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Dude socks was so domestic and cute and comforting I might cry!! Can I request a sirius black imagine where the reader is like a confident and fun/sarcastic person that is friends with the marauders and has a playful flirty relationship with sirius. They both like each other but the reader is kind of scared of commitment so they always take a step back whenever sirius takes a step forward and sirius finally corners them about it and finds out its readers insecurities and all ends well? Thanks!

She's not afraid [S.B]

Sirius Black x Reader

Word counts: 4.8k

A/N: This was a very entertaining request and it took a while because every day I feel like I'm going to pass out from nausea haha. But writing is super relaxing for me.

I was hoping it would be shorter and now I feel like something was missing, but I hope you like it. Especially you, nonny!

And thanks for your nice comment, I'm glad you liked "socks"

(The title refers to the song of one direction because it reminded me a lot of its lyrics)

"If you had to choose between a chocolate-flavored shit and a shit-flavored chocolate, what would you choose?" he murmured, his voice echoing through the room.

You and your friends were in the common room in the so-called “study group” that Remus had insisted on creating for the Defense Against the Dark Arts class and ended up with topics from the other subjects. It was true that everyone fulfilled the boy's whims, because none had the heart to say no to something (which he often took advantage of) and now every afternoon you met to read some documents, comment on your doubts and practice spells and even potions.

But if anyone couldn't take things seriously, he was Sirius.

The only thing that kept it there was his love for Moony and also the opportunity to watch you study for a full hour. Or watch you do anything, to be honest.

Everyone frowned at Sirius' question, not understanding the nature of it. James, who was the only one who could listen to him, was busy analyzing a herbology book in detail. And by analyzing I mean sleeping on top of it.

“The chocolate-flavored shit, of course. What good would it do you to have chocolate if it tastes awful?" you answered seriously. Suddenly all eyes in the room were on you and most of them seemed half disgusted half confused. "What? Sirius asked" you said shrugging your shoulders and pointing at him with an open palm. The young man grinned widely and you returned the same smile, both of you holding back the urge to laugh.

"I can always trust you, pretty," he said happily. "And now that I think about it, you're very far from me, don't you think? Let me get closer” he murmured determinedly, getting up from his seat with a book in hand and all the intention of placing himself in the same armchair as you. But halfway there an arm stopped him abruptly.

"Go back to your seat," Remus demanded, not looking away from his book. Sirius complained.

"Why?" he said indignantly. You turned your gaze to the notes you were analyzing, but the smile on your mouth didn't fade and Sirius noticed.

“Because having the two of you together is having a time bomb. Go back to your seat,” he murmured just as seriously. Sirius watched him and in the middle of his tantrum he wrinkled his whole face trying to imitate Remus "I can see you Sirius"

"Since you've been a prefect, you have become unbearable," he muttered.

"What did you say?"

"Nothing," he replied like a little boy, dropping on the couch and taking the book from him again in the middle of a snort. You watched him with amusement and he stared back at you, so you mouthed ‘Better luck next time as he looked back at his notes. You felt Sirius's gaze, it was not something easy to ignore, but you tried not to stop yourself from the spirit from passing all the subjects that had suddenly invaded you.

When you couldn't take it anymore you looked up and again mouthed ‘What?’ Trying not to get caught by Remus. Sirius sneakily pointed to a scroll and his quill and you knew what it was all about.

Turns out that Sirius was extremely smart when he put his mind to it and he himself had enchanted a couple of scrolls that only you and he knew about. When you wrote in one, it was reflected in the other and when you finished whatever you were writing this was erased. At first you had not believed him because doing that involved very advanced magic and Sirius was not the archetype of an exemplary student to do that. But once you tried them you realized that you had indeed underestimated the boy and the curiosity to know the most intelligent and creative part of him invaded you. I mean, he was when it came to the pranks but you never imagined a Sirius smart underneath the idler you knew.

Y/N, can I ask you a very personal question? he wrote it. You tried not to sound too concerned and replied:

You can do it, but I can decide not to answer it. It turned out that Sirius was really weird lately and you were worried about what he might say, but usually it was pure nonsense.

The scroll went blank and you waited a few seconds for Sirius's pretty handwriting to appear. You tried not to look at him too much because you knew beforehand that he would get a scolding from Mr. Lupin.

Are you a dementor? he wrote.

You frowned at the words, searching for some logical explanation for his absurd question. Obviously you weren't. Sirius, seeing your confused face, supported a giggle and wrote again.

Because you take my breath away.

You read the words, going over one by one, and couldn't bear the urge to look at Sirius over your glasses with that annoyed look that you liked to fake so he wouldn't notice that you actually liked his scoundrel flirtations.

That was horrible, Sirius.

I made you blush so I don't think it was that bad.

Of course I didn't do that.

Of course you did. He wrote. And you didn't want to look at him because you knew you would just agree with him and blush even more. You look beautiful when you do that, he added. You bit your lip and looked at the parchment for a few seconds just before writing on it.

Stop saying such things to me, Sirius.

What do you say? What do I continue to say to you my best compliments and flattering your qualities? Perfect.

You stifled a laugh and shook it softly, keeping that smile that Sirius loved to observe.

You considered him a wonderful, handsome and kind boy, who was always looking for a way to make you laugh. The spark between you was something that everyone could perceive, including yourself.

I need to study, Sirius. Goodbye. You wrote and that ended your little talk.

For the rest of the hour all your attention was focused on the topics you were studying: Aconite (also known as monkshood or wolfsbane) a mundane plant with magical properties. The name had seemed funny to you and Remus had assured that it had nothing to do with werewolves.

Herbology was a very simple class for you, especially with the help that sometimes the best student in the class gave you: Frank Longbottom.

"Well, the hour is up, do you want to discuss any of the issues or...?" he was interrupted by Sirius abruptly closing the book and who with a wave of his wand put away all his notes "Everyone except Sirius, would you like to discuss something?" he asked, rolling his eyes at the brunette's innocent smile.

