#and I don't remember her having cakey makeup

[arabella-s-arts]

One of the plots in Ugly Betty season 1 is that there is a beautiful black woman better suited for a job than the white guy who only got it because his dad gave it to him, and she is trying to steal the job away from him. And somehow, in all of this, we are supposed to root for the nepotism baby.

[studywgabi]

My Morning Routine with Body Dysmorphic Disorder

From the ages of 12 to 16, I spent 4 hours getting ready for school every weekday morning. First period started at 7:35 A.M., I woke up at 3:40 and usually arrived to class around 7:55 with an apologetic smile and a late pass. I said it was car trouble, or that my alarm hadn't gone off.

I spent the first hour-and-a-half of my day plucking my eyebrows, my temples, and my forehead up to my hairline, sitting side saddle on the sink and twisting around towards the mirror when I got tired of standing. I shaved the rest of the face from the eyes down: my cheeks, my sideburns, mustache, beard, and nose, my neck, and my ears with just water, no shaving cream. Then I spent another hour-and-a-half in the shower, turning the water on to rinse my razor and off again to shave repeatedly to try and stretch the heat as long as possible. I covered my entire body with shaving cream, painting myself white. I started with my stomach, then my breasts, my sternum, my nipples, then my sides, my underarms, my back as far up as I could reach and then my shoulders as far down, though I always missed a strip of skin above my waist. My hairline on the back of my neck, so nothing could stand up, even if I was scared. Then my arms, my hands, my knuckles, I wasn't very careful and I gave myself a few scars. Next my legs, feet, toes and pubic hair. When the water ran ice cold, I would turn it off, get out, and set up my makeup table while I waited for it to warm up again. I got back in, nicked myself a few more times, then washed my hair and body and used my prescription acne cleanser. My parents bought men's razors in bulk because I needed a new one every day. My clean skin only lasted a couple of hours, then turned into 11:00 A.M. shadow.

The next hour was makeup: sunscreen, moisturizer, primer, foundation, concealer, bronzer, contour, setting powder, blush, chapstick, lip liner, lipstick, eyebrow pencil, eyeshadow, eyeliner, and mascara. I wasn't very good at it; it always came out cakey or racoony. I listened to music, mostly Taylor Swift or Avril Lavigne, sometimes showtunes, while I worked. Then I brushed my hair, adding some brown eyeshadow to the bald spots to make it look fuller, got dressed in my school uniform, and packed up my lunch and books in a rush. No time for breakfast and I had the early lunch period at 10:35 anyway. I'm a girly-girl. I think I would have loved makeup the way I love fashion. I think it would have been fun to experiment with new colors, new styles, new brands, my favorite actresses' recommendations.

If I didn't do this, I couldn't leave my house. So I had the flu a lot. And I never went out on weekends. My one goal in life was beauty, or getting as close to it as someone like me could. It took up everything: my time, my energy, my focus. For the rest of the day, when I wasn't grooming, I was thinking about it.

Two years later, I don't do it anymore, but I miss it. If felt so good. It was so satisfying to destroy all those little parts of myself over and over again every day. I looked forward to it. I enjoyed the routine of it; it was so familiar to me. Mondays were my favorite, when I could free myself of all the evil that had built up over the weekend. I can't stand to touch my skin now and have to remember how smooth it used to be. I've scratched myself bloody trying to find some relief.

There have been setbacks. I snuck my mother's tweezers into the bathroom a couple of times, or she left her razor lying around after she thought I'd gotten over it. If I grow my nails out long enough, I can use them. I've tried other methods- new snake oil miracle razors, every depilatory cream, waxing, threading, bleaching, free consultations for expensive laser and electrolysis.

All the adults in my life were so happy and proud of me when I stopped. I don't feel I've made any "progress" as they define it. I don't perform those behaviors anymore, but I feel even worse. I hate myself even more, I feel trapped inside my own skin. I'm not any more loved or accepted now than I was then, which was all that mattered to me.

They have no idea what it is to be hideous. They could never, ever understand what it's like to have to exist in this world in this body. To have to live with yourself and sleep at night knowing what you are. To never be a woman, to never be young, to be inhuman, your own vile, repulsive species, something completely separate than everyone around you that should be kept locked in a cage away from society. Something that should be put down for it's own good. To be some kind of animal, or beast, to be born a monster. To want to gouge your own eyes out so you never have to see yourself, to want to die because you aren't strong enough to live this way. To know that you'll spend every last moment of your whole life alone.

