man side-eyed me with a relaxed smile on his face.

"I am Dr.Baizhu."

Qiqi gently tugged on my arm to get my attention. She's such a precious child.

"So Qiqi, what did you get me?"

She lightly pushed the box into my hands. Awww she was shy.

"I got one of every specialty in Liyue, so you learn to remember them. Then you can come with me to find herbs again."

I couldn't resist her cute hopeful gaze.

"I'll make sure to look at these everyday so we can look for herbs again. Sound like a plan?"

Qiqi nodded her head.

I was finally allowed to leave Liyue harbour! Zhongli said he wants me to meet someone I knew before I died. He said we'll meet this person at Wangshuu Inn.

The walk to the Inn on top of the huge tree was nice. A clear pathway and on the sides of the road silk flowers had been growing.

Once we got to the inn, took the elevator and greeted the boss lady, Zhongli told me to go up to the highest balcony and wait for me there.

Odd of him, but I trust him nonetheless.

"..."

"!!"

It was him! That guy that was there when I woke up!

"I remember you!"

"You do? Impossible. Zombies forget all about their past lives. Including the people in it."

Well, he was right. Almost.

"But I know what feels familiar. Sir, did I know you from my past life?"

His back faced me the whole time. Once he turned around he looked sad. A type of sadness only readable in someone's eyes.

"You made me like soup. You insisted that I try it."

Soup? Why would I have given an adeptus soup. Can't you get cursed for that?

"What? Why soup?"

He exhaled loudly, like a father would to a child when it didn't understand.

"You didn't want me to go back to eating snow, so you gave me the opposite. Warm soup."

"It sounds like I was a nice person."

"From what I've heard, you still are."

"What's your name?"

"Xiao."

"It suits you."

It felt like it was time for me to leave. Our talk was so short but it felt like it was enough.

"Hey. Wait."

Xiao called me as I began to turn around.

"Yeah?"

"Thank you."

Today I was taking things from my old room. I found my journal from before my death.

Everything I read about myself was untrue. Why did I ever think that I wasn't good enough?

My new life showed me that I should relearn myself. Everything I did was for someone else.

But I have been given a new shot at life. I'm going to help people without self sacrifice.

I'll live how I want to.

Hope you guys enjoyed it. Please like comment and reblog if you had a good read!

Taglist: @mrpenguinpants

Send an ask if you'd like to be added to my (very short) taglist lmao.

[saturnsorbits]

ahhhh Saturn~~ o/ ♥

I have been meaning to send this for so long, but every time I feel horrible about just word vomitting in your ask box, but like. If I don't tell you you will never know, and it's a crime if I don't at least let you have an inkling of just how much I fucking love your stuff. I have been trying to leave comments in the tags when I reblog but I'm terrible at really going at it there. At the end of the day, I'm more of a 'send an ask and bury 'em in nonsense' kinda gal.

Apologies if this is more disjointed than usual, as they have been written at different times and saved for whenever I had the energy and emotional intelligence required to cobble them together into something intelligible (I have given up on that and am settling for having the energy to make them readable enough, enjoy lol).

Study Date - So, after Born to Bail, I knew I wanted more of your Sero. So I saved this one to read when I was in the headspace for some good threesome fun and man, did it deliver. I loved how you set the scene. The easy conversation and banter between the three really conveyed the type of relationship they have, how close they truly are. It all felt so natural and so right, made it easy to imagine being there, talking to them. I laughed at them taking digs at Bakugo and Kirishima, and just as casually moving from there to "let's bang". How easily Sero takes control of the situation and initiates everything is HOT AS FUCK. And Kaminari being all shy and submissive was SO FUCKING GOOD. Kaminari coming too soon? Inside of reader? From being fucked in the ass by Sero? You pulled all the fucking stops, Saturn. And I loved it.