You all denied and Lupin ended the meeting. Everyone scattered in different directions, including James who seemed to have magically awakened as soon as the hour was up, but you stayed in the sitting room with your feet tucked up on the red velvet chair.

"What happens?" Sirius asked from behind, not noticing your presence. He jumped onto the couch and flopped into it.

"Nothing, do I need to go where everyone goes all the time?" you asked raising an eyebrow. The boy smiled and shook his head as he leaned on one of his hands, closing the distance between you. "Weren't you the one who was dying to get out of here?"

"Correction: I wanted the session to end, at no time did I speak about the company" he replied and you smiled "Speaking of which, I was thinking..."

"You think?"

“When I want to do it, yes,” he said amused “But let me talk and then you make fun of me. I was thinking that this weekend we are going to Hogsmeade and I was wondering if you wanted to go somewhere "

"Sure!" You answered animatedly and his eyes lit up "Will the others go too?" You continued, but the boy was suddenly disappointed.

"Hmm, I was thinking of something... different."

"Different?"

“Yeah, something like… you know, you and me. Alone”

And with that, you were paralyzed in your place.

You'd been alone with him countless times, just like that time, but it was one thing to chat in his common room or in class and quite another to ask you out at Hogsmeade.

"Oh, sure. Something like… a walk or shopping for chocolate frogs at Honeydukes, right?" you said quickly, trying not to show your nerves.

"Hmm, I could think of something else like Madam Puddifoot's Tea Shop," he said with a smile. You gulped and watched him with concern. That place was usually full of cheesy couples. "Even though I have all those pink things, I could take them if I'm with you..."

"No," you said abruptly. Sirius was silent and you watched his smile diminish considerably. “I mean, no… I don't wish we were alone. We are always accompanied by the group, why not do it now?” you asked with an awkward smile. The boy was close to you and apparently he did not expect that answer, as his face reflected it quite well. But you were too busy with nerves eating your stomach to notice.

"Uh... yeah, I guess I'll tell them then" he exclaimed softly.

"Yes! It will be more fun and we can go for butterbeer if you want. And I could buy you those sweets that you like, what do you say? " you asked trying to sound a little more animated. Sirius was good at pretending and his disappointed look on his was replaced by a smile in an instant.

"Yes, that would be fine" he replied. His hand traveled to your cheek and he ran over it gently, resting at the base of your jaw for a moment. His hands were callused and very large compared to yours "Then we will go with everyone, as always" he sighed. His hand went up a bit and you felt him tug at your earlobe.

"Hey!" you screamed trying to reach for her head to hit her. Sirius dodged it quite skillfully and it made you laugh.

"I think I'll go to my room. See you tomorrow?" he murmured with a tight-lipped smile as he rose from the couch.

"Sure, see you tomorrow" you replied in the same way, watching him walk towards the exit. You released your contained breath and let your head fall against the back of the chair, processing what had just happened.

You were very sure of what Sirius had tried to do and you didn’t understand the reason for your reaction. I mean, you had completely paralyzed shortly after blatantly flirting with the boy. You had had many dates in your life, why would this be any different?

You looked down the hall where Sirius had gone and remembered his disappointed fase. Should you go look for him?

No, maybe it was best to just let it go and gradually he would forget about it. Yes, that would be the best.

You looked at the seat where he had previously been and you also touched your cheek, hoping you could relive the touch that he had given you. For a few seconds you felt guilty that you responded so rudely to his request, but then you simply shook your head to drive those thoughts away.

"I should be sleeping" you thought aloud. You weren't even sleepy and it wasn't even too late, but you imagined it would be easier to lie down on the bed and not think about it anymore.

You took your things in silence and climbed the stone stairs, leaving behind that memory that you hoped would soon be forgotten.

It had been a few days since that incident and luckily things hadn't changed at all between you and Sirius. He really seemed to have forgotten what happened, so the weekend trip to Hogsmeade unfolded in the most normal way in the world.

Sirius was still flirtatious as ever, teasing you and taking every opportunity to be close to you. You liked his company, he made you feel quite calm and you always had something to talk about. If it wasn't this, it was that, and when you weren't talking you were laughing.

"How could you not fall asleep in Slughorn's class?" James asked. His head hung from the ledge where he was lying and played with his glasses. "The only thing that could distract me was Snivellus's voice."

"Don't call him that," Lily said in a stern voice and you snorted.

“Why do you defend him so much? " you asked wrinkling your nose. Lily looked at you just as seriously.

"Because he’s my friend and he does not deserve to be mistreated like that"

"Mistreat?" you asked incredulously “Have you heard him mocking us along with his entourage of snooty Slytherins? Who you should take care of should be that Lucius and Regulus" you said rolling your eyes "No offense, Sirius" you added. The boy was leaning against the wall with his tie unbuttoned resting on his shoulders.

"It's not offensive, it's the truth" he murmured amused, shrugging and giving you a smile.

Lily didn't say anything else, but she seemed annoyed and she didn't speak for the rest of the afternoon. Peter and James started arguing about things you weren't really interested in so you decided to focus on the scribbles you were drawing on a worn parchment.

You felt an extra pressure next to you on the couch and it wasn't even necessary to look to know who he was.

"What are you doing?"

"Nothing" you said simply, keeping your eyes on your scroll.

"Can I talk to you?"

"You are doing it" you replied with a smile. Sirius rolled his eyes and took the quill from your hand, forcing you to look at him.

"Can I talk to you alone?" he asked seriously. Oh no, trouble again...

"Why alone, dear?" you said as a joke. Sirius was too close to you and you tried not to get flustered by it "Is there something you need to say to me that others can't hear?" you asked with a tight-lipped smile, the kind you wear when you're uncomfortable with something.

Sirius cleared his throat and scratched the back of his neck unconsciously. You knew he did that when he was nervous.

"Well... to tell the truth something like that" he murmured with a smile. You felt your heart beat faster "Do you think we can go to my room?" he asked.

"To your room?" you said, your voice an octave higher than normal.

"Yeah, you've been there a thousand times," he laughed.

"Eh, is what you have to tell me very urgent?" you asked. You were a bundle of nerves and you really didn't understand what it was.