It was so difficult for me to accept my BDD diagnosis. I guess I still haven't. I don't "fixate on my perceived flaws," other people do. I do my best to correct my very much real flaws so that other people don't have to look at them. I didn't come up with this on my own, I didn't choose to be ill, if that's what I am, and I sure as hell didn't choose this body. I don't want to look like this, I don't want to upset people with my appearance, I don't want it to be necessary for me to do all this to fix myself, but it's just what I have to do. I accepted that, and I couldn't understand why no one else did.

Is there someone who could prove me wrong? Is there someone who could wait for me, not mind that I'm late to everything, that I always cancel plans at the last minute? Is there someone who wouldn't mind that I'm a crybaby, that I'm too particular and too sensitive? Is there someone who wouldn't mind me? There wasn't then and there isn't now and I don't think there's going to be. And as hard as I try, I can't stop needing there to be, and I can't be that person for myself.

[retrob0t]

i finally pushed through my fears and watched the first 2 episodes of Ahsoka... I have thoughts™️

LA Ahsoka is still quite flat for me, sadly. Ahsoka use to be my absolute favorite character, and now I barely recognize anything about her that I use to adore. There's small, small bits and pieces here and there, but she feels so boring and emotionless at times. Is there a reason for this? I honestly cannot think of one, especially not after how quippy and sweet she was in Rebels. Not to mention, physically she just defaults to standing with her arms crossed and looking judgey. I'm hoping this can be expanded upon and maybe show us why she's now so different, but I'm nervous that there wont be any, since most of the Mando related shows & such lately has just been so devoid of any actual interesting character work. I'm not asking for much when I say I want character work, I just want her to feel like a character again, if that makes sense. 2. The music was quite good! Nothing wowed me, but I liked it! 3. Another thing that breaks my heart is just how bad Hera looks. Her eyes take me out of nearly every scene she's in. MEW is doing a decent job at Hera, but with how cakey her makeup is mixed with the contacts and rubbery lekku, it's just a bit jarring and depressing. 4. I'm also just not a fan of the makeup/prosthetics for MEW or Dawson, I honestly can't believe this is the best they could do. 5. Sabine being Ahsoka's Padawan is... is just so odd to me. Maybe as it goes on it'll make more sense and they'll tell us why Ahsoka started training her in the first place, but it's not entirely my jam. It doesn't help that I can barely remember a single line of dialogue between them in Rebels, so it feels even more out of place. 6. biggest nitpick in the world but they perfected the visual look of lightsabers in the sequels, I honestly don't understand why they decided to regress here. like legit, the blade doesn't have much energy to it. I know it's such a small thing but like, I just rewatched the sequels and man oh man did those blades look glorious. 7. My last thought because my heart can't take this and I really hate being negative, but thankfully this is like, a half positive: I adore Baylon & Shin and would absolutely read a book about them. No joke, I'm way more interested in them than Ahsoka & the gang, which makes me horrifically depressed, but at least I get some more edgy/mysterious force users to obsess over (as long as they turn out to be interesting in the end, but we only have 8 episodes, which is ALWAYS a perfect amount of time for characters to grow and develop) and they will probably be the main reason I continue to watch, just due to how rad they are. I truly wish I didn't feel so negative about these first 2 episodes, especially since Ahsoka & Hera (and Rebels) has been so precious to me for years. it just feels so blank with the returning gang. I dunno, man. maybe I'll rewatch the episodes soon and I'll probably try and stay up to date, but I'm more nervous then anything...

[makeupstudiopro1]

Achieve Flawless Skin: A Step-by-Step Guide for Using Face Concealer

While the quest for spotless, blemish-free skin has been ongoing for time immemorial, it is in this age of beauty that face concealer is used as the ultimate makeup tool. Be a novice or someone already passionate about makeup, learning to apply concealer will undoubtedly change your life while helping you achieve peak confidence levels. This definitive guide is designed to guide you in getting that sought-after flawless look.

A 3-Step Guide To Achieving A Blemish-Free Look:

Choosing Your Concealer

Choosing the right concealer is where it all starts. Your concealer makeup can make or break the entire look. All the difference lies in knowing your skin type, problems, and coverage needed. Cream-based concealers hydrate dry skin while covering imperfections. For oily skin, long-lasting, oil-free formulas are recommended so that makeup does not slide throughout the day. For those who have sensitive skin, hypoallergenic and non-comedogenic formulas must be available to offer coverage without irritation.