Blue Lines - So, I'm not one for pregnancy fics. So I was gonna skip this one. But it was yours and I saw the first line and was like, "that sounds like Bakugo alright." And like. I'm so glad I did? I loved it. It was so… I don't know how to put it. As someone who doesn't want children, and who has her own history with the whole thing… The way you went about this felt so real, so relatable. I can hear not just Bakugo in your fic, but also a version of myself, and that's a very special feeling. So thank you for this one. Also, love the idea of older Bakugo doing an impression of his mom to mock her lmao.

Hand Prints - I don't know if by the time I send this you will still have this one up or not. But I just want you to know, I read it at the time and I felt it. It made me think and cry, but not in a necessarily bad way, I think. I just wanted you to know that. I didn't reblog it at the time because it felt invasive to do so -- like it was a private thing I was lucky enough to get to read, but I had no right to spread around. I don't know if that was the right thing to do or not, but I wanted you to know.

Bouquet - jsdfkljsklfdjflksdjsfdkljsdklfjfsdkljsdklajflkjfkljsdklfjnlsdff. SATURN WHAT. THIS. I FUCKING LOVED THIS. Like. The way Bakugo talks to us. So familiar and loving right off the bat. IDK what it is about how you writing, but I can feel his affection-- And now I want to reread it. So I am gonna save the commentary until I am done because I feel like I want to say so much about this and this message is already long enough. (will group it with Union, for the same reasons, which, btw, I ALSO FUCKING LOVED ♥)

Ahhhhhhhh. I'm sorry this is so long. /)_(\ Once again, Saturn, thank you so much for writing such wonderful stories and sharing them with us. ♥

Hope you have a lovely day and rest of the week~

Tiph, I have been staring at this since I noticed it this morning bc honestly, this has made my entire month. I really can’t thank you enough 💕

I adore that you like my Sero. Honestly, he’s one of my favourite people to write and I love that he’s kind of taken on his own persona through everything I write for him now!

I’m not one for pregnancy fics either! I’m very ‘breed no baby’, but I also have some very complicated feelings that I feel Bakugo would share? Which is how Blue Lines came about. I’m glad it resonated with you though! That fic seemed to resonate with a lot of people and it was really nice to see that there are lot of us who relate to this kind of liminal grey-space when it comes to that kind of stuff… Also: Bakugo’s Mitsuki impression is flawless. Mitsuki hates it. He does it at family functions when she’s pissing him off, bc it makes him less likely to shout. Kirishima can do the impression too (but it’s cute when he does it according to Mitsuki - much to Bakugo’s annoyance).

Hand Prints. Yeah - that was a very raw piece. Honestly, just knowing you read it and felt it means more than anything 💕 Makes me feel less alone. If that makes a lick of sense? Either way, thank you.

Ah! Bouquet - I had so much fun writing the dynamic for that. I also think it’s the most British I’ve ever written Bakugo, but I don’t think it comes off too strong 🤣 I usually throw the poor guy into so much angst, it was nice to just write a really big fluff piece for him, the man deserves it!

This really did make my day. Honestly, I can not thank you enough. Not only for sharing in my writing, but for leaving messages like this. You’re an absolute gem - words don’t do justice to how much this means to me 🥰

I hope you have the best day ever! And that Bakugo gives you all of the smooches bc you deserve them! 💕

[rpbetter]

You make some really good posts!! Can I ask something about DNIs? I know it's not directly RP-related, but I have trouble as an RPer with how many DNIs, with urls, there are now. I try not to interact with muns who have them, I block them, because it feels manipulative? But I'm also tempted to block people who follow those muns, because they probably think their DNIs are okay to have, so they're still "bad", just not as bad? Do you think that's overkill, am I shooting myself in the foot?

Oh, thank you! I'm very happy you've enjoyed them!

And, of course, ask anything at all!

I think, ultimately, the answer to whether that's overkill is entirely dependent on what your experience is and if you're happy with it. I don't think it is overkill at all, but if you feel like it is costing you too many mutuals, it might be overkill for you.

I'm a pretty insular RPer, I like a handful of close writing partners that I write a lot of threads with, so, having something like, under ten writing partners is great for me while it's miserable for other muns. I can go wild on blocking and not have it negatively impact my enjoyment, but I know that's not the case for everyone!