"Yeah boo, it's important," he said gently. His hand traveled to yours and took your fingers against his. You turned pale because he didn't say urgent but important.

“So, uh, come on. The faster the better, right?" you expressed nervous. You got up from your place and walked to the bedrooms without looking back. You heard an almost deathly silence in the common room and then laughter, but you didn't have time to look when Sirius was already shoving you from the lower back.

The walk to his room was very silent, the first omen that something bad was about to happen. Once you were in his bedroom he let you in first and closed the door behind you, managing to startle you with the simple sound of the latch.

"Why are you closing the door?" you asked nervously, with the volume of your voice considerably louder. Sirius noticed this and quickly removed the latch he had placed on the door.

"I just didn't want to be bothered, that's all," he said with a frown "You're a bit strange, are you sure you don't mind being here with me?"

"No, no, nothing like that" you rushed to reply, waving your hands in an exaggerated way. Sirius found it cute when you did that "You're the one who's suddenly strange, I'm not"

"Yeah, maybe I've been behaving a little weird lately" he smiled, in that way that reminded you of a child "But I promise you it's for good reason, in fact it's what I want to talk to you about" he started to say.

You panicked, total panic screaming at you to get out of there at all costs. The look Sirius gave you, the nervous posture of him and the way he was smiling at you. You knew what that was.

"McGonagall!" You screamed out of nowhere before he could continue

"Excuse me?"

“I forgot that I have a very important meeting with McGonagall, to see the matter of one of my grades. It is essential that I go today and I forgot, can we have this talk later? " you said clasping your hands in a sign of prayer.

Sirius looked, for the second time, disappointed.

"Sure, school is more important," he replied, trying not to sound affected. You grinned widely and walked in the direction of the exit, eager to leave his room.

"Thank you Sirius, you are an angel"

"I know I look like one, but I'm not quite sure I am," he joked, but his smile was not as bright as before. You laughed in response and stood on the balls of his feet to place a kiss on his cheek.

"See you later, I promise," you murmured hastily, leaving without giving him a chance to say anything else.

"Yes... I can wait" Sirius spoke to himself, with a hurt tone. He released his breath and lay down on his respective bed, staring at the ceiling. He felt something strange in his chest, something that wanted him to cry out.

You walked down the hallways, desperate to get away from the questions he might have asked, and when you were outside your common room you didn't stop. On the contrary, you ran and ran through the corridors hoping that no one would find you.

You didn't stop until you were outside the castle, until you were on the same black lake. And once there, you collapsed to cry.

You entered through the portrait of the fat lady, making sure to remove your shoes first so as not to make noise when entering. It was late and you had spent all day wandering the castle only to never return to your common room, wearing James's cloak so as not to be discovered.

It had been a few other days since you spoke to him and you still didn't feel ready to face him. Especially when, that afternoon, you had come to your room totally agitated and your two companions had bombarded you with questions.

Did he already tell you? they asked. What was he supposed to say? What was that important thing that Sirius was going to do that you had avoided?

The worst thing was that you already knew, that was the reason for your flight. Your mind knew what was going to happen and refused to accept it.

But you had also wanted it, you had been waiting for that question for years and now you were simply hiding from everyone so you wouldn't have to face that change.

"I was wondering where you were," said a voice in the dark, making you jump instead. The fireplace was off and the darkness did not allow you to see well who it was, but it was not necessary because you recognized his words perfectly “Well, I was not wondering where because I have this wonderful map to which we all owe a lot, but I was wondering why” he murmured showing you 'The Marauder's Map'. It was night, you couldn't move anywhere anymore and you knew that sooner or later that moment had to come. Still in the dark you saw the silhouette of him get up from the couch and walk in your direction "Are you avoiding me?"

"Sirius..."

"Of course you're avoiding me," he answered himself. The boy took a step towards you and your reaction was to walk two steps back. Sirius stifled a laugh “That's what I refer. Whenever you seem to move towards me and I get closer, you move further away" he muttered. You thought that maybe he was not only referring to the literal part of the sentence “I don't blame you, but I sincerely wonder why you do it. I am a very curious boy” he expressed somewhat ironic. His words hurt because you knew you couldn't give him an explanation "And you're very smart, I'd say too much, and I'm sure you knew my intentions from the moment I asked to speak to you, right?" he continued. He took another step towards you, you stepped back "Do you not like me? You can say no and I will never blame you, but I would have preferred a no sincere to the uncertainty in which I find myself” he explained. Another step, another step "Won't you say anything?" he asked without losing his temper. You were surprised by how calmly he could react to all situations when you were struggling to stay on your feet.

"Sirius, it's not what it seems" you tried to justify yourself. But the man said nothing, because you knew he wanted a more substantial answer than that. You refused to look at him and felt him take another step in your direction, repeating the previous sequence. But this time you felt your back crash against the stone wall and Sirius's arms at your sides, imprisoning you against it.

You looked at his clothes. He was still wearing his uniform but he looked more scruffy and some items were missing. His shirt had a three-quarter sleeve, thanks to the fact that he had picked it up himself.

"Y/N, please" he spoke in a soft voice "I do not ask you to reciprocate, I only ask you to give me an answer"

"I'm terrified Sirius!" you finally said, in a louder voice "I'm completely scared, what else do you want me to tell you?"

"Are you afraid of me?"

"I'm afraid of how you feel about me" you murmured sincerely. Maybe it was time to be honest with him, because you had no other alternative anyway. He had cornered you to it, literally “It scares me that things will change between us, okay? And I like you too, I like you a lot, but I'm afraid of what might happen next" you whispered without looking at him. The heat that emanated from his body hugged you “I like you to tell me all those compliments, even if I say otherwise. I like when you touch our hands, I like that we escape together from class, that when we walk around the outside of the castle you cut flowers to put in my hair, I like to see you every day and I like the cute nicknames you call me with. I like everything about you, Sirius. And that's why I'm so scared of losing you" you exclaimed with a cracking voice. Sirius kept a pious gaze on you. You could feel a bit of his accelerated breath "I've had a lot of good people in my life who have ended up leaving, I don't want that to happen with you..."