Application Techniques

The magic that happens is in the application. While using concealer for face, moisturize before starting the procedure. For under-eye circles causing the problem, use gentle patting from the ring finger outward for the inner corner to create a smooth flow across the skin.

For targeted spots, there are different methods. Tap the concealer directly onto a blemish with a small brush or clean fingertip and blend edges outward. For dark circles, apply an inverted triangle shape to give a lifted, brightened effect. Don't forget to set your concealer with a light dusting of translucent powder for all-day wear.

Achieving Lasting Coverage

Good products alone are not enough to create long-lasting coverage. You also need proper techniques. So, first of all, apply a primer for a smooth base to help your concealer adhere. Layer your concealer gradually, building up where you need it instead of trying to apply a lot all at once. This helps avoid the dreadful cakey look and helps you end up with a more natural finish.

For particularly difficult areas, you may need to color correct prior to placing your concealer. Green over red neutralizes the latter, peach over darker tones on lighter skin types works to cancel those nasty circles, and orange makes a great concealer choice for darker skin tones. 

Makeup Studio Pro - Your Ultimate Concealer Solution

What really distinguishes Makeup Studio Pro is that one can see the quality of product formulation. Our concealers come in the best possible formula. Their application doesn’t look cakey and layers smoothly. For example,  Concealer Pencil is now available in flesh tones. Such an application device can only be applied directly to pinpoint areas needing special attention; this concealing is required where needed for lip line definition or sensitive areas around the eyes. 

Be it a professional makeup artist or someone who is trying to perfect his or her everyday makeup routine, our products offer the versatility and quality needed to achieve flawless results. The Camouflage Stick comes in two standard variations and contains five carefully selected shades. These palettes are game-changers for makeup enthusiasts and professionals. This ends up giving a flawless look.

Conclusion

It's not just about using the right products but understanding what your skin needs and mastering techniques that work for you. Quality products combined with proper application techniques can make anyone achieve a flawless complexion, for example, the Camouflage Stick from Makeup Studio Pro is the best concealer for dry skin. Remember that practice makes perfect, and do not be afraid to experiment with different techniques until you find what works best for you.

FAQs

Q1: How do I prevent my concealer from creasing throughout the day?

By having the right preparation and setting. Good eye cream, thin layers of concealer, and setting with a light translucent powder.

Q2: What is the best way to color-match concealer?

Apply a small amount of concealer to your jawline in natural lighting. A good color will disappear into your skin. For the under-eyes, one shade lighter than your skin tone.

Q3: How often do I need to replace my concealer?

Most concealers need to be replaced every 6-12 months after opening. Check for texture, odor, or color changes as indications it's time to swap out your product.

[yeoobin]

Make Me

You want to go out with your friends but your eight boyfriends don’t agree with your outift choice.

poly!Ateez x fem!reader

Hints of smut!! 

Word count: 2.3K

 Hongjoong and Seonghwa have daddy kinks yolo

Hope you enjoy <3

A brilliant start to the day is what you have had. Getting up after a good night’s rest, breakfast made on the table and you found a note from each of your boyfriends adorning the kitchen counter. Obviously, they had to go to the company to practice at the early hours of the day, so when you found the cute sign of affection from each of them, it made butterflies rage around in your stomach knowing they remembered to wish you a good day. Adding on to that, your friend’s birthday was today and the two of you along with some of your closest friends have been planning to go out to a club and celebrate. It's been a while not seeing them, going out and letting loose was something that you needed. However, you were not expecting your day to get slightly worse as your boyfriends came home early, not that you were upset about them coming home or are ever upset about them being around, it was what the two eldest had to say to you which was bugging you. 

Laying on the white sheets of your bed, which you have barely slept in for a while since being with the boys means sleeping in a different bed every night, usually not your own. You are on the phone to your best friend and talking about what to wear for her birthday party. Knowing you haven’t worn something that shows your body for a while made you really want to let loose. After wearing your boyfriend’s baggy shirts and hoodies for a comedically long amount of time, it's been quite a while since you've even seen the shape of your own body. 

“You remember that cute dress you bought when we were together last year? I think you should wear that, you looked so fucking hot.” the voice of your best friend echoes through your empty room. 