And I do, actually, I do go pretty wild with the blocking when it comes to things like DNIs. If it comes off as policing to me, not just something like a difference of opinion or a strong opinion on something, I'm going to block. Otherwise, it's just recognizing that this isn't a mun I'm going to work out with, but no hard feelings. With policing though...I don't want that anywhere near me or my mutuals, so, it's going to be a block.

Because they do tend to be in these odd, like, nested situations lol I totally will spend the effort if their DNI is bad enough to look at the muns they interact with and make sure I don't have future contact with them either. The RPC is such a big place, making it easier to forget URLs than to remember them, but it's also a place where we establish circles of contact, making it easier to run into the same group repeatedly. I feel like it's better for my peace of mind to be a little more certain than not at all that this isn't going to happen as easily.

If that DNI etc. has been so awful, I definitely don't require their mutuals professing the same beliefs as loudly as they are. If you interact with someone, maybe you don't know their pet fish's name or the obscure lore in a headcanon they posted five years ago or the rule they updated without telling anyone, but you do know what is on their pinned post or blog description or rules. At some point, we all visit each other's blogs in dash-view if nothing else when we're getting replies or checking for memes they might have posted, going through their tags, whatever. I do not believe that you're mutuals who reblog from each other often, reply frequently to each other, ship each other's muses and so forth, and all this time, you've somehow failed to notice your bestie mun is telling proshippers to die in their DNI lmao

No, you've seen it. And I find it extremely hard to believe, too, that it's never come up in conversation OOC either.

So, this hypothetical mutual is so oblivious to others, completely agrees with the other one's views while not feeling confident enough to share them publicly, or is scared enough of the other one that they won't disagree...and no matter which/which combination that might be, they're not a mutual I want.

Especially when it comes to a DNI with someone's URL in it. Hard pass on anyone who is okay with that!

If I visited a writing partner's blog, let's say this person is also my closest friend, I value them and the threads I have with them so much, and I saw that in their DNI they had dropped someone's URL? We would have to talk. I'd have to bring it up because it's the right thing to do (and would also be highly out of character for any of my friends, thus very concerning). There would have to be a question posed about what happened here, why did you feel like this was a good choice, and do you think it's increasing or lessening the problem to have that there?

Honestly, sometimes people do get so upset about something that has happened that their worst impulses are let loose freely. When you ask someone you have an established relationship with about that, unless you're being really hateful about it right off, it can help them settle down, take a step back, and see that this is maybe not the right action to take. To me, silence says you're okay with it.

When muns started putting more elaborate DNI's in, that alone rubbed me the wrong way because I genuinely do not think that the majority of that information is at all necessary. It's something I can see and fully understand minors doing, not because they're terrible or anything but because the impulses and rationale are just different. You're very much geared to be as loud as possible about things that are important to you, making them a part of you in a huge way, as a teenager. Shit just is unreasonably intense! But as an adult, I expect that behavior to be different. You don't actually need to say on your RP blog's DNI that "transphobes WILL be blocked!!!"

Well, yes, I should hope so lol we're a community filled with muns who are trans, I'd certainly hope you were not cool with that kind of thing. It's one of those assumptive states, it goes without saying because, in a group of legitimate adults, it literally doesn't have to be said that a trans mun in a group of trans muns in a RPC filled with trans muns would be intolerant of transphobic assholes.

And, no one likes a damn transphobe, it's not like this stunning, fresh information, here. Not making such a statement does not, in fact, act as a welcome.

Saying that, and I do not mean literally just that, it's just an example of the type of things found in a common DNI, is a little immature for me. Some of those things are, in addition to being purely self-validating: playing into the fear created by policing, virtue signaling, policing, or baiting. And all of them are pointless. Telling someone who would already be bigoted toward you and others to not interact if they somehow miraculously ID as whatever label that takes for them to not interact with your posts is waving a metaphoric red flag in front of a bull. Kind of like tagging a post as either "antis don't interact" or "proshippers don't interact." Actual quickest and most assured way to get that interaction!