"And how will you know if we don't try, love?" he spoke. His voice came out hoarse and with his hand he gently took you by the chin to force you to see him "You could have told me this before and I would have stopped insisting, or we would have discussed it as we are doing now" you looked at him, eyes clouded with tears restrained, and Sirius smiled at you tenderly "I'm not going to force you to do anything, I never would and I never will. But I would... I would like to have something with you. I really like you and if you don't agree I will respect it, but it would be a dream come true to be able to form a relationship "

"Sirius, I don't know how to do it."

"Me neither!" he said, almost excited and managed to make you smile. He carefully wiped the tears that fell from your cheeks. “We could learn together and I promise you that if it doesn't work, I won't let you. If we are not a good couple then we will be friends again and problem solved. But how about we realize that we are ideal for each other? " he muttered. His thumb left slow and delicate caresses on your face “I don't know how to love either, nobody in my family knows how to do it and that's why I never learned to do it. But… being here at Hogwarts I knew what it was like to have friends, to have friends. I learned that my heart races when I see you and that I also like all those things you do for me. I like you to know what my favorite sweets are and buy them for me, I like it when you detangle my hair, when you force me to study, even if I don't like it, because you care about me. When you know that I am sad and you do everything to cheer me up, even when you call me in horrible ways and make fun of me" he laughed, making you smile too "And if you give me the opportunity I know that I can make you very happy and I would also be very happy to be with you. I planned for many days how to say these words to you, but I think now I speak from the heart when I tell you that I like you like no one else has. I'll take care of you, I promise. And I already told you that if this doesn't work, and you decide that way, we will continue to be friends” he concluded. In his eyes you could see that he was also nervous, that he had the same fear as you but that he was better hiding it "Now, if you want me to list the many advantages that I would have as a boyfriend, then doing it" he continued, with a more naughty tone "Don't pay too much attention to me, but I give some excellent kisses..."

"According to whom?"

"According to me!" he said obvious “If you want to check it I am totally available. I mean, just so you know I'm not a liar," he muttered innocently, making you smile from ear to ear.

"Are you sure about this Sirius?"

"From my kisses? Of course"

"About us, you great idiot," you said rolling your eyes and gently pulling a loose lock of his long hair.

"Ouch! If you are going to insult me and pull my hair like that I would prefer that we were in a more private place, my dear” he murmured flirtatiously, putting one of his hands on your waist and closing the distance between you. You looked away but he forced you to look at him again "Of course I'm sure, only if you're sure too" he replied. You sighed, feeling in your stomach a more pleasant emptiness than the previous ones.

"Then ask me"

"What do you want I ask you?"

"What were you planning to ask for days, silly" you said rolling your eyes. Sirius smirked.

"Can you let me copy your Potions project?" he said pretending to be confused and you tried to free yourself from his grip due to lack of seriousness, but he did not allow it. He took you from behind him, putting his arm around your lower back so that his torsos collided and the space between his faces was minimal. You had to lift your head to watch him, but he also looked down to save you a bit of work. His smile faded, but despite the darkness in his eyes you could glimpse a sample of the love he professed for you "Would you like me to be your boyfriend?" he asked softly.

You would remember that moment all your life, his voice low, his sounding in the middle of the darkness with the question that would start his beautiful love story.

"I wouldn’t like it," you said just as seriously, looking into his eyes with a smile. Your hands went up to the back of his neck and you pulled his face gently to place a kiss on his cheek. He smiled "I would love it"

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princesse-de-ravenclaw · 8 years ago

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Part 5 of “A Muggle?”

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“Moony,” James whispered, giving his friend a nudge. Remus turned his attention away from the two teenagers off in the distance and gave James a questioning look. “Are we gonna do something about those two, or what?” James asked, motioning to Y/N and Sirius, who were laying together under a tree near the black lake. “Have you forgotten what happened last time we tried to meddle in Y/N’s love life?” Remus raised an eyebrow at him. “Well that was because we were trying to mess it up. This time, we’ll be helping them get together. Besides, that bloke didn’t like us. Not only does Padfoot love us, but he’s one of us,” James shrugged. “That brings us to my next point. I love Padfoot as much as you do, but you know how he is with girls. I can’t let him do that to Y/N,” Remus shook his head, turning his attention back to Sirius and Y/N, who was laying with her head on his chest and pointing up at a cloud. “But Moony,” James protested, grabbing his attention once again. “This is different. When was the last time you saw Pads even look at another girl?” James asked him. Remus pondered this for a minute. “I don’t know,” he finally admitted. “It’s been months, Moony,” James told him. “Months.” “I still don’t think it’s a good idea to get involved,” Remus sighed.

Lily and Alice exchanged knowing looks as Sirius continuously grabbed small pieces of food of Y/N’s plate. “Sirius,” Y/N laughed, giving him a light shove. “Knock it off!” “Don’t know what you’re talking about, Love,” Sirius shrugged before grabbing another piece off of her bread. “I mean it!” She laughed, “Eat your own dinner!” “Where’s the fun in that?” He smirked. “Well, you’ll get to eat dinner, and-wait for it, this is the fun part- I’ll get to eat dinner, too!” Y/N feigned excitement. “I think my way is more fun,” Sirius decided, continuing to steal Y/N’s dinner. “You are such a pain, Padfoot,” Y/N rolled her eyes with a sigh, swatting his hand away from her plate.