“Good idea! I haven’t even had a chance to wear it yet! Even the boys haven’t seen it yet.” You giggle as you get up and walk towards your closet. Your best friend is one of the very few people who know about the relationship between you and the members of Ateez, and she is one of the most supportive people you've ever met. Therefore, you never feel uncomfortable talking about the life you’re living with the boys. 

“Oh no, they are going to lose their shit, y/n.” She giggles through the phone, causing you to crack up. 

“They won’t be home until around 10 and we leave at 6 so I don't think they will even see it.” You reply to the girl on the other end of the phone. 

“Damn, I can’t believe it's almost 6, we should get ready.” 

“Okay! If I don't make it, it’s because one of the boys is not letting me go.” You joke and the both of you laugh and bid your goodbyes before hanging up the phone. 

You pull the dress out of the closet and giggle at the material, realising there really isn't much material there… 

Shrugging, you throw the dress onto your bed and walk into the bathroom to have a shower. You shave your legs, wash your body, and clean your hair. Wrapping a towel around your wet hair, your naked body walks back into the bedroom and picks up the dress laying on the sheets. Pulling on some cute lacy underwear and a matching bra, you gently pull on the fabric. Once you have successfully put it on you look at yourself in the mirror. 

You had forgotten how much this dress compliments your body. Hugging your curves in all the right places, accentuating the swell of your breasts and ass, you felt hot as fuck. The skirt of the dress stops just under your ass and your long legs are on full display. Smiling at your reflection you kneel down in front of your full-length mirror and start to put on your makeup. It's slightly flashier than your normal makeup up, but not too much that it makes your face look cakey. Finishing your makeup with setting spray, you release your hair from the towel and pull out your hairdryer. You style your hair, so it falls past your shoulders in loose curls, your bangs framing your face. 

Standing up, you take in your final appearance. You haven’t felt this sexy in a while. 

Glancing at your clock rested on the wall, you see it is 5:45. You smile and grab a pair of your favourite heels, before slipping into them and walking downstairs towards the kitchen to get a glass of water before you leave. You’re filling your glass up when all of a sudden you hear the jangling of keys come from the front door. Your head whips towards the entrance to your house and your eyes widen, realising that the boys are home early. Not wanting to spill the water, you turn your concentration back to the glass which you are filling with liquid. 

Upon hearing the door open, the sounds of your boyfriends’ voices break the silence of the house and you feel yourself physically relax. 

“Babe, we are home!” You hear Yunho yell out from the hallway.

“I’m in the kitchen!” You yell back, still focused on your water. Whilst seven of them go to hang their coats and take their shoes off, the youngest of the bunch bounds into the kitchen to find you standing next to the counter looking like an actual goddess.

“Y/n I missed you so much to-” Jongho’s eyes widen and his mouth is hung open as he is caught for words as he takes in your outfit. Looking at him confused, he raises an eyebrow and slinks over to you. 

His strong arms wrap around your waist and his takes in your frame from close up. 

“You look so beautiful baby, why are you dressed like this?” He says, his voice getting slightly deeper. You bring your arms up and rest them around his neck. 

“I’m going out to (best friend’s name)’s birthday party tonight remember?” You say and place a soft kiss on his lips. You are surprised when he pulls you back into the kiss and deepens it by pulling you closer to his body. 

“Look what we have here, Jongho’s getting all the love.” You hear a whiney voice and reluctantly pull away from Jongho’s lips. Peeping over Jongho’s shoulder and see Mingi standing in the door frame with a cute pout and crossed arms. Without looking away from you, Jongho speaks,

“Hyung, look at how our princess is dressed.” He moves his body to show your small frame on display for Mingi to take in. His pout immediately disappears, and a dark expression covers his features as his eyes rack up and down your body, making you feel slightly powerful. He also joins your side and Jongho makes space for Mingi’s large hands to trace up from your hips, to rest on your waist. Before you can pull Mingi into a kiss you hear a loud cough erupt from the open doorway, where Mingi was previously situated. You see the rest of your six boyfriends’ standing there with dark looks also covering their expression. Each of them individually checking you out with either a smirk, their mouth hanging open or an emotionless facial expression. You tilt your head to the side slightly and smile innocently at them. 

“You guys are home early.” You say in a cute voice, a stark difference to the way your body is pressed against Jongho’s and the clothing covering your skin. Or what the clothing isn't covering. 

“W-we came home because we finished everything and didn't have anything else to do,” Yeosang speaks out, stuttering slightly, his cheeks dusted with a light shade of red. 