I totally understand the age thing, it's self-protecting. Most people do respect it, but when they don't, you've clearly stated that this is not for whatever age group. Things pertaining to your writing and/or muse I also understand and think are great for a quick glance before someone even gets to the rules. Having in a DNI something like "muns who are easily triggered by gore" when you write a horror muse, for instance. You're advising them that this isn't a great idea for them, and it shouldn't be expected that you change your muse and topics because they decided to follow anyway.

But it became excessive very quickly, and there is the expectation that blogs have a DNI. The further expectation is that there be a specific list of things found in that DNI, if yours does not include it, you obviously don't have a problem with those things. I really cannot be okay with that, you know?

However, when it wasn't being used as a callout or a way to police, that was something that could just be ignored. Once URLs of other RPers started to appear, it was a whole other problem.

It used to be the pervading rule of the RPC that it is not alright to force other muns to chose between you and another mun that you had an issue with, but now we have DNIs with other muns' URLs in them. Now, it's the opposite take - if you have an issue with a URL being dropped in a DNI, or if you continue to interact with the mun, you're likely to get a callout or be on the receiving end of other bullying.

So, I very much think the self-insulating thing to do is to avoid those mutuals as well as the RPer with the URL-laden DNI. They could just block you, but is someone who was so juvenile as to put another mun's URL in their damn DNI going to be mature enough to do that? Will their friends once they complain about you? For me, it's too high of a risk of being around muns I wish would take a very long break from RP and only come back once they've grown up some.

I would never advise anyone to do something that is erring on the side of getting them into harassment water unnecessarily (as in, not something that pertains to digging in your heels and writing what you want or not tolerating bullying where you see it happening), and I feel like not doing what you are is that. However, I also am a firm believer in agency, even to make mistakes.

So, if you genuinely feel like blocking mutuals of someone with a URL-dropped/callout/other highly offensive and bullying thing in their DNI is costing you so many chances to RP that you're no longer enjoying yourself here? You might want to consider adjusting how widely you are blocking.

If that's the case, try going for mutuals who are what I call Casual Mutuals and leaving them open. Those are mutuals that the mun doesn't write with often or at all, they're technically mutuals because they both follow each other, but that's it. There might be some liking of posts or even comments or non-committal, OOC style memes sent in by Casual Mutuals, but that interaction is sparse and, yep, casual. These mutuals might legitimately be unaware of the mun's hateful, bullying bullshit in the DNI, or they are actually afraid to unfollow/block them at this point, so their option feels like staying around as quietly as possible.

With that last deal...you could even be doing someone a favor, Anon. When I've encountered that situation before, it's come about because the other person's Casual Mutual is painfully anxious, shy, and a previous victim of bullying. They feel isolated, they don't have many or any writing partners, and they really, truly, are terrified to distance themselves in a way that might be noticed. It's a type of toxic interaction that rarely gets mentioned in PSAs, presumably because it is so low on the actual interaction scale.

Giving them someone else in their corner, especially if that other mun is more open about their intolerant stance on bullying, can go a long way toward giving someone else confidence. I've had other people's Casual Mutuals become my Casual Mutuals and wouldn't you know it? After a while, they get braver. They see my friends and mutuals doing our thing without any of the bullying going on, they see us supporting anti-policing and not tolerating bullying, and they get brave enough to unfollow the hateful mun. It feels nice to even inadvertently help someone, and over the years, some of those Casual Mutuals have become great writing partners, too. People I would have missed if I had made the choice to block them by the association of a hateful mun they were trapped in the orbit of.

Just try to exercise caution! You seem like a reasonable person who doesn't mind truly thinking on things or doing the work required to be cautious. Assume the close mutuals are a problem, too, and block away. Build a wall with some razor wire on it with those blocks! Don't assume the low-interaction, very casual mutuals are, though. Check out their blogs for signs of agreement with Hateful Mun, and if they don't have any, give them a shot as far as just leaving them unblocked goes.