“Potter,” Lily whispered. James’ head shot up. “Um, yes, Evans?” “Come here,” Lily waved him over, and James practically leaped out of his seat to go sit with her. “What can I help you with?” “I’m not one to meddle, but something has to be done about those two. Honestly,” she said quietly. “I was just telling Moony that earlier!” James agreed, causing Lily to shush him. “Keep your voice down. I know that Sirius is a bit, er, flirty, but I really think that he likes-” “He does. He really does. I can tell,” James cut her off. “Can you make sure before we start trying to get them together?” Lily asked. “I’ll do the same with Y/N.” “We?” James asked, fighting a smile. Lily gave him a light nudge. “We,” she smiled. James felt a surge of confidence run through him. “You know, the guys and Y/N and I, we’re all going to be in our dorm tonight. Just hanging out, we’ll probably have some firewhiskey, if you wanted to join us… and Alice and Marlene, of course,” James added. “I think Marlene has plans with her boyfriend tonight, but I’ll talk to Alice about it,” Lily nodded. James couldn’t stop himself from smiling as he got up and returned to his place next to Sirius.

As the firewhiskey grew warm in the teenagers bellies, they sat around, reminiscing their first kisses. “Who was yours, Lily?” Y/N asked, playing with the sleeve of Sirius’ flannel, their fingers occasionally brushing. “Mine wasn’t anything special, just a boy who lived down the street from me when we were younger,” she shrugged. “Oi! It wasn’t Snivellus, was it?” James cried, earning an angry look from the redhead. “Watch it, Potter,” she warned. James put his hands up in a playful surrender. “Alright, I’m sorry,” he laughed. “Mine was a girl called… Emily, I think,” James announced. “Alice, who was yours?” Lily asked the girl who hadn’t quite come out of her shell, yet. Everyone else had consumed just enough alcohol to be extremely honest, but Alice had chosen to stay sober, so that she could walk Y/N and Lily back to the dorm safely. “Mine was Frank,” Alice blushed, looking at her hands in her lap.

“Where is Frank tonight anyway?” James asked her. “Huddled up in his dorm, working on the charms essay,” Alice sighed. “Wait, what charms essay?” Sirius’ head shot up. “The one due on Monday..” Lily offered. “We have a charms essay due on Monday?” Sirius asked, his eyes going wide. “Padfoot,” Y/N groaned. Sirius knew he was about to get a tipsy-scolding about how he has to do his homework, so he quickly picked up the previous conversation. “Anyways! My first kiss was…” Sirius thought for a minute. “Hmm. It seems I don’t remember who my first kiss was,” he finally admitted. Y/N looked at him incredulously. “You don’t remember your first kiss?” She asked him. Sirius just shrugged. “Guess not. ’S not a big deal. ’S just a kiss.” “It is a big deal! It’s your first kiss! Like, the first one ever!” She exclaimed dramatically, her words slurring a bit as she earned a loud laugh from the Sirius, and agreeing nods from everyone else. “Well if it’s so important, who was yours, baby?” He asked her, an amused smile across his face. He couldn’t help but think she was adorable, getting so worked up over something so small. “Also, think you’ve had enough of this,” he chuckled, slipping the bottle firewhiskey out of her other hand. “My first kiss,” Y/N said, matter-of-factly. “Was Remus.”

Sirius’ eyes shot to Remus, along with everyone else’s. “And I’ll tell you when I’ve had enough of this, thank you,” Y/N leaned over and took the bottle back, easily prying it out of his shocked fingers. “Um, what?” Sirius finally managed. Y/N shrugged and took a sip of firewhiskey. “We were playing truth of dare with some kids from our neighborhood, and they dared us to kiss.” “They all thought we were secretly in love, or something,” Remus added with a chuckle. “Why have none of us ever heard this story before?” James laughed. “We were 12, it wasn’t a big deal,” Remus laughed. “Wait!” Y/N cried. “Where is Wormtail?!” “Had a date or something,” James shrugged. “But we aren’t done discussing this!” He laughed. “So then was Y/N your first kiss, too?” Lily asked Remus. Remus nodded, and James burst out laughing, only Y/N noticing how quiet Sirius had grown. “Pads, you okay there?” She laughed, giving him a gentle nudge. “You-you, and Moony?” He asked, staring straight ahead. “It was just a kiss, Sirius,” she giggled. “I could kiss you right now, doesn’t mean it would mean anything.” Suddenly, the whole room grew quiet. “You don’t think it would mean anything?” Sirius asked her. He knew she was a bit drunk, but it still hurt his feelings a little. “Are you trying to tell me that every person you’ve ever kissed meant something?” She raised an eyebrow at him.

She had a point, even drunk, but Sirius wasn’t quite ready to admit that. “Maybe,” he grumbled. “Well then, we’re going to fix that philosophy right now,” she drunkenly announced, and next thing Sirius knew, Y/N’s mouth was on his. He knew that she had, in fact, had a little too much firewhiskey, and that she probably hadn’t realized what she was doing, but Sirius couldn’t help but enjoy himself. He’d wanted to do this for so long. James, Remus, Lily, and Alice couldn’t do anything but stare in shock as Y/N so carelessly kissed Sirius. Did she really not know how he felt? Were they all actually wrong? Could it be that Y/N truly didn’t have feelings for the boy they were all so sure she had fallen for? No one knew how to react. Y/N, however, became extremely aware of what was happening as soon as her lips touched Sirius’. The shock of her own actions sobered her up quite quickly. The kiss left them both breathless; Sirius leaned his forehead against hers as they pulled away. “See?” Y/N panted. “Just a kiss. Nothing to worry about.” “Yeah,” Sirius breathed. “Nothing at all.” But it sounded more like each of them were trying to convince themselves, rather than the others.

Sirius couldn’t help but chuckle as Y/N groaned as she plopped down next to him at breakfast the next morning. “Feeling alright there, Love?” He asked her with an amused grin. “My head hurts so bad,” Y/N whined, burying her head into her arms on the table. “Had a little too much to drink last night, did we?” He laughed. Y/N only nodded into her arms. “And, who tried to warn you?” He asked, causing her to lift her head and scowl at the smirk on his face. “I don’t need a lecture, okay?” she huffed, putting her head back down. “Also, I vaguely remember kissing you last night. Sorry about that,” she added. “’S okay. I know I’m irresistible,” he smirked. Y/N turned her head to look at him. “Yeah, That’s what it is,” she laughed, shaking her head before burying it in her arms once again. “Babe, do we have plans today?” Sirius asked, giving her a nudge. “I don’t know. I hope not,” she sighed into her arms. “What, are you nervous to hang out with me now?” Sirius quirked an eyebrow. “Oh, absolutely. I just can’t handle how in love with you I am,” Y/N lifted her head to roll her eyes at him. “You said it, not me,” Sirius put his hands up in defense. “But don’t feel bad, everyone is in love with me,” Sirius smirked.