“That’s good to hear. Well, I have to get going, it’s almost six.” You detach your body from the youngest and reach for your bag rested on the kitchen table. You are stopped abruptly when you find Jongho, Mingi and four others standing in the way of you leaving the kitchen.

“And where you do think you’re going, dressed like that doll?” San speaks up, walking behind you and wrapping his arms around your waist. Wooyoung, Yunho and Yeosang watch as San places light kisses on your neck, making you melt into his touch. 

“I’m going to (best friend’s name)’s birthday party, I told you guys yesterday.” You squeak out as San starts rubbing circles on your hips using his thumb. All six of your boyfriends around you share wide eyed glances and end up looking towards the two eldest who are situated at the kitchen island, silently watching with raised eyebrows. Looking at all of your boyfriends, you realise Hongjoong and Seonghwa share the darkest expressions out of the eight. Hongjoong and Seonghwa share a look that makes shivers go down your spine and directly to your core. They both nod at each other before standing up from their seats. The younger men make way for the older men. When they reach you, you feel utterly intimidated by all of the eight gazes laid on you. 

“I remember you saying you were going out, I don't remember you mentioning this dress, angel.” Seonghwa speaks as his eyes look up and down your body, stopping at the swell of your breasts for a second, before reaching your eyes.

Before you can explain yourself, the leader speaks up.

“You’re not going out in this.” Hongjoong deadpans, making you somewhat annoyed. He hasn’t said anything until now and it just has to be telling you what to do and not do.

“Huh? Why, I look hot?” You retort, slightly pissed.

“That’s exactly why. We don’t want anyone looking at what belongs to us.” Seonghwa replies, his eyebrows furrowing.

“It took me ages to get ready. Please move or I’m going to be late.” You try to move from San’s grasp. Yet his grasp on you tightens and you are unable to move.

“Thanks, San. Leave her to us for now guys. We will call you if we need help.” Hongjoong growls without breaking eye contact with you, making your core heat up slightly. Shaking off the arousal starting to pool in your panties, you focus on getting out of the house to see your friends. One by one the younger men leave. San leaves last with Wooyoung, “you’re with me and Wooyoung later doll, that’s if you can walk after these two are finished with you.” He whispers in your ear, placing one last kiss on your neck before walking towards the living room, where most of the guys are sitting, probably starting to watch a movie.

Your eyes follow San and Wooyoung as they leave. When they are out of sight your gaze travels back to the older males standing with their arms crossed in front of you.

“I don’t understand why I can’t go out. It’s my best friend’s birthday I should be there.” You cross your arms and furrow your eyebrows. Seonghwa lets out a scoff and looks towards Hongjoong who looks just as pissed as him.

“Listen carefully kitten. We don’t want people looking at you. There is too much on display, only we should be able to see this much.” Hongjoong says through gritted teeth.

“It’s not like I’m going out naked, this sounds like a you problem, not a me problem.” You scoff whilst rolling your eyes.

Seonghwa raises an eyebrow at your cockiness before glancing at Hongjoong, who simply nods at the older.

Seonghwa moves towards you and gently grabs your face with one hand and forces you to look at him. Hongjoong makes his way behind you and presses you against him, his arms gripping your hips harshly.

“I don’t remember teaching you to be such a brat, angel.” His voice is just above a whisper, but loud enough for you and Hongjoong to hear it.

“What do you think, Joong? I think she needs to be reminded of where she stands.”

“Hmmm I agree Hwa, she deserves to be punished.”

You are about to retort in disagreement, when Hongjoong’s lips graze your neck, instantly finding your sweet spot. You curse him in your head for knowing your body so well.

“What, were you going to say something?” Seonghwa taunts you and you immediately get ready to counterattack his words.

Hongjoong’s grip on your waist tightens, and the male speaks out, “think about what you are going to say, you don’t want your punishment to be worse now, do you kitten?”

“Now, you can either apologise to your daddies whilst you still have the chance and we will take care of you, or you are going to continue being a brat and disobey us even more?” Hongjoong’s speaks close to you his breath fanning against your neck. Daddy was a reserved name for Hongjoong and Seonghwa, the others don’t dare to try take it from them. They usually go for sir or master or other pet names. Whilst being taken care of by the two sounds like a rather nice option, it has been a while since the two men have been rough with you and you honestly wanted to see how far you could take it. Letting out a small giggle, Seonghwa’s eyes widen. Hongjoong removes himself from behind you and stands next to his teammate looking at you up and down.