I also have to say, here at the end, that it's extremely nice to see that people out there are doing this. Honestly would have thought I'd be the last person to encourage a ton of blocking, but that's the environment of the RPC now, and it's really the only way we can deal with this issue. You can't reason with these people, you can't stop them, you can only stay away from them for your own good and send a message that this isn't benefiting them. Not everyone agrees with them, they're not going to keep having people left open for their attacks or their RP entertainment. And if enough people are just walling them off, that is a message they'll have to receive because RP runs on interaction with others.

They might think they want every "nasty ass" xyz Problematic RPer to block them, not interact, or vanish from their view of the RPC, but I don't think they realize what that really looks like. What it looks like is a huge percentage of the RPC missing, including people they didn't realize were "problematic." We tend to be quieter, wanting to stay in our own lanes and actually enjoy the hobby and each other. That's why they have to resort to shit like making everyone pre-guilty, or setting up traps to catch people out on being "gross."

So, I genuinely do not think they're prepared for the rude awakening of silence that would happen if we all actually vanished, but I am dying to see it lol and do sometimes have to wonder if the complaints about the RPC being dead/dying/empty, not in a fandom but overall, are coming from the purity police some of the time. It's quite active over on the Leave Folks Alone Over Fiction side of life :D

[janiedean]

Hi so I'd like to put it out there that: you are my legit tumblr crush, partly because you're beautiful but first and foremost because you're so smart and I relate SO FUCKING MUCH to a lot of the stuff you say. Not going into details but I too had issues with being told I was ugly/overweight all my life (counseling and therapy and other things helped but I'm still fucked up over it so I GET IT). I am only a causal asoiaf reader, I haven't even read all the books yet but everything you say 1/2

2/2 about Brienne is so spot on, I actually bought asos bc of your blog and LOVED it so thank you for ithat. Ah, also I have sent you other anons in the past because, guess what, I am very shy (I WONDER WHY) but I like you a lot and I want to express my appreciation and if someone thinks you should turn anon off bc otherwise you're 'asking for harassment' is a dick and they should ask themselves why they are so ready to victimblame. 'fanculo gli haters, you're great

lkgjkdlsjg awww thank you ;___; *dies* and HAHAHAHAHAHA HEY WELL good to have given you good relatable characters advice ;) ;) no but like.. that’s... why I have issues with the brienne is boring I skipped her chapters point, like okay fine but at least read them so you get something about that specific experience? sigh. anyway fgljkdsjl you’re entirely too nice to me and pls I’m not shutting anon off because of some idiots like I GET why some people would wanna be on anon *rolls eyes* and EEEEEHHHHHHH I KNOW hey I asked for it who cares amrite? I just hope they’re not the kind of people reblogging metoo posts the rest of the time because then lmao the hypocrisy -__- and good luck!! we can get over it 100% ;_;

[rivangel]

i had to cut back on reblogs bc otherwise this post would be insanely long, sorry!!😭😭 thank you for @jayteacups for tagging me!!! I LOVE THIS

Your anime self ship person:

Levi Ackerman (who is surprised? no one.)

your ship name:

idk bro i have a couple pseudonyms😭 Rosevi maybe, or (Lev)i like the old name for this blog lmao

what do you call each other:

Levi just refers to me by any variation of my name, and he calls me sweetheart (😭🥰✋) or ‘my love’. perhaps he’s more fanon to me, but that’s okay❤️

meanwhile, catch me calling him every pet name under the sun bro figkgkf like as his contact, i have him as ‘angelboy☕️’ lol. i love to fluster him, so think along the lines of my sweet boy and honey-pie. in the beginning i’m muuuchhh too shy to call Levi anything beyond ‘Vi or Lev’, until i’m actually calling him the love of my life (as a joke..unless)

who confessed first:

not me. it’s toxic of me but if someone wants me they’ll come to me💀 this is my creed. naturally we danced around the affections for months. maybe years😐

it doesn’t even matter tho. when Levi reached his breaking point and bluntly showed up to my door with flowers (which he was choking the life out of from nerves), saying, “It’s been a long time coming, hasn’t it?” I did actually blanch and go speechless for several seconds😭✋ my first instinct was to ask if he meant me as if he didn’t intentionally show up to where i live, by myself??

