#and I don't want to burden those in my life with my self-concocted unhappiness
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#i feel like this whole blog is just me documenting my mostly lifelong battle with depression that i don't want to admit to anyone#so an update on that - i still have mostly everything in life that a person could want#but I'm still a miserable person at my core#it's just embarrassing at this point#I just keep thinking maybe if i can figure out the missing piece or reach the next goal then I'll magically be healed#and then I reach that goal and wouldn't you know happiness is still over the next hill#I've been too stubborn to try meds mostly because I know they have shitty side effecte#but maybe if i could enjoy my life on a less fleeting basis for once it might be worth the trade off#I'm fine#I just needed to vent#Like I said#it's just embarrassing how much I'm struggling at this point#and I don't want to burden those in my life with my self-concocted unhappiness#ramblings#Spotify
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