“You going to apologise or what?” Seonghwa’s deep voice breaks you from your thoughts.

Making up your mind, you smirk at the two men in front of you.

“Make me.”

 What do you think? Should I make a part 2 ;-;

[trashy-greyjoy]

Sydnee’s Makeup Favorites

Before I list the actual makeup, I have very oily, acne prone skin so some of the stuff I use might not work for people with dry skin, but if I know of any alternatives I’ll try to list them! And these are just the products I personally use, so it doesn't mean they’re the absolute best.

All the products and faves are under the cut. Enjoy!

First, always remember to wash and moisturize your face before you apply anything. Even if you have oily skin (like I do) you still need to moisturize!

Prep

Moisturizer: For dry skin use a cream moisturizer and for oily skin use a gel moisturizer (they dry down matte)

I have oily skin and I use the Urban Decay Rehab Makeup Prep Hot Springs Hydrating Gel ($28)

Rose Water: it helps hydrate and protect the skin as well as minimizes pores.

Thayers and Mario Badescu are two fairly cheap and high quality brands I’ve used. ($11 and $14 respectively)

Primer: I have bigger bores around my nose and textured skin from acne scarring so I like to use a primer before foundation. It also helps my makeup stay on longer and keep see less oily.

Don’t laugh at me but I don't actually use a true “primer”.... I use Monistat Anti Chaffing Gel ($8) before my foundation. I actually heard about this from a drag queen and it’s a pretty popular dupe. It’s sooooo cheap compared to most $30 primers and since it’s designed to go around the thigh/coochie area it’s really sensitive on the skin. Fills my poor and leaves my skin super smooth.

Other decent primers I’ve used are: Smashbox Photo Finish ($36) and NYX Angel Veil ($16) but the NYX one is a little too drying and thick

Face

Foundation: I’ve used A LOT of different foundations to try to find one that works for my skin and my holy grail foundation to end all foundations is...

tarte’s amazonian clay 12-hour foundation ($39) it’s the only foundation i’ve found that lasts through the day without breaking down, covers my acne marks, and doesn't get too cakey. It’s a god send. AND tarte is natural and doesn’t have a lot of chemicals in it’s products and basically its just really good for problematic skin.

during the summer or if I'm just running out somewhere I sometimes just put on some CC cream and I use SUPEREGOOP! CC Cream Daily Correct ($32). CC cream is a really lightweight and sheer cream that color corrects (CC) so it reduces redness and dark marks without being too heavy. 

Concealer: I don't use a lot of concealer just because my foundation is usually full coverage enough to cover most of my marks and dark circles, but recently I did buy a new one and that would be

Kat Von D Lock-It Concealer Cream ($26) KVDB is really great for people who are super duper pale and and all of her face products are SUPER high coverage. So this is a really good product to highlight with.

Setting Powder / Spray: I double set my makeup because, again, I have super oily skin and I also sweat a lot, so I like my makeup to stay where it is.

I set my foundation with powder before I do any contour, blush, or highlight and I use Laura Mercier Translucent Loose Setting Powder ($23 travel size). I just dust some on my t-zone and where I used concealer to prevent creasing. (I buy the travel size and it lasts me soon long)

Then after I have everything except my highlight on, I use a setting spray to keep everything matte and in place and for that I use the Urban Decay De-Slick Oil-Control Setting Spray ($15 again in travel size). 

Contour: It’s so hard to find a cool toned contour shade that works with my pale af skin and isn’t too orange. (If you have lighter skin you want a cool/grey toned brown shade to contour because you’re trying to create extra shadows and shadows aren't warm toned.)

So, I use NYX HD Blush ($7) in the shade Taupe. It’s a blush and not a contour powder, but it’s the perfect cool toned brown for pale skin and it works just he same.

Blush: I have a few blushes that I really like

Milani Baked Blush in Luminoso ($7)

tarte amazonian clay 12-hour blush in the shades paaarty and doll face ($29)

Highlighter: ooooohhhhh boy. I love my highlighter and I have soon many favorites so hold on. I usually use a combo of 2 or more because I can't help it.

Colourpop Super Shock Cheek in Spoon and Glazed ($8) their formula is really creamy so it’s best to apply by dabbing it with your finger. 

Anastasia Beverly Hills Moon Child Glow Kit ($40). This glow kit is my child. It’s basically all cool toned duo chrome highlighters so they look holographic. Its the shit. 