literal millions of butterflies in my whole body. obviously i invited him for the best evening of romantics of his life and cherished the flowers within an inch of their lives 🙏 that is, i put literal sweat and tears into making the evening perfect and going all-out bc ofc i crushed on Levi since forever😭

who kissed who:

i kissed him; there was literally no other way it could go knowing me and my up-frontness and Levi and his shyness (if you could call it that).

am spontaneous. i wanted to wait for a special time, because i am dramatic like that, but i got too eager ldkgkgk. Levi made me bust out laughing at a dry comment that wasn’t even meant to be funny and it was like the straw that broke the camel’s back.

naturally Levi has a knack of guessing what I’m thinking. things grew quiet, i asked if i could kiss him, and the rest is history.

how long have you been together:

our bond transcends this lifetime We’re coming up on 7 years! helluva long time to be with someone, but eventually your life with someone stretches on for so long that you simply can’t imagine any time before, coasting along without them.

are you affectionate:

in the beginning?? no, it’s just not how i am fogkgkt. At that point, Levi and I were very similar in that way—not being very touchy, especially in public.

when i became comfortable enough, i completely 180’d. It confused the hell out of him at first, but Levi was def reassured by me coming out of my shell a lot more. Being close to him is simply my bread and butter.

living together/married:

Living together? After 7 years, naturally. Marriage? Neither of us find it that integral to consummate our relationship in the eyes of anyone but each other, so no hdfhi - though, we had a little private ceremony and i wear a silver band on my ring finger, so i suppose we might as well be married haha. To us both, it was about how deeply meaningful a 'wedding' meant more than the value ppl general place in making it official.

kids:

Levi and I are both still relatively young, and kids are an enormous commitment! Both of us have doubts about how good of parents we would be as well (naturally) so we're still playing with the idea. I think I'd really like to, though.

what your friend group looks like:

On the weekends (when Hange isn't hosting their true crime podcast with Zeke) me, Erwin and Levi literally go golfing - Levi introduced me to everyone. i'm friends with most of the veterans, like Nanaba - except Miche is a bit of a gym rat and i don't fw that fjfnijdn. make that double for Annie and Pock, but whenever I go to see Levi at work, I often run into Pieck bc she's a barista for the coffee shop just down the block.

fbhjrf idk i have a pretty close circle of friends. at my university, I have quite a few classes with Armin because we have a similar degree, so I see Eren and Mikasa pretty often. Jean and Sasha know where to get a good plug so they're good for hangouts too.

how you each get along with your friends:

Erwin and Hange are my closest friends, which makes Levi happy because he's known them for literal years. Me and Erwin actually have a reading thing going where we each read a book and tell each other our thoughts on it - Levi got in on this when i started reading much more in the evenings rfnirjgnj.

Hange is chaos but they're a lot of fun, they like to bring everyone hiking. This includes Zeke (and by extension his brother. plus Mikasa. and Armin) so these are always super fun. Levi has something against Zeke but he's happy as long as I'm there rifjifjrhg

night in or night out:

absolutely night-in. i have a very small social battery (as does Levi) so most of our date nights are spent sharing a glass of wine on the back porch or baking brownies before settling on the sofa to watch a movie (we take turns picking every week hehe). it's absolutely the thing i look forward to most at the end of a long week bc we have each other totally to ourselves.

your favorite date day/night:

reading together on lazy, saturday morning afternoons.

we take turns picking the book - which we always finish together. Levi always and without fail insists we finish the ones we start, even if they’re boring/bad😭😭 but he makes them so fun i’m happy to do it tbh

taggin - @peace-for-levi | @leviswhorewifex | @notbrookie + absolutely anyone who wants to [i can’t remember who’s been tagged already, srry lol]

Self Ship tag game!! Hope you guys wanna do this :) Also I want to do this haha

Your anime self ship person: Levi

Your ship name: Leviza (lmao just came up with that)

What do you call each other: Levi likes my name best, love if he’s feeling cuddly, angel when he’s reminding me how much I mean to him, brat if I’m annoying him. I use his name out in public, call him sweetheart when by ourselves, captain to mess with him, handsome if he’s feeling down on himself.