He wasn’t wrong. In the few months that Y/N had been going to Hogwarts, it had become apparent that girls fancied Sirius everywhere he went. She had heard rumors of his reputation- a player, they had all said, but she thought it bizarre, as she hadn’t seen him romantically with anyone all year. Y/N pondered this, and began to wonder if any of the girls that seemed to always find themselves around him were more to him than Y/N knew about. He was her best friend, if he was seeing, or even fooling around with someone, she would know, right? The thought made her stomach churn. “If we don’t have plans, can we make some?” Sirius asked, snapping Y/N out of her thoughts. “I really don’t want to do anything today, Pads,” Y/N slightly whined into her arms. “Then let’s not do anything together,” he suggested. As if on cue, a Ravenclaw who’s name Y/N was unaware of came strolling over and took a seat next to Sirius. “Hey, Sirius,” the girl smiled. Her closeness to him caused a knot in Y/N’s stomach. “Um, I’m not feeling so great. I’m going to head back to my dorm,” Y/N placed her hand on Sirius’ shoulder, avoiding his gaze and gnawing on her bottom lip as she got up. “O-okay?” Sirius nodded, confused by her sudden urge to leave. As she was exiting the great hall, Y/N heard the ravenclaw girl speaking up once again. “I overheard you saying you didn’t have plans today. Thought you might like to hang out again since you’ve been so busy lately. We haven’t spent any time together in ages!” Y/N heard the girl say. She rushed out before she could hear Sirius’s answer.

Y/N went straight to the marauders dorm, looking to find Remus and get some advice. Y/N didn’t know what was going on with her, and Remus always seemed to know what she was feeling before she did. She always thought it was part of the wolf-thing, but it might have just been how close their bond was. Upon finding the room empty, she went ahead to her own dorm. By the time she stepped in the door, Y/N’s head was dizzy and her heart was pounding, and she had a feeling it wasn’t from the slight hangover she was experiencing. With a huff, Y/N threw herself into her bed. “Y/N, are you okay?” Lily’s voice made Y/N jump practically off of the bed. “Merlin, Lily!” She exclaimed, curling back into her blankets. “Sorry… are you okay?” Lily repeated, concern evident in her voice. “Yeah, I just…. yeah,” Y/N sighed. “Do you want to talk about it?” Lily offered, gently sitting at the foot of Y/N’s bed. “Not really. I don’t even know what’s going on,” Y/N admitted. “Okay… I’m going to the library, come get me if you need anything, okay?” Lily gave Y/N’s leg a gentle pat, and when Y/N nodded, Lily stood up and left the room, leaving Y/N alone.

Meanwhile, Remus entered the common room, and was surprised to find Sirius sitting alone in a chair, absentmindedly fiddling with the pages of Y/N’s favorite book. “Pads, where’s Y/N?” Remus asked as he approached his friend. “Her room, I think. She wasn’t feeling well at breakfast, and then she just got up and left… didn’t want to make plans for today or anything…” Remus could tell that Sirius seemed distracted, but he had to talk to him before any of this went any further. “Mate, can I talk to you about something?” “Uh, yeah. ‘Course,” Sirius stood up and followed Remus to their dorm. “Sirius, what exactly is going on with you and Y/N?” Remus asked, not bothering to beat around the bush. “Um, nothing… I mean, I really, really like her, Moony, but she’s your best friend and I wouldn’t put you in that kind of position. And especially now… you guys have a history.. and I couldn’t-” “We do not have a history,” Remus chuckled. “We kissed one time when we were twelve because some bloke that lived down the street dared us to, and Y/N was too competitive to pass.” “So you never had, feelings, for her?” Sirius asked him. “Of course not. Y/N is my best friend!” Remus laughed. “But I don’t want to talk about me and Y/N. I want to talk about you and Y/N.” “Well, what about me and Y/N?” Sirius flopped into his bed. Remus gave him a look.

“I think I love her, Moony. I really do,” Sirius sighed. “At first, you know, she caught my eye because she was pretty, and then she started hanging around us and she seemed so unaffected by me, and I’ll admit that I liked her because of the challenge,” Sirius told him. “But then,” he continued, “She started to spend time with us, or me, to be exact, and she was so understanding, and kind, and I mean, she’s special, Moony, you know that,” Sirius sighed. “I don’t know what happened to me, but I know that I love her.” The room was silent for a moment as Remus tried to decide what to say. “But it doesn’t matter,” Sirius shook his head. “She doesn’t feel the same way, Moony. I thought she did, for a little while. But she doesn’t. I think maybe she was unsure, and when she kissed me last night, she made up her mind. She was acting strange today, and she didn’t even want to hang out with me…” Sirius trailed off. “She drank quite a bit last night. She’s probably just not feeling well. She feels the same way about you, Pads. It’s obvious,” Remus shook his head. “I don’t know, Moony. I know what she’s like when she’s sick and when she’s hungover, but this is something totally different. It’s like she was being distant,” Sirius sighed, lunging forward and burying his face into his pillow. “I’ve got to go to the library for a bit, but if I see her, I’ll talk to her,” Remus told Sirius, leaving the room before Sirius could reply.

“Remus!” Lily whisper-shouted as Remus entered the room. “Hello, Lily?” Remus made his way over to her, confused. “Have you talked to Y/N today?” Lily asked him. “I haven’t today, why?” Remus replied, beginning to grow concerned. “Something’s wrong with her,” Lily started. “Are you sure she isn’t just hung over?” Remus raised an eyebrow. “No, this is completely different. Something is wrong, wrong. I don’t know what it is, because she didn’t want to talk about it, but she’s definitely not okay,” Lily told him. Remus didn’t need to hear anything else to stand up and start heading out of the library. His concern only grew as minutes passed as he quickly made his way back to the common room, and then up to the girls dorms.