Becca Shimmering Skin Perfector Pressed Highlighter ($38) in the shade Champagne Pop. This color is almost too dark for my white ass skin so I have to be really light handed.

Eyes

Brows: my babies. my prized feature. my one claim to fame. my eyebrows. It took me YEARS to master them the way they are now and I usually wear them one of 2 ways “Instagram/Sculpted” or “bushy/feathered”.  I only use one product for these puppies and that’s 

Anastasia Beverly Hills Dip Brow Pomade ($18) in the color “ash brown” and I apply with the ABH #12 brush. Watch some youtube tutorials, it’s a process. 

*then I carve them out with concealer and a tiny brush underneath and on the edges to clean it up.

Eyeshadow: I don't use eyeshadow primer beforehand, I usually just dab a tiny bit of concealer on the lid and blend it out. But for actual shadows I use a few different products.

Anastasia Beverly Hills Modern Renaissance Palette ($40) this fucking palette. So amazing. The shadows are so soft, and buttery, and bendable. And the colors are fantastic. It’s really worth the money. I use it every day. 

Morphe Single Shadows ($3 a piece) Morphe sells a lot of singles where you can buy an empty magnetic palette and build your own. They’re pretty high quality for the price and easy to customize. Plus, they change shades in and out all the time. I really like the shades: pink moscato, burlesque, weekend, and private agent.

Colourpop Super Shock Shadow ($5) like their highlighter, the shadows are single pots and have a creamy feel to them. Colourpop also recently released powder shadows, but I’ve never tried those. I really love the Super Shocks in the shades: stereo, cheap date, and game face.

Eyeliner: I only use one product for my eyeliner and it’ say absolute holy grail and that is

Kat Von D Tattoo Liner ($20) it’s a liquid liner pen, but instead of a felt tip (which I hate) it’s an actual brush with bristles. It gives such a sharp line and it’s really easy to maneuver. Also, doesn’t budge!

Mascara: I alternate between two different mascaras and those would be

Too Faced Better Than Sex ($23) it lives up to the hype.

tarte gifted amazonian clay smart mascara ($23) i like the bush on this one a lot better, its skinnier and easier to use, and gives a longer, but more natural lash

Lips

This one’s just going to be a list of all my favorite colors so just sit tight. Y'all know I'm a lipstick hoe. 

*All these are matte/semi-matte liquid lips because I overline my top lip and with my mouth shape that only works with super mattes so...

Kat Von D Everlasting Liquid Lip ($20): I love her lipsticks. They are soon matte and stay on for so long, that shit doesn't move. But can be extra drying so moisturize a few minutes before you apply. Color I love to death are...

Lolita: her most popular shade, a chestnut rosey color, great nude for medium skin tones

Nahz Fur Atoo: an ox blood, crimson red

Backstage Bambi: full on neon hot pink

Witches: black 

Colourpop Ultra Matte and Ultra Satin Lips ($6): I really love Colourpop, they’re so cheap and great quality. Damn. I love both the ultra mattes and the ultra satins. The mattes, like KVD are really matte and drying but they stay put. And the satins dry down to the kind of semi-matte of a regular tube lipstick. I’m a hoe for 

Love Bug (Ultra Matte): rich mahogany

Creeper (Ultra Matte): classic, bright red

Femme (Ultra Satin): probably my favorite lip color ever. its a really pretty muted grayish lilac color

Magic Wand (Ultra Satin): light beige nude

Hutch (Ultra Satin): a dark blackened violet

Too Faced Melted Matte Liquified Long Wear Matte Lipstick ($21): I really like this formula a lot. It’s matte and transfer proof, but it doesn't dry down as much as Kat Von D does. It feels almost like a satin lip, but it doesn't transfer or shine. Really comfortable. 

I only own one color and that’s Queen B, but I need to get some more. Granny Panties looks lovely. 

I think that’s it! Basically I love tarte, KVD, and Colourpop way too much. I hope some of you find some new products and favorites from this and that you enjoyed it! I love makeup a lot so I’m glad to share. 

I’m gonna tag a few people that asked me to do this and a few that I think might just be interested in the products: @sassamyblake @starboybellamy @bellsgirl @sapphic-kadena @ravenbellclarke @thelovelylights 

***I only use cruelty free products from company’s that don’t test on animals, so every product on this list is cruelty free to my knowledge at the time of posting.