Who confessed first: Levi did, totally by accident. It started with a simple “I like you” one day when we were hanging out together, and with stuttering and blushing cheeks he tried to revise it when he thought maybe I didn’t feel the same. Turned into “I think you’re beautiful. What I mean is…!” So I helped him out and told him his blush is the cutest thing I’ve ever seen, and he stood there stunned going “what’s that mean?” **rolls eyes** “I like you too, Cap!” Have to spell it out for him!

Who kissed who: I did. Took a couple weeks. We were literally talking about it and he said he’s never really been sure when physical affection is okay, and said I’d have to help him, when it was okay with me, of course. So I showed him that it was more than okay. He liked that.

How long you have been together: 3 years now. Friends first for a time before, got to know each other and ‘dated’ for a couple months before he brought up making it official. He’s always nervous about doing things too early. Sometimes it drives me mad but I want him to be okay initiating things.

Are you affectionate: Hand holding in public is usually it. By ourselves this man is the biggest cuddle bug, don’t let him fool you. Literally will whine if I get up to be productive, and then dare turn me down if I seek him out when he’s busy. But he really likes kisses, so guess who always wins :) Lazy mornings in bed and couch cuddles are our favs.

Living together/married: Living together almost a year. Thrown out ideas of marriage, like what we would want or where we’d honeymoon. It’s fun to talk about. Sometimes if I stay up late with him he’ll actually sneak in a random question like “what kind of flowers would you like?” He might be saving my answers. Starting to wonder if he should plan a proposal or just up and ask :)

Kids: Right now we are cat parents. Aren’t opposed to kids. Adoption is something we both think about, but can’t figure out how to bring up to each other yet. But it’s close to both of our hearts considering how Levi grew up.

What your friend group looks like: Levi introduced me to Miche, Hange and Erwin. Jean, Connie and Sasha are my main crew, even if they knew Levi first.

How you each get along with your friends: I get along with his friends great, and they are now my friends. We all have game nights together and Levi rolls his eyes when we come up with stupid answers and laugh sometimes, but we catch him smiling too. I call Hange just to talk sometimes. Levi…tolerates my friends. He doesn’t mind Jean by himself since he can act mature, but add Connie and Sasha to the mix and he’s out. At least, tries to be! But if one of us is feeling down we’re usually at our house for late night snacks and movies. Levi can’t avoid it.

Night in or night out: We like staying in way more. Either ordering takeout or helping each other in the kitchen. A quiet evening in, in comfy clothes please.

Your favorite date day/night: My cheesy answer is anytime we’re together is my favorite, even just grocery shopping :D Though once in a while we dress up fancy and take in a theater show. Turns out we really like musicals! Who knew?? Also, mystery dinners! You know, where you have to find out who killed who while you eat and the actors put on a show around you. There’s not much interaction involved on our part, so Levi doesn’t mind, and he’s really good at solving the clues and guessing correctly!

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You all probably already know my answers lmao

Friendship questions inspired by this haha

Here’s a copy and paste version

Your anime self ship person:

Your ship name:

What do you call each other:

Who confessed first:

How long you have been together:

Are you affectionate:

Living together/married:

Kids:

What your friend group looks like:

How you each get along with your friends:

Night in or night out:

Your favorite date day/night:

There’s so many questions to ask! We can do another round if you want another time :) 10 to 12 questions good? Weekly maybe?

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You are under no obligation to participate. But if you do I’m tagging you in the next one haha Even if I didn’t tag you, go for it! Just picking ones I thought might want to do it :)