“Y/N, Love? Are you still here?” He asked as he knocked on the door. “Yeah. I’m here,” he heard her call from inside. “Come on in, Rem.” He immediately entered her room and took a seat next to her on her bed. “What’s going on, sweetheart? ’S wrong?” He asked, giving her a gentle nudge. “Nothing,” Y/N shook her head. “Everything,” she admitted before Remus could reply. “I don’t know,” she finally sighed. Remus gave her a questioning look. “Everything just feels… wrong, Remus. I don’t know what happened. I felt weird when I woke up, I mean, aside from being hungover-weird. And then I went to breakfast with Sirius, and everything felt more wrong,” Y/N told him. “He told me you didn’t want to hang out with him today,” Remus shrugged. “I mean, I told him I didn’t feel good. But then some Ravenclaw girl came over and made plans with him, so it really doesn’t matter,” Y/N muttered. Remus noticed a slight bitterness in her voice. “Y/N, could all of this have anything to do with Sirius?” Remus asked her. “What would it have to do with Sirius?” Y/N asked, incredulous. “Well, there is the fact that you kissed him last night-” “I was drunk, Remus,” Y/N rolled her eyes. “Yet you still feel so unsure of things now that you’re sober,” Remus raised an eyebrow. “And now it’s bothering you that another girl is interested in him,” Remus added gently. “I didn’t say she was interested in him. I said she asked him to hang out,” Y/N corrected, earning a look from Remus.

“So what if she’s interested in him? Everyone is interested in Sirius,” Y/N shrugged. Remus continued to look at her sympathetically. “I’m not jealous, Remus! I can hang out with Sirius any time I want to. If he wants to go out with girls that throw themselves at him, that’s fine,” Y/N huffed. “You sound like you don’t approve of him dating,” Remus bit his bottom lip. “And none of you approved of me dating, is that supposed to mean that you were all jealous of the guys I tried to date?” Y/N raised an eyebrow. “We’re you’re best friends, and we know what boys are like. We just wanted to look out for you, mostly,” Remus told her. “And I just want to look out for Sirius,” Y/N said stubbornly. “I said mostly,” Remus said softly. Y/N shook her head. “No. No! Remus, Sirius is my best friend and only my best friend. It’s not like that,” she protested. Remus raised an eyebrow, but Y/N misunderstood. “I mean, obviously you’re my best friend, but Sirius is also my best friend. It’s just… different,” Y/N defended. “Different?” Remus asked her, waiting for the gears in her head to start working. “Yeah. Like, I love the guys, but I’ve known you longer and we’re closer, so obviously I love you a little bit more than James and Peter… but Sirius and I have gotten really close, too. Closer than the others. I love him just as much as I love you, just… in a different way,” Y/N pondered out loud.

“In a different way than you love me, your best friend?” Remus asked gently. He saw it all click in her brain, and then she began to shake her head. “Remus…” she said softly. “Y/N, it’s different with Sirius because you’re in love with Sirius,” he told her. Y/N knew he was right. She had known it deep down all along, but she tried to push it away. “Well it doesn’t matter,” Y/N chewed her bottom lip. “It’s not like that for Sirius.” “How do you know that?” Remus asked her. “He’s just flirty. Besides, he could have any girl in this school. I’m just one of the guys,” Y/N shrugged. Remus opened his mouth to speak, but Y/N cut him off. “Rem, this is kind of a lot to think about. Can I please be alone for a little while?” She asked nervously. “Of course. If you need me, I’ll be in the library,” Remus kissed her forehead and left the room.

It was a few hours later when Y/N’s door barged open, and she wasn’t feeling any better. “Stop sulking baby, I’ve come to rescue you!” Sirius’ voice boomed as she felt a strong pair of arms lift her out of bed, blanket still wrapped around her. “Sirius? I thought-” “I know you said you didn’t want to do anything, so we’re going to not do anything together. Along with Moony, Wormtail, and Prongs, that is,” he cut her off. “Okay,” Y/N nodded, fighting a smile as she pulled the blanket closer to her and leaned into Sirius’ chest. Shortly after arriving to the boy’s dorm, Y/N felt much better. It was nearly impossible to be upset when the marauders were around. “Can’t quite handle your alcohol, huh, Love?” James teased. “Oh yeah, like you have any room to talk,” Y/N laughed. “Mr. ‘Wake up in the middle of the quidditch pitch.’” “Hey! That was one time!” James whined. “And I still have absolutely no idea how I ended up there….” All five of the teenagers laughed. After a few more minutes of joking around and snacking on chocolate, Lily poked her head into the doorway. “Um, James, Remus, Peter, I need you guys,” she said. “Okay, let’s go!” James exclaimed, excitedly standing up. Remus and Peter jumped up as well.

“What’s up, Lil?” Y/N asked, standing up as well. “Nothing really, I just need the guys to help me with something,” Lily shook her head. “Well alright. Let’s go, lads,” Sirius shrugged. “Uh, not you,” Lily said quickly. “Why?” Sirius raised an eyebrow. “Because.. I only need three people,” Lily said. Her tone made Y/N suspicious. “So why those three?” Sirius asked, seeming a bit offended. “Remus is clever, James is strong, and Peter will do whatever I ask him to,” Lily smirked. “So you don’t want us to come with you?” Y/N crossed her arms. “No, no. You don’t feel well. And besides, Sirius, you can stay back and take care of her,” Lily smiled. “Lily, I feel fine-” “Okay bye! We’ll see you later!” Lily cut her off, and the four of them rushed out of the room, leaving Y/N to roll her eyes. “I am just as strong as Prongs,” Sirius grumbled. “No, you aren’t,” Y/N laughed. “Alright, well I’m stronger and smarter than Wormtail,” he retorted. “I actually don’t think you guys give Peter enough credit-” Y/N stopped when she saw the dirty look Sirius was giving her. “But fine. I’m sure you are,” she laughed, playfully rolling her eyes as she plopped back down on the bed. “Budge over, babe,” Sirius gave her a gentle push to make room for himself on the bed. Y/N pulled her knees to her chest and began to chew on her bottom lip, unsure of what to say. It was silent for a few minutes.

