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running-in-the-dark · 7 months ago

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I'm super anxious now. I don't usually get very anxious anymore (thank you, meds 💖) so it feels... weird. I mean, it's nice that it's rarer now, but it feels more distressing than it used to.

I've got an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow, and I'm getting my conch piercing swapped out for a shorter one. that's gonna be stressful 🙃

#like. it was just a constant thing before #I was anxious all the time about (literally) everything #now it's like... I'm still more nervous than most people I guess #but it's so mild that I don't notice it constantly anymore #so when it does happen - usually before a scary appointment (or two...) - it feels sooo much worse #but I guess that's a good problem to have overall #since it means it's gotten better overall and that makes me really happy #and I know I'll feel alright once it's over tomorrow evening #and I'll get bubble tea after the piercing appointment so I've got that to look forward to #PLUS now I've got meds to help with this specific anxiety when it gets too bad too. so I'll get through the piercing appointment without #having a panic attack or anything like that #personal #I think I should clarify tough. I do definitely still get anxious about lots of silly little things all the time. but my base level is #way lower now and in general it's tolerable now

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