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kennyomegasweave · 3 months ago

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Reese watching the concert really got me right in my heart. Obviously the show has dealt with Neil's grief more because he's one of two main characters, but Reese lost Matt too and then had to spend all these years desperately holding a shattered Neil together.

So for him to see Neil finally performing again? I just felt a lot for him in that moment.

This show is fucking nailing grief in a way I haven't seen since Make Our Days Count and I'm so glad to have it.

#first note of love #last month I finally accepted that someone I loved very much is gone #and he's been gone for a very long time #and I really just couldn't accept it which lead to a shitton of behaviors and actions that weren't good #because I wasn't processing my grief but it was still there it just came out in so many self destructive ways #but I think I'm finally accepting it with a lot of support from one of the best people I know #who told me I can love someone and still have them be dead #so Neil's journey has just hit for me in a way I really can't explain that well #but I'm just so grateful for this show #make our days count hit for me because I wasn't ready to move on even after years #and now that I finally am ready this show came to me and it's just #it's so good #Taiwan really did it again #regular Clyde

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