“This is never going to work!” James cried as the four teenagers made their way into the common room. “It will,” Remus said simply. “Let’s leave them alone in the room together, then they’ll surely realize they’re in love,” James said sarcastically. “Except they’re always alone together, and nothing ever happens,” he rolled his eyes. “Just trust me, alright. This time is going to be different. This is gonna work,” Remus assured him. James grumbled something about how Remus thinks he knows everything, as Lily spoke up, “Wait, did anyone talk to either of them about this? I forgot to ask Y/N about it…” “I talked to them both,” Remus nodded. “And?” Peter asked excitedly. Remus gave a dramatic pause before answering. “The ‘L’ word was used in both conversations,” he smirked. “The 'L’ word?” Lily raised an eyebrow. “YOU DID NOT GET PADFOOT TO SAY THAT HE LOVES SOMEONE?!” James shouted incredulously. “I didn’t get him to do anything. I barely got two words out before he was rambling about how he loves her and how special she is,” Remus shrugged confidently. “Merlin. This is it. Y/N is the one. They’re going to get married,” James was flabbergasted. “Hang on, Y/N told you she loves him?” Lily asked. “Y/N was a little bit more difficult. She isn’t very in touch with her feelings. She’s extremely oblivious to things like that, you all know. She did, however tell me that she loves Sirius as much as she loves me, but in a different way,” Remus explained. “This better work. I can’t handle them both being so dumb about this any longer,” Peter groaned.

“You’re being awfully quiet today, Love,” Sirius nudged Y/N. “You’re being quiet today, too,” Y/N shrugged into her legs. “I was waiting for you to start a conversation. You’re usually the chatty one,” he chuckled. “I am not the chatty one,” Y/N muttered, earning another laugh from Sirius. The two were quiet again for a few minutes. “I thought you had plans tonight. With that Ravenclaw girl,” Y/N finally spoke up, avoiding Sirius’ eyes. “What? Why would you think that?” He asked with a light laugh. “I thought I heard her ask you to hang out tonight as I was leaving this morning,” Y/N still wouldn’t look at him. “I mean, she asked me, but I’d rather spend my night doing nothing with you,” he smiled, gently nudging her. “I’m glad,” she glanced at him quickly, nudging him back. “I mean- I’m not glad that you turned her down to do nothing with me, but I’m glad that- that you’re here with me- I- you know what I mean,” Y/N rambled.

“I’m glad I’m here, too,” Sirius grinned. “Even if our friends left us,” he said with a laugh. “Hey, why’re you sitting so far away, huh? Barely seen you all day. C'mhere,” Sirius said, putting an arm around Y/N and pulling her to him, earning a squeal and a happy laugh as she fell practically on top of him. The two adjusted themselves so that Y/N could comfortably snuggle up to him, and for the first time all day, she truly relaxed. Her relaxation was short-lived, though, as Sirius soon began nudging her. “’S the matter with you today, anyway?” He asked her, a smile still on his face. “Been acting strange,” he said, another nudge, his fingers lightly tickling her sides. Y/N just smiled and shook her head. “C'mon, Baby. ’S going on?” Sirius smirked as Y/N squirmed under his hands. “Nothing!” Y/N laughed as he began to tickle her. “Don’t think you’re being quite honest with me, babe,” he grinned, making his way in between her legs and continuing his attack on her sides. “Sirius! Stop!” She laughed, trying desperately to push him off of her. After quite a bit of struggling, Y/N finally got ahold of both of Sirius’ hands, their fingers intertwining during the struggle.

The two’s laughs slowly faded as Sirius stopped trying to tickle Y/N and the two locked eyes. It only took a few seconds for Sirius to decide what he was going to do. Slowly, he leaned down and placed his lips on hers. Y/N melted into him, this felt so much more natural than the night before, when she drunkenly threw herself into him. Sirius gave Y/N’s fingers a gentle squeeze before slowly sliding his hands out of hers to grab onto her waist. As Sirius deepened the kiss, Y/N found her fingers tangling into his perfectly messy black locks. He pulled away for only a moment to speak. “So um, that kiss last night… it meant something to me,” he breathed, leaving Y/N to smile into him as he kissed her again. Their mouths explored each other for a few more minutes until this time, Y/N pulled away. “It meant something to me, too,” she told him, her eyes still closed and her head spinning. “I have to admit that’s a relief, or this whole thing would be a bit of a problem,” Sirius chuckled, motioning to his position on top of the small girl, her legs still wrapped around his waist. Y/N just laughed and rolled her eyes, pulling him back down to her lips. It was mere seconds before Sirius pulled away again. “Wait a minute,” he spoke up. “What?” Y/N whined, pouting a little bit as she tried to reach up to him. “Take it easy, My Love. You’ve got me forever. I just realized something though,” Sirius’ romantic tone made Y/N blush. “What did you realize?” She asked, moving one of her hands to cup his cheek. Sirius turned his head to place a chaste kiss to her wrist. “Do you think the others left us here on purpose?” He asked her. “After the talk I had with Remus earlier?” Y/N laughed. “Absolutely.” “Hm,” Sirius hummed, leaning down to peck Y/N’s lips. “We’ll have to thank them for that later,” and with that, he leaned down and kissed Y/N again, the two of them finally expressing a love that had been within them for a long time.

A/N: This is probably the most requested thing I’ve ever had. Thank you to everyone who read all of the other parts and sent in suggestions/requests for this one! I based this one off of this request: With A Muggle p4 I think you should make her get together with Sirius. Maybe the Marauders (including Remus) and Lily try and get them together because hey both like each other but are too oblivious. If that doesn’t seem right you can change it or not do it at all! Xx

So thank you to the anon who sent that in! I hope you all like it, and I love each of you.

I might do one last part, just to see how the Marauders act with the two of them together, if you guys want me to. Let me